"This life... is what you make it no matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth but the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway but just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come & go too & babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart but you can't give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole. & that goes for everything; just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, & always, always, always believe in yourself. Because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high keep your chin up & most importantly, keep smiling because life's a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about."

-- Marilyn Monroe

Okay so here's a blog about the MAIN few in my life...

Nath- known this guy from day 1...he's put up with me his whole life and is a complete star! We've had our ups and downs but he gets me through life and knows just how 2 make me smile! He's my rock and i have no idea where i'd be without him...love you nath 16years and counting < now thats love folks! lol

James- we've been through ups,downs and all sorts...you still mean the world to me, just hope you realise it
best friends

Sash- SHE'S AMAZING! without this girl, school wouldnt be worth going to! lol she gets me through each day! We've had all sorts, from miss cumface and our hilarious art lessons tea making...tramp painting with hands in the paint pot...chasing eachother around the room with paint...to our trips into town- "what do u want to cover dear, a mole? a birthmark?" LOL junking out on cheapy somerfield choc! BECAUSE WE'RE COOL! lol ur always there for me sash...and i will find cheese for you! love youuu x

Mark- one of the few people i know i can be myself around! He can make me smile even in the worst of moods, the jamboree was amazing and i'll never forget the great times we had together! I've never known anyone drink as much bloody coke as him! lol I owe u one of these days for all those dishes hun! lol bless him, we may not be too close in distance...but i know we'll always be there for eachother love him x
maybury- Mark's slave/sidekick! lol...but he's a complete ledge and gets us organised!

Jenni- Okay so i dont see her 2 much nowadays but she's a complete legend! practically lived at hers 2 summers ago...loving the frubes and choc brownies! Lol...OMG THE KILLER CARROT! as u do! hmm...random days cake making...pasta with sprinkles yum yum! Lol gawd long nights up talking and crying about u know who...and ur bloody neighbour chatting me up 4 his son! Chinese take-away with floppy prawns and the noises they make, running down the high street with Yvetti in tow! gawd we've had a laugh, and even now things wouldnt be the same without u love you beans x

Chris - He's an absolute legend and we have such a laugh, talk about a dirty mind! lol innuendo's always flying here,there and everywhere but hey ho, that him and i wouldnt change it for the world!

Vickayy and Rosie Posie- These two are fabulous, Have known Rosie forever and she's always been there...will remember ur party for quite a while! lol eventful or what?!
Vickay...she's blunt, to the point and always speaks her mind, haha i miss history lessons randomly laughing at Koch and all sorts! we'll find u a cheesepuff guy m'love dont u worry!

Torridge Tigers- heck we're cool! lol you guys completely make my friday nights worth while, camping is amazing and ur all just generally great people to be with!

Mid-Devon'ers- You all rock! They've all completely adopted me, brownsea,frosty hosty, tres random survival camps! haha
oh gawd, 10tors...Oli,Phil,Darcey and George ur wicked and thanks for not leaving me in some ditch to die! lol love you oli..."time to take a puff of the good stuff" !!

UK021- Had the time of my life with the most fantastic group of explorers anyone could ever meet, you have no idea how much you all mean to me...the memories of the jamboree will stay in my heart forever!
Special mentions go out to:-
Ross- (my rossy/expensive carpet he puts up with me stroking him! lol)

Bex- she's an angel, I could trust her with absolutely anything...we've had so much heartache (usually over the same guy! lol) but we pull eachother through it love you beautiful

Emz the most amazing tent buddy! haha "emileeee"...dont know what i would have done without her at the jamboree haha u Texan slut

Huw (my personal carebear)

Stephooo (i was made for lovin u baby, u were made 4 lovin meee!)

RyRy (gotta love the tiedye,we've been through rather alot)

Alex (what would i have done without him tbh?!)

Frank and Barrie (the local'ies...love you both!)

IT HURTZ TO LOVE SOMEONE AND NOT BE LOVED IN RETURN, BUT WHAT IS MORE PAINFUL IS TO NEVER HAVE THE COURAGE TO LET THAT PERSON KNOW HOW YOU FEEL.

DON'T GO FOR LOOKS; THEY CAN DECIEVE, DON'T GO FOR WEALTH; EVEN THAT FADES AWAY.

GO FOR SOMEONE WHO MAKES YOU SMILE BECAUSE IT TAKES ONLY A SMILE TO MAKE A DARK DAY SEEM BRIGHT.

IT TAKES ONLY A MINUTE TO HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE, AN HOUR TO LIKE SOMEONE AND A DAY TO LOVE SOMEONE.
BUT IT TAKES A LIFETIME TO FORGET SOMEONE.

A SAD THING IN LIFE IS WEN YOU MEET SOMEONE WHO MEANS A LOT TO YOU ONLY TO FIND OUT IN THE END THAT IT WAS NEVA MEANT TO BE AND YOU JUST HAVE TO LET IT GO.
THE BEST KIND OF FRIEND IS THE ONE YOU CAN SIT ON THE PORCH, SWING WITH, NEVER SAY A WORD THEN WALK AWAY FELLING LIKE IT WAS BEST CONVERSATION YOU'VE EVER HAD.

IT'S TRUE THAT WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE HAVE UNTIL IT'S GONE BUT IT'S ALSO TRUE THAT WE DONT KNOW WHAT WE'RE MISSING UNTIL IT ARRIVES.

A CARELESS WORD MAY KINDLE STRIFE; A CRUEL MAY WRECK A LIFE; A TIMELY WORD MAY LEVEL STRESS; A LOVING WORD MAY HEAL AND BLESS.

THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE DON'T NECESSARILY HAVE EVERYTHING, THEY JUST MAKE THE MOST OF EVERYTHING THAT COMES ALONG THEIR WAY. LOVE BEGINS WITH A SMILE, GROWS WITH A KISS AND ENDS WITH A TEAR. xx