-Have an Operation

-Go on my cruise

-Go to the snow

-Athletics Carnival

-Go to Joshuas 19th.

-See Vallen.

-Go to Gosford high and watch Blake & Ben & Hayley Play stuff

-Get a Job

-Finish central coast and hunter festivals

-See School Spec

-Meet Jayden

-See Tayla & Jayden

-See Sonnie<3

-Go to iD 20th December<3
-See Starstrukk

Well. yeah this is to my darling sister vallen,
I havent seen you in.. god knows how long, and i miss you heaps,
it was your bday today and i didnt get to spend it with you, and that was pretty upsetting,
you gave me the best birthday anyone could wish for, and i just wished i couldve made yours as good as mine was,
Man we had/have the funniest memories possible,
i made you a card.. hope you liked it,
school deffinately isnt the same without you.
and i hope you can come back.
I was once told..
"Dont give up, Dont hold back"
and i pretty much live by that, i have taken chances, just because of 6 words she said to me,
i wake up every morning and smile, because i know that i still have the bestest friend i could possibly wish for..still with me,
You stil make me smile, even though i dont see you, Today i was gunna sing forr you.. but i couldnt i will deffinately make it up to you though.

"Lean on me, when your not strong, ill be your friend, ill help you carry on.
For, it wont be long.. til' im gunna need somebody to leaan on"

When you left.. i stopped singing, and i stopped writing,
because it all reminded me of you, you built my confindence up in such little time, but when your not here.. i have no confidence in myself..
i miss you sissy,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
HAVE AN AWESOME DAY
SMILE HEAPS!
and rememeber im always with you
(speshs in your head saying.. "dont fucking wag vallen, or ill come kick your ass")
my fuckerrt
hahah
LOVEYOU DARLING
xoxoxoxoxo

This is the story of a girl..
Theres more to her than what people see,
and more to her life than people think,
she has alot of bad days,and alot of good days,
Sometimes she wishes she could just get away from everything and everyone around her,and go far away,
she was once told that there is nothing better than life,
but sometimes she thinks she was put in this world to be punished,
but she was only put in this world to be taught a lesson.
And even though theres days she wishses she wasnt born, she smiles.. just so she can pretend shes happy.
Everyday is a new chapter to her life, no matter how big it may seem,
Shes seen reality, and wishes life was just a fairytale story
In the end it is...