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started this old thing bak up again only coz im goin 2 oz & this will b the only way i can keep in touch wit my amazin frnd Lozen ^_^

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When Words Fail...Music Speaks
Me, Myself, and I
I'm Charlotte,19,live in alexandra.

26th of March was the happiest day of my life <3 <3

I'm pretty laid-back kinda person.I enjoy nature,meditation, philosophy,history,comedy,ser
 enity,literature,herbal teas,moonlight walks.
I like to keep things simple,life is only as complex as you make it.People seem 2 always want 2 cause problems in my life,with gossip,drama n other nonsense.I don't need nor desire these vexations.People who vex my serenity are not welcome around me.
I'm not much of a 'going-out-drinking-partying' kinda girl,I've done enough of that and just ready 2 settle down.
I have a passion for music;pretty much my life.All genres.I play the piano n sing.Poetry is also another thing very much interested in-Walt Whitman n Rainer Maria Rilke.I write my own poetry n lyrics.Total bookworm,sucker 4 romance.Can almost always be found sitting quietly with headphones raging in my ears n my nose stuck in a good book,either that or hiding out playing video games...
anything else? ask
Octavio Paz
"Dream of the sun dreaming its worlds. Sing till the song throws out root, trunk, branches, birds, stars. Sing until the dream engenders the spring at which you may drink and recognize yourself and recover."
-Octavio Paz
LOVING ANNABELLE, The World Unseen, Itty Bitty Titty Committee, Better Than Chocolate, Affinity, Fingersmith, Rockstar, Queen Of The Damned, Interview With A Vampire, Milo and Ottis, Horten Hears A Who, Drop Dead Fred, Underworld, 5 girls, Imagine Me and You, Tipping The Velvet, The Dudesons, Titanic, Pride and Pregudice, My Summer Of Love, The Punisher, Austen Powers, 50 First Dates, Mr Deeds, Big Daddy, Happy Gillmore, Liar Liar, Mr Bean, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, 8 Mile, A Walk To Remember, Instinct, The perfect creature, Wedding Singer, Dragonheart, Broken, Vampires - los mertos, Lost Boys, Jay n Silent Bob strike back, Sex Drive, Strictly Sexual, Lesbian Vampire Killers, Vampire Diary, Hannah Montana Movie, Bridge To Terabithia. Precious, My sisters keeper, TMNT, PS I Love You, The Pick Of Destiny, Pay It Foward,
Section 5 - Leaves Of Grass - Walt Whitman
I believe in you my soul, the other I am must not abase itself to you,
And you must not be abased to the other.

Loafe with me on the grass, loose the stop from your throat,
Not words, not music or rhyme I want, not custom or lecture,
not even the best,
Only the lull I like, the hum of your valved voice.

I mind how once we lay such a transparent sumer morning,
How you settled your head athwart my hips and gently turn'd over upon me,
And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone, and plunged your tongue to my bare-stript heart........
Portishead, Fireflight, Thriving Ivory, Beethoven, KD Lang, Blue Foundation, Jill Sobule, Lilly Allan, Marilyn Manson, Melissa Ferrick, Tchaikovsky, Debussy, Jim Brickman, Dragonforce, Kate Voegele, Plain White T’s, Lifehouse, Puddle Of Mud, Cascada, Rascal Flatts, Relient K, Dire Straits, In This Moment, Lacuna Coil, Within Temptation, Flyleaf, Eminem, ACDC, The Explioted, Metallica, Billy Idol, David Bowie, Pink, Fright Rangers, Arch Enemy, Motley Crew, Atreyu, A7X, Killswitch Engage, Cradle Of Filth, Dope, Escape, Hammerfall, Judas Priest, Limp Biscuit, Ozzy Osborne, Papa Roach, Trivium, Bon Jovi, Jem, Avril Lavigne, Paramore, Pearl Jam, Poison, Mozart, The Devotchkas, 3 days grace, Coheed and Cambria, DotDotCurve, Roxette, GooGoo Dolls, Shania Twain, Attack Attack, Muse, Steel Dragon, Martina McBride, Meatloaf, Morningwood, Murder Dolls, Opeth, Norah Jones, Parkway Drive, Phill Collins, Rammstein, Rob Zombie, Savage Garden, Seether, Sixx AM, Skid Row, Slipknot, Stevie Nicks, Tatu, The Cure, The Cranberries
Tipping The Velvet - Sarah Waters

Fingersmith - Sarah Waters

Affinity - Sarah Waters

The Night Watcher - Sarah Waters

The Little Stranger - Sarah Waters

Twilight - Stephanie Meyer

New Moon - Stephanie Meyer

Eclipse - Stephanie Meyer

Breaking Dawn - Stephanie Meyer

Giants Of The Frost - Kim Wilkins

The Autumn Castle - Kim Wilkins

The Veil Of Gold - Kim Wilkins

Angel Of Ruin - Kim Wilkins

Letters From The Inside - John Marsden

Interview With A Vampire - Anne Rice

The Vampire Lestat - Anne Rice

Queen Of The Damned - Anne Rice

Violin - Anne Rice

Gem Of The First Water - Ron Phillips

Vampire Academy Series - Richelle Mead

The Picture Of Dorian Gray - Oscar Wilde

Leaves Of Grass - Walt Whitman

Sing You Home - Jodi Picoult
Rainer Maria Rilke poetry:
Center of all centers, core of cores,
almond self-enclosed, and growing sweet--
all this universe, to the furthest stars
all beyond them, is your flesh, your fruit.

Now you feel how nothing clings to you;
your vast shell reaches into endless space,
and there the rich, thick fluids rise and flow.
Illuminated in your infinite peace,

A billion stars go spinning through the night,
blazing high above your head.
But in you is the presence that
will be, when all the stars are dead.
Marcel Proust
The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes.

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  • I lost you, now I have you back, but I'm scared to lose you again.......

    Our friendship was so tight, not a single force could have torn us apart, that is, until She came along and took you away from me, leaving me to shatter into pieces, heartbroken. You left me with such a terrible, terrible sorrow that I could not shake off. You broke my heart, and left me in ruin. I cry every night, till eventually I fall into a restless slumber, but then the pain stays even then. I never got to tell you I love you, and I regret it. The pain I feel in my chest strengthens as the days pass by. This pain is for you, and this pain is deep, so deep it threatens to take my life, so deep and painful I want to just let it take over, let it take me, without you is to fall to pieces, there is no center left inside me. You are my heart, and I love you. I love you, unconditionally, forever.

    Now I have you back in my life.... And I'm so happy! Never have I felt so happy in my entire life!

    I don't want to fuck us up, but this is something I'm too chicken to say for fear of ruining our amazing friendship..... So I've written it on here.

    I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you, how I've been helplessly head over heels in love with you for the last 7yrs. I want to tell you how much I need you in my life. And especially how much I want you. But those words may forver stay in my heart-locked inside.Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too...

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  • <3

    Your lover kisses you, and you feel a tremor in the back of your knees. The synapses fire sending orders: “move your legs, move your arms. She’s the one for you. She’s the girl of your dreams… and you know because the smell of her makes your head swin because you get a physical jolt whenever she sends a glance your way. She touches you here, and you feel it… here… and you touch her anywhere… and you feel it everywhere… and then boom....

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  • D.X

    You spiral down, not knowing where to hide. Just feed off your inspiration and stop dining with your pride.

    Listen to your calling, it's aching to be heard, accept your destiny for it is the life that is preferred

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Shaun actress: Oh no, I'm good.
Shane: Hey listen, they're not gay. I promise.
Alice: Oh my G-d, what if they were gay! What if the brownies were gay?!
Shane: They're all fucking each other.
Shane & Alice: [making talking brownie noises]
Alice: Hey, you're hot!
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1. If you could pick any memory to go back to for one hour, what would it be?
Back to 2007, the wild bush party hehe! :D

2. Which TV show/film would you like to star in and why?
Loving Annabelle, play as Annabelle and get to hook up with my hot teacher Miss Bradly! :D hehe yeah!

3. Have you ever had a dream you didn't want to wake up from?
Yeah, I was happy and with the one person I trully love

4. Is there someone that you don't see/speak to now but wish you did?
Yeah Lozen, miss hanging out with her, drinking hemp and laughing so hard it came outta my nose!! haha

5. Do you have a secret/random ambition?
I wanted to be a rockstar, but, I don't think I've really got what it takes anymore.

6. Is there someone in your life or in the media who you admire?
Ellen Degeneres is deffinatly number one!! She has done so much for people out there! and in my life it would have to be Mrs Kinnaird, She bought Me outta my shell.

7. Have you ever lied to protect someone?
Of course

8. What important life lesson would you want to teach your children?
Life is just one big roller coaster ride, you have your ups and downs but you gotta hang on and keep going no matter what!

9. Have you ever been so in love that you've felt scared/excited/lost and happy at the same they know about it?
Yes and I don't know if She does.

10. Secret real/celebrity crush? (If they're real it won't be secret for long..)
Ellen Degeneres, Shania Twain

11. Is there something that you can never tell a soul? REALLY never tell..?
nope, I have nothing to hide really

12. Where will you be in 10 years time?
Happy hopefully

13. Name one thing that you would change about yourself..
My weight

14. If you're walking down the street and your trousers fall down, what's your first thought?!

15. Stick your neck out or keep the peace?
stick my neck out if needed but mostly keep the peace, can't stand dramas no more!

16. Faith or hope?

17. Sniff or hankerchief?

18. What's your worst weakness and best strength?
worst weakness is lossing the ones I care for the most, and this stupid Agorophobia. and strength, would be love and music

19. Add one question to this and then answer it...
Can You Play An Insrument? Yes, the piano, and a little bit of guitar

20. Can you recall the first time you just knew everything was gonna be alright...?
I've never felt like that.... but when I do, I'll let you know!

21. You have the choice of saving yourself, your family or an entire country of strangers..who would you choose?
my family

22. What would be the perfect title of your autobiography?
The Rollor Coaster Ride Through Hell

23. Name just one thing you can't live without..

24. Finally, what's your Porn Star name?? (It's your first pets name+Mothers maiden name)
Smokey Aitken!! lmfao thats stupid!

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Shane McCutcheon

You quite easily seperate love and lust and for you that works because you love to lust. You're sexy, fashionable and a bit butch... You have a strong sense of what's right and wrong, yet that doesn't mean you always do what's right. You're a heartbreaker only because you are petrified of your own heart being broken. That's why you're a commitment-phobe. You don't get easily attached to people because you are afraid you are going to fuck things up - because you often do. You're fun to have around and very popular but this might not last forever since you can be very destructive and selfish. You crave love and security, even to be part of a family. Underneath you're cold exterior there's a very vulnerable person which only a select few will ever see...

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100 Stupid Questions

Are you scared of creepy creatures?: zombies and praying mantis
Are you scared of cockroaches?: no, i find them facinating
Do you get scared in the dark?: yes........
What is your favorite day of the week?: friday
Your dream car: nice old muscle car
Your dream vacation: Paris or Russia
In your next birth, you would love to be: a famous musician
In your past birth, you must have been: something to do with music
Your favorite pizza topping is: meat lovers, chickn apricot
How many kids do you want to have?: id like 6, but probz 2 or 1
Last TV channel you watched: scrubs
What are you wearing right now?: Hoodie,jeans,rainbow belt,tshirt
What do you wear at night in bed?: boxers
Your favorite toy in childhood: my skateboard and pink ride on car
How many teeth do you have?: all of them incl. all wisdom teeth
When did you last visit the dentist?: 3 weeks ago
Which toothpaste do you use?: colgate triple action
Your preferred toilet paper brand: super soft 4ply
Three things you can: books, family and music
If you had one person to take with you on a deserted island, it would be: Lozen
Your dream celebrity date: Ellen Degeneres
Do you believe in aliens?: Kinda
Do you believe in ghosts and such?: YUP
Favorite cocktail: a quick fuck
Favorite fruit: mango/peach
Favorite flower: roses and lillies
Have you puked at a party?: nope im awesome
You would love to get a tattoo done on your: 3rd one will b sleeve of roses
Have you pretended to be sick to avoid someone or some meeting?: haha yeah plenty
Do you cry easily?: sadly yes...
Do you swear a lot?: fuckin ae i do!!
Favorite body part in the opposite sex: SAME SEX - eyes, smile
Corniest pickup line used by you on someone: hey,so shall we shag now or shag later baby?
Corniest pickup line someone used on you: did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
What: charlie,chucky,charlie chops,
What: freaaak,charlie, borris, chuck
Have you ever been caught in an embarrassing situation by your parents?: dad walked in on me fucking my gf
The food you hate to eat: brussil sprouts
Your favorite breakfast cereal: nice n tasty wildberry or wildberry fruity-bix
Do you have any pets?: 10 cats :)
If yes, describe your pets: amazing :) my best friends
Which is your favorite holiday?: christmas family/love/together
Have you ever been drunk out of your mind?: :\ yes....
Ever been in a car accident?: i been hit by a car
The boy band you secretly listen to: all of them
The body part you would love to get pierced: other nipple, 6more ear, 1 more eyebrow
When did you last diet to lose weight?: 6months ago
What is the first thing you do in the morning when you wake up?: check emails/facebook/tumblr/phone n coffee
Do you read newspapers or books in the toilet?: lol i used to when i was a kid, id read harry potter hahahaha
Are you in love with someone these days?: Yup :) Been in love with her 7yrs
Would you date a hottie who is totally dumb?: No
Has anyone slapped you on the face?: yes.... ouch
What is the color of the underwear you are wearing?: black boxers with lipstick kisses
Which is your favorite underwear brand?: bond
What is your favorite denim brand?: any!
If you could afford a fashion designer, it would be: enties,dc,zero,CK,volcom
Your first cell phone was: pantek fliptop black, had it for 8yrs
Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone?: both, depends on person
Are you a sensitive person?: a lil too over-sensitive
Would you go for a one night stand?: hmmm sure
The romantic movie you like most: tipping the velvet/the notebook/the vow/titanic
The action movie you like most: fast n furious / xxx
Do you believe in heaven and hell?: depends
Which is your most memorable trip with friends?: bush party 2006 :P
Which newspaper do you read daily?: i dont read daily, once a week, the news or ODT
The magazines you like to read: ripitup,twisted,playboy,mayfair,hot 4s
Your first job was: cleaner at backpackers
Did you have a best friend in school?: Kirsty, Jade and Lauren
Which email service do you use most?: hotmail
Have you ever walked to save money?: walk all the time....
Where do you shop for clothes?: cheap skates, nudax n warehouse
What was your pocket money as a kid?: i didnt get pocket money
Can you talk to someone for long hours on the phone?: yup depending on who
Do you like taking stupid surveys like these?: sure if im bored enough or needa update
If yes, do you have too much free time?: yup now im jobless again
One memory you wish you could erase: weekend with dad, stupid break up with steph, being fukd with in 04:\
Any sport, you are really good at: softball, pool, darts, guitar hero
In your purse, you keep a photo of: no one
Do you take any medicine daily?: nope
Have you ever lied about your age?: yup dont need to now
The last person you kissed was: some random at the pub...
The last country you visited: never left nz but going to oz soon
Do you need music while you are studying?: yes
A song you loved as a kid: shania twain - rock this country
Any kiddie song you still remember: suzi cato theme song, heaps from primary school etc
Habits you hate in others: a lot of things
On a scale of one to ten how obnoxious is this survey?: very
One habit of yours, you wish you could change?: my anxiety
Do you brush twice a day?: yes
How much time do you take to get ready in the morning?: few mins
Are you a day person or a night person?: i dunno anymore, both
Your favorite cartoon character: young teen gohan, girr, charizard
Have you made a complete fool of yourself anytime?: yes loads
Any word or sentence you repeat often: groovy baby, yeya, wickoo, fuck, lol
Describe your computer monitor: laptop
One book you are dying to read: Rainer Maria Rilke poetry books
One movie you are dying to see: Happy Feet 2
One music album you are dying to hear: --------
How much time did you take to complete this survey?: 15mins
Don: yup but filled in time

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1. What DVD is in your DVD player right now?
The Secret Garden

2. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
Yes :)

3. Do you look more like your mum or your dad?
My dad - got his dimples, eyes, nose, hair, but my face looks similar to my mums

4. Is that your natural hair color?
White blonde

5. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
2 and a half :\

6. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?

7. Do you have a crush on anyone?
No but am crazy mad in love <3 Love you Bright Eyes x

8. Do you have any weird phobias?

9. Can you lick your elbow?

10. If you jumped out your bedroom window right now, how injured would you get?
Not much, just a few scratches from the rose bushes

11. If you woke up as the opposite sex, what’s the 1st thing you would do?
Go back to sleep and change back!!

12. Are you addicted to anything?
Coffee!!! and of course my one and only forever and always xxxxxxxxx

13. Do you like sneezing, or do you hate that feeling?
wtf? I hate sneezing

14. What is your favourite room in your house?
My room :)

15. What was the last thing you had to drink?
Caramel Late

16. Do fish make good pets?
Na but they make good food! xD

17. Would you rather have a pet Ostrich or a pet Sheep?
Well considering im a New Zealander it would be a bit questionable if I answered 'sheep' ........ But I'm gonna say sheep lol xD

18. Has an animal ever attacked you?

19. What kind of mobile phone do you own?
a 7yr old pantech fliptop

20. Whats the biggest amount of mobile phone credit/phone bill you've had in a month?
over $300

21. Who’s car were you last in that wasn’t family?

22. Are they a good driver in your opinion?
A bit spazzy but not bad

23. When’ s the last time you showered
This morning

24. If you didnt shower for 3 days do you think you would smell?
Depends on the weather, plus na I don't think so, got perfume and stuff?????

25. Do you sleep in a single or double bed?
Queen - coz I'm a princess who shall be a Queen soon enough :P

26. Do you make your bed daily?
Na I just climb in the way I left it.

27. How many pillows do you sleep with?

28. Where’d you get the top you’re wearing?
From my darling girlfriend :)

29. How many windows/tabs do you have open on your computer right now?

30. Do you ever crack your knuckles/fingers?
Only when am stressed or nervous or when my arthritis plays up

31. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
A couple days ago

32. Have you ever cut your own hair?
Yeah, but I was just a midget digit then.

33. Do you find piercings attractive?

34. Would you rather be able to fly for a day or be invisible for a day?
Fly for a day, so then I could fly over to my beautiful bright eyes, and live happily ever after :)

35. Do you personally know the people on your top friends list?
80% of them

36. Where does number one live?
A couple rooms over from mine :)

37. Would you date them?
haha fuck no she's my sister duh xD

38. What do you think of weddings?
Beautiful :) Perfect way to show just how much your love is for one another xxx

39. What color of socks do you have on?
1 is black and one is pink xD

40. Do you have any interesting bruises or scars?

41. How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Depends where I'm going. Anywhere between 10mins and 2 hours

42. Have you bought anything today?
A smile to my lovers face :) does that count?

43. Ever dated someone you didn't find attractive in the least?
Lol yup

44. In your opinion, what is the best lollipop flavour?

45. Morning or night person? Or Afternoon?

46. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Heaps lol

47. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever licked?
Strawberry sauce off someones stomach, even though I'm allergic to the sauce I did it in the heat of the moment without thinking, but was worth it :)

48. How many pics of just you do you have?
A few, that's what happens when you get bored :P

49. What fast food restaurant do you think has the Best French Fries?

50. Would you prefer Irn Bru or Vimpto?
Irn Bru

51. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
Make up!!

52. Have you ever had a “kick me” sign on your back without realizing it?

53. Lap top or pc?
Lap top

54. What color is your keyboard?

55. Have you ever accidentally stood on a plug with your bare feet?

56. Have you ever sat down in a chair but fell to the floor, only to find that someone pulled out your chair on purpose?
lmfao yeah xD

57. Do things like that still amuse you when they happen to other people?
Yup yup

58. Did you know that twinkle twinkle little star and the alphabet have the same rhyme?

59. Did you just sing them to make sure?

60. Do you prefer stripes or polka dots?
Stripes..... Tigers have stripes xD

61. If you had to, would you rather eat maggots or worms?
Worms, already eaten them and they not bad, but best to chew em, else they squirm round in ya guts make ya feel sick.

62. Have you ever seen a sunflower in real life before?
Yes, used to grow em when I was a kid

63. Did you ever beg your parents for a pony?

64. Have your Parents ever washed your mouth out with Soap ?
Amongst others as well yup

65. Do you find Russell Brand funny or irritating?
a bit of both

66. Do you ever pop other people’s bubbles they blow with their gum ?
lol yeah

67. What item that needs batteries is nearest to you?

68. Did you ever yell so loud that you lost your voice for a few days ?
Lol yeah, day after pub :P

69. Have you ever taken a picture of your eye?
Yeah, trippy as

70. Do you actually believe that Alaska is covered in snow?
Lol well I used to

71. Do you prefer peppermint or spearmint?

72. What is the most amount of money you would spend on a pillow?
Money doesn't matter so long as the pillow is comfy, you can't put a price on comfy :)

73. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be?

74. How many tv's in your house?

75. Type your name using only your elbow...


Are you hoping this quiz finishes soon?

Yeah kinda wanna go sleep

77. Are you ever purposely irritating?
Lol yeah if I'm bored

78. If you were another person would you be friends with you?

79. Do you still have your tonsils and your appendix?
Nope and yes as far as I know

80. Favourite sports to watch?
Footie and Rugby

81. Can you play Poker?

82. Do people ever make stupid mistakes when spelling or saying your name?

83. Have you ever touched an Elephant?

84. Have you had a Birthday so far this year?

85. Do you like to have ice in your drinks?
Depends on what I'm drinking and whether it's a hot day out

86. Have you ever used a metal detector to look for treasure?

87. Do you prefer Lemons or Limes?

88. Do you prefer trampolines or bouncy castles?
Both xD

89. Have you ever crawled through a window?

90. Did your parents spoil you as a child?

91. Look behind you, what do you see?
A curtain

92. Have you ever lost anything down a toilet?

93. Do you prefer beef, pork, or lamb?
Lamb chops :P

94. Are you an aunt/uncle?

95. Do you know all the words to your national anthem?

96. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
lol no comment

97. Do you still watch kiddie films and tv shows?
Yep :) am still a kid at heart

98. If you were walkin down the street and someone sprayed you with water what would you do?
Depends on who it was

99. Have you ever broken a bone?
Too many

100. How many times have you moved house?

101. If you could make someone disappear who would it be?
No comment

102. Curtains or blinds?

103. Can you cook a Sunday Roast?

104. How long has it took you to complete this Quiz?

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The Ultimate Personality Survey - 100 Questions

Do you help others in your neighborhood?: yes
Are you a greedy person?: no
Do you have an inflated ego?: no
Are you a popular person?: no
Are you a prep?: no
Should you be sent to heaven or hell?: i am in hell
How cruel are you?: i can be very very cruel
How good are you at accepting challenges?: no
Do you have a likable personality?: dunno
Are you a selfish person?: no
Are you taking life for granted?: no
Do you display leadership skills?: no
Are you an extrovert?: no
Are you narrow minded or broad minded?: broad and narrow
How nice are you?: lil bit
Are you stone-hearted?: yes
Are you soft-spoken?: sometimes
Are you living a beautiful life?: fuck off
Which brain are you- left or right?: RIGHT
How cynical are you?: yes
How well do you handle criticism?: i dont
Do people take advantage of you?: not anymore
Are you a procrastinator?: sometimes
Are you a God-fearing person?: fuck him HAIL SATAN 666
How self confident are you?: not much
How assertive are you?: more aggressive
Do you pick up fights easily?: yes
Do you have good people skills?: no
Are you a nature lover?: yes
Do you give enough time to yourself?: no
Are you a good party organizer?: no
Are you religious?: no
Are you a good listener?: yes
Are you an optimist or a pessimist?: optimist
Are you distracted easily when working?: yes
Do you fight or take flight?: fight
Do you live in the present or the past?: dont know
Are you a boastful person?: no
Do you take decisions with your heart or your mind?: heart
Are you narcissistic?: fuck no, faaar from it
Do you test your limits when needed?: yes
Are you an emotional person?: yes
Are you far-sighted?: no short
Do you lie when needed?: yes
Do you cry easily?: yes
Are you a visual or an auditory person?: visual
How excited are you about life?: not much
Do you vie for attention?: no
Are you original and mature?: maturely immature
What do you have unique in you?: i am me
What are you looking for in life?: a girlfriend
Do you have a devilish streak?: yes
How charismatic are you?: not much
Do you lose your temper often?: yes
Do you love kids?: yes
Do you have a fear of anything?: zombies
Are you in control of your life?: no
How good are your communication skills?: ok
Are you short tempered?: yes
Are you happy in life?: no
Are you absent-minded?: yes
Are you a miser?: no
Are you adventurous?: yes
Can people rely on you?: yes
Do you have a pure heart?: no
Do you know yourself truly?: no
Are you street-smart?: yes
Are you an analytical thinker?: no
Are you wasting your life via some activity?: no
Do you try to make everyone happy?: yes but im over it
How well do you handle a crisis?: ok i guess
Do you have a sense of humor?: yes
Do you pamper your mind?: no
Name your strengths: music, reading
Are you a honest person?: no
Are you a know all or a no all?: no
Are you boring?: yes
Do you criticize others too much?: i dont know
Do you think you are a loser?: yes
Are you compassionate?: yes
Name your weaknesses: zombies, clowns needles
Are you witty?: yes
Are you passionate about what you do?: yes
Are you a forgetful person?: yes
How active are you?: sometimes
Do you love yourself?: fuck off
How courteous are you?: only when around oldies
Are you a smiley?: no
Are you a morning person or an evening person?: evening
Do worries dominate you?: yes
Do you reveal things about yourself to others easily?: sometimes
Do you think before you act?: no
Are you ambitious?: sometimes
Do you speak from the heart?: yes
Do you like travelling?: yes
Are you a day or a night person?: night
Are you environment friendly?: yes
Do you have any addictions?: yes
Are you a cleanliness freak?: lil bit
Do you help others in your neighborhood?: yes
Did you like this survey?: no

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11 Layers Of Me

Layer One: On the Outside
Full Name: Charlotte Roseanne Meryl Faigan
Birthday: August 9th 1992
Current Location: Alexandra
Eye Color: grey/blue
Hair Color: purple
Righty or Lefty: both
Zodiac Sign: Leo
Layer Two: On the Inside
Your Strengths: love,creative,music,
Your Fears: being alone
Your Weaknesses: love,deppression,insomnia
Ambition in life: get married and have 1-3 children
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: coffee
Your bedtime: after 3am
Your most missed memory: ------------
Layer Four: Pick Your Choice
Pepsi or Coke: both
McDonald: Maciz
Single or Group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Zero
Lipton Tea or Nestea: COFFEE
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cold Coffee or Hot Coffee: both
Layer Five: Do You
Smoke: yes
Have a current crush: yes
Think you: i have been
Want to get married: yes
Believe in yourself: sometimes
Think you: sometimes
Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: yes
Gone to the mall: yes
Eaten Sushi: no
Gone skating: no
Dyed your hair: yes
Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?
Played a stripping game: yes
Gotten beaten up: yes
Changed who you were to fit in: no
Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age you are hoping to be married: 27
Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color: blue but i dont mind
Best Hair Color: blonde or black
Short or Long Hair: long=sexy
Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 Minute Ago: doing this
1 Hour Ago: woke up
1 Day Ago: in bed
1 Year Ago: stoned
Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I Love: my cats
I Feel: sore
I Hate: a person
I Hide: my pot
I Miss: Lauren
I Need: hugs

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  • Charlie Faigan
    Charlie Faigan

    alrighty, so i've started this old thing back up again :) only coz im going away to aussie and this will be the only way i can keep in touch with my amazing friend Lozen ^_^

  • Tiger Faigan
    luv Tiger Faigan

    i bn listenin 2 hero x i wud have put it on ur wall on fb but uve gone :"( jst coz im goin 2 the army doesnt mean 2 say im pushin u away xxx im tryin 2 get money 2getha n want 2 have a good job n good money so i can support u xxx i love u xxx

  • SmartCool

    Hi Charlotte, Thanks for accepting me as a friend. Nice to meet you and we are new friends I am happy to be a friend with you. How are you and how was your day so far?I am doing good and taking rest at home. Looking for winter soon. Tell me all about you and your life. DO you have facebook? Let me know. Hope we keep in touch. Write me soon

  • Tiger Faigan
    luv Tiger Faigan

    oooh i jst saw this as part of 1 of ur quiz things???????????????? wtf!!!!! 
    ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOME1 THESE DAYS? yes 2...1 is far away and the other is here!!!!!!!!!!!

  • Tiger Faigan
    luv Tiger Faigan

    hey gorgeous xxx wow u got some love on here xxxxx
    i love u so much xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

  • Tiger Faigan
    luv Tiger Faigan

    i love u x

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  • Dark Vampire Queen Of Blood

    Aw :( ok that sounds terrible hope she does stay with u an work things out,but stops treating u like crap coz u dont deserve that u deserve better hun hugs hope ur ok

    8/4/11 via Mobile
  • luv Dark Vampire Queen Of Blood

    just got out of a break up with my ex who is abusive had to go get my stuff from his place and he was nasty @_@ but im glad im out of it :))

  • Dark Vampire Queen Of Blood

    Ok cool I could be better :))

    7/29/11 via Mobile
  • luv Dark Vampire Queen Of Blood

    Hey :) how r u doing? have some love

    6/21/11 via Mobile
  • luv -Kaylee Storm

    i dont really use this no more add me on facebook and/or mail me ur number :)

  • luv -Kaylee Storm

    i knew it !!! :)

  • luv -Kaylee Storm

    kwl :) ! DUDE!!!! i wana knw now !! (coz im a nosy bitch ) :P wonder if its what i think ?? hmmm... lol

  • -Kaylee Storm

    SLEEP :Z im sooo buggerd !! :O lol wbu?

  • luv -Kaylee Storm

    sounds good :) nothng much ae. my boyfriend out of town working for a week (thanks to course) nd he got no reception (gutterd) but get to see him again friday looking fwd to it

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    Returned xx

    3/9/11 via Mobile
  • Angel Rebecca

    Awww love moments like dat wen no else in the world matters except dat moment ur in :) aw no need ta be sorry it's gud ur happy sorry am nly replying nw went off ra sleeo wit a headache n woke up wit d same one :( upta mch tedaii xxxx

    3/9/11 via Mobile
  • -Kaylee Storm

    yeah ae hw u

  • -Kaylee Storm

    sounds good :) god im bored !


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    I lie awake and watch her sleeping;
    She's lost in peaceful dreams,
    So perfectly innocent, so angelic;
    My heart swells and bursts at the seems.

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    "Dream of the sun dreaming its worlds. Sing till the song throws out root, trunk, branches, birds, stars. Sing until the dream engenders the spring at which you may drink and recognize yourself and recover."
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My result is: Romantic

You are Sensitive to their needs and are a deep and thoughtful persn, you always enjoy the thought of making your partner just as happy as you are and it shouldnt be long before they realise how lucky they are... if they havent already
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Are You Gay, Straight or Bi?

My result is: ***Gay***

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My result is: You are madly in love!!!!

You can't explain why you feel this way,
Everytime he comes your way
You always tremble, feelin nervous,
It's like you wanna fall down unconcious.
You don't know what so special about him
That made you fall in love with him.
Maybe that cute face of his,
His smiles and ways, yes of course
Everytime he's by your side
You'd like to stretch your hands open wide
And embrace him tight endlessly
But you can't 'cause he might turn away from you.
But what can you do,
If this is what you feel for him.
Can he blame you, if you have fallen
Madly in LOVE with him, Your one and only.

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You are my life now

You're like a drug to me, my own personal brand of heroin

I promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.

I was like a lost moon- my planet destroyed in some cataclysmic, disaster movie scenario of desolation- that continued, nevertheless,to circle in a tight little orbit around the empty space left behind, ignoring the laws of gravity.

You’re not asleep, and you’re not dead. I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away. When I told you that I didn’t want you, it was the very blackest kind of blasphemy.

You are my life now from the minute you walked into it I couldn't let you leave,but the hard part is telling you x x

It was nice to be alone, not to have to smile and look pleased; a relief to stare dejectedly out the window at the sheeting rain and let just a few tears escape.

Take care of my heart. I left it with you

'Liquor in the front, poker in the rear.'

'But I wanna know, Cherie, what the fuck is so great about feeling?Because I finally let myself. And I feel like my heart's been completely ripped out.'

'Do me a favor. Call her, get her over here, then we can all bring sexy back together.'

'Sexuality is fluid. Whether you're gay, straight, or you're bisexual, you just go with the flow.'

I Shall Call Him Squishy and He shall Be Mine.. Come Here Squishy !

I suffer from short term memory loss. It runs in my family... At least I think it does... Where are they?

I am a loner, a crazy wide eyed loner on a doomed mission to Venus to battle with the 3 headed mega beast but on the way I caught cornflakes disease.

You see when something's not working right, the best thing to do is tear it apart to make it better.

What a pile of shit


No panties!!

It takes more than a firetruck to stop drop dead fred!

Dog Poo, Dog Poo, Sloppy Doppy Dog Poo!

Once Upon A Time, There Where 3 Little Lesbians...

For future reference, when a girl your f****** screams ready loud and goes completely limp like that its a pretty good indication you made her come.

Oh my God, the lesbian urge to merge!

Don't be such a Lez.

'yoda needs to give me better advice or yoda needs to shut the fuck up!'

[about Jodi]: I love who you are. I love how you stand in the world. I love your passion, your anger.

Come on I wanna see you check me out...

Can I have another hit off the bong?

'Because you're going to be miserable being in the closet. And you are really, really gay. And it's one of the things I like so much about you. If you hide that, you're hiding the best part.'

I believe its important to revisit the places we faced our darkest demons.

'Look, from what I know, the most important thing is to listen. You get them talking, and you start hearing about their life, and then you figure out what they want. But, you do not talk too much. That's the thing. Talking too much can kill it. You don't tell your life story, and you don't let them tell theirs'

Don't let memories go of me and you. The world is down there out of view Please, don't jump, don't jump And if all that can't hold you back then I'll jump for you.

Together we'll be running somewhere new, through the monsoon

I'm staring at a broken door, there's nothing left here anymore. My room is cold it's making me insane.

I don't love you, like I loved you yesterday.

“Cigarettes and coffee: an alcoholic's best friend!”

“Actually, I might party a bit. I haven't partied in a long time, ... But we party a little differently than, like, Trick Daddy . We like high-speed Internet and strong coffee.”

And If They Get Me And The Sun Goes Down; Put The Spike In My Heart

Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit and never let them take you alive!

Emo is a way of life, not just a fashion statement

Tears are words the heart can’t express.

Don't let them say you ain't beautiful.

When you feel weak, you feel like you wanna just give up, but u gotta search within you and find that inner strength nd pull that shit right outta you, to get that motivation to not give up, nd not be a quitter

If you had One shot,One opportunity,To seize everything you ever wanted.Would you capture it? Or just let it slip?

If you knew what I've been through, you wouldn't judge

We sing for these kids who don't have a thing except for a dream and a fuckin' rap magazine who post little pictures on their wall all day long, idolize there favorite rappers and know all of their songs.

I'm Just So Fucking Depressed, I Just Can't Seem To Get Out This Slump.

What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb, but the smartest shit I did was take the bullets outta tha gun, cause I'da killed him, shit I would of shot Kim and him both.

Part of me is afraid to get close to people because I'm afraid that they're going to leave.

I'm Not A Slave To A God That Doesn't Exist

I think art is the only thing that's spirtual in the world. And I refuse to forced to believe in other people's interpretations of God. I don't think anybody should be. No one person can own the copyright to what God means.

I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.

Let me ask you... does this sound like it's very offensive to young people?....For everyone that Curses his Father, OR his Mother should surely be put to DEATH....and that's not all, brothers and sisters...If we Can turn our Bibles into songs...Happy shall he be that taketh and dasheth thy little ones against the let me ask you a question..who's a bad influence..God...or Marilyn Manson?....and if that is not the best fucking example...GOD HIMSELF KILLED HIS OWN MOTHER FUCKING SON!....LETS SING THE DEATH SONG KIDS!

Hooters Hooters hooters!!

I drew the duck blue because I've never seen a blue duck before and I wanted to see one


Just tap it in , Tap it in, Give it a little tappy, tap tap tap - a - roo!

Popeye's chicken is fuckin' awesome!!

Chill out

Who knows what could happen? Do what you do, just keep on laughing. One thing's true there's always a brand new day. I'm gonna live each today like it's my last day!

Best friends isn't a lebel... its a promise

I've had to fight to be myself and to be respected. I'm proud to carry this stigma and call myself a lesbian. I don't boast about it or broadcast it, but I don't deny it

Women who love women are Lesbians. Men, because they can only think of women in sexual terms, define Lesbian as sex between women.

You're neither unnatural, nor abominable, nor mad; you're as much a part of what people call nature as anyone else; only you're unexplained as yet -- you've not got your niche in creation.

If I'm Permitted To Speak Again, Dr. Sheldon Cooper For The Win!

Bippitiboppitiboo our pants are metaphorically on fire

If the things we love make us who we are, then I guess that makes me giant breasts

If it wanted to kill you, you'd be dead!

Oh Mario ... if only I could control everyone the way I control you ... HOP! YOU LITTLE PLUMBER! HOP! HOP! HOP!

Just so we're clear, you understand that me hanging back to practice with you is a pretext for letting you know that I'm sexually available.

There's always a chance that alcohol and poor judgment on her part may lead to a wonderful evening.

Wolowitz: He doesn't do anything for me. If I were going to go that way, I'm more of a Zac Efron kind of guy. Raj: Oh yeah, like you have a shot with Zac Efron.

How can I be a gynocologist? I can barely look a woman in the eye!

Leslie: “Hey, dummy.” Sheldon: “Hello to you, insufficiently intelligent person.” Leslie: “Oooo, send me to the burn unit.”

I'm polymerized tree sap and you're an inorganic adhesive, so whatever verbal projectile you launch in my direction is reflected off of me, returns to its original projectory and adheres to you.

Love is not a sprint, its a marathon, a relentless pursuit that only ends when she falls into your arms or hits you with the pepper spray.

I'd kill my Rabbi with a pork chop to be with your sister.

I'm sorry but I'm not going to watch the Clone Wars TV Series until I've seen the Clone Wars movie. I prefer to let George Lucas disappoint me in the order he intended.

(Jake): is there anything else to eat. (Evelyn): I don't suppose you'd eat sqwab? (Jake): nope, but it sounds kinda creepy........sssqwwaaab!

Because of you I'll have to change my underwear for the third time today!

I'd rather regret doing something than not doing something.

I like a women who's got some balls, some strength. As long as I can beat her at arm wrestling, that's fine.

Rock for life.

Don't worry Jasper, your not going to kill her

Can You Feel Her Running Through You're Veins..... She Will Always Live Forever (can you bare the burn) for cookies! I like cookies yum yum

I don't know Ernie. . . I don't think I'm emotionally stable enough to talk to an elephant on a bananaphone

Jay: Fuck, fuck, fuck. Mother, motherfuck, mother, motherfuck, fuck, fuck, motherfuck, motherfuck, noise, noise, noise. 1, 2. 1, 2, 3, 4. Noise, noise, noise. Smoking weed, smoking wiz, doing coke, drinking biz. Drinking biz, biz, biz. Rolling fatties, smoking blunts. Who smokes the blunts? We smoke the blunts. Rolling blunts and.... Kid: Let me get a nicleback. Jay: 15 bucks little man, put that hit in my hand, if that money doesn't show, then you owe me, owe me, owe. My jungle of love, owey, owey, owe. I think I want to know ya, know ya. Yea, what?

[Jay] In a world gone mad, we will not spank the monkey, but the monkey will spank us.

You Don't Want To, But Can't Help It.. I Love You !!

Love is patient, love is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It's been said that you only truly fall in love once, but I don't believe it. Every time I see you, I fall in love all over again

You jump I jump, Right?

Winning that ticket, Rose, was the best thing that ever happened to me... it brought me to you. And I'm thankful for that, Rose. I'm thankful. You must do me this honor, Rose. Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless. Promise me now, Rose, and never let go of that promise.

Never let go

Fictions my friend. The vulgar fictions of a demented Irishman.

No pain, no pain.

Good night, sweet prince. May flights of devils wing you to your rest.

Your evil is that you cannot be evil! And I shall suffer for it no longer!

What died in that room was not that woman. What has died is the last breath in me that was human.