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「 BEGiN 」
17 . 12 . 93
Yeah, I'm pretty big photoshop nerd.
. . . And fanfic stalker.
This is the business,
From kiss to kisses,
From dish to dishes.
The price on your head,
Is triple sixes,
And this is reality,
Put a bullet in my cavity,
To feed your vanity.
" Always aim for the moon,
even if you miss,
you'll land among the stars. "
- 사랑 . L O V E
- friends . family . writing ♥ . music ♫ . photoshop - ping
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- 유투브 . youtube.com/TheAzianKrew
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- 노래 . M U S I C
- 다비치 davichi . 지은 ji eun . 飛兒樂團 F.I.R. . 엄정화 uhm jung hwa . 빅뱅 big bang . 원더설스 wonder girls . 타이키즈 TYKEYS . 와이 엠 지 에이 YMGA .
I was/am such an idiot =\
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Seventeenth of December marks my birthday. I don't know whether or not I should be happy that I'm celebrating another year of living or be depressed that I'm just getting older. Think about it, in 56 years I'll be 70 years old and I'll be having grandchild that say, "Oh! Granny, you're so old!" Comments like will break my inflating ego and I'll stare down at the pieces of myself as I lay dying a slow and painful death.
A few seconds ago my beloved cousin just wished me a happy birthday. I answered with thank you. Thank you for telling that I'm just getting older. No, I am not emo right now nor have a smoked a bad batch of marijuana. I'm just "keeping it real." Whatever. The best bit that comes from birthdays? Presents. Hahaha. Shame that I won't be getting any. But that is my fault. Throughout the year, I was a cheapass and didn't presents for anyone but Suanlee because I'm a fag. At least I had the heart to tell them not to buy anything from me.
I'm not a materialistic person. I don't care much for presents. I still have presents from three years ago sitting on my desk doing nothing. My room is a cube. A small cube and I just finished cleaning it up this morning because I woke up at bloody nine in the morning and there was nothing else to do. I wouldn’t want my room to be cluttered with useless things. There was once a time, long ago, where I would be bothered to buy presents for my friends and family. I remember how hard it was to choose presents and I hated it. Therefore, when people buy me presents, they would be unsure thus resulting in useless presents. No offence.
Today is also the birthday to an F.t. Island member. Mr Lee Jaejin. I’m sure I wrote less than a sentence about him yesterday but that doesn’t matter. He’s turning 17 today, three years older than me. I hope he’s happy. And I’m serious. I’m jealous though. He’s already 17 and he’s famous as hell. Stupid boy, give me your bassist guitar playing skills so I can take your position in that damned instrumental band and suck up to Hongki! Kidding, keep doing yo thang.
These past few days have been good. On the tenth is it was Monica’s birthday. Sadly, eleventh was no ones and the twelfth was Seungri’s birthday (this boy is sixteen by the way and he’s even more famous than Jaejin. Lucky boys). On the thirteen was the last day of school. Absolute awesomeness. Fourteenth was my friend nikaaa’s birthday. Fifteenth was my Gods birthday, Xiah Junsu. He’s an awesome man he is. Sixteenth was Nicolette’s birthday and seventeenth is mine and Jaejins. I told you this was a good week.
Happy Birthday to me! (And Jaejin.)
Why is the greeting “Happy Birthday”?
Let me define those words.
Happy: felicitous: marked by good fortune; "a felicitous life"; "a happy outcome"
Birthday: an anniversary of the day on which a person was born (or the celebration of it)
The meaning is obvious but I felt like googling something.
So happy birthday basically means, “Yo, good fortune for your anniversary of the day you were born!” Why thank you, kind sir. I will take that to mind.
Remember Conversation Between Us (the story, not our conversations)? Well, the writer came out with another story not too long ago called, The Joy of Being Happy. Okay it was pretty long ago. In about July-ish. It’s good. The protagonist is basically a pimpette because her boyfriend and her best friend were pretty much having an affair, got married and had a kid together. I feel sorry for her though.
But you know what made me … not really cry but tear up? This:
You want to know what’s funny?
When your best friend gets married before you do.
You know what’s even funnier?
When it’s your boyfriend that she married.
You know what tops that?
When your best friend and your boyfriend are expecting their first child together.
Are you done smiling?
Are you done laughing yet?
Are you done wiping your tears?
Are you d
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Did you know that before I rewrote this, I actually wrote a bloody six long paragraphs about shit and then closed my God damned tab?! Hell, I'm pissed. So now I have to retype everything. I think I've forgotten half the things I wrote.
Someone once asked me this question: what is this bullshit with vampire stories? I don't remember who, why or when I was this question. Actually, it doesn't matter unless the person is going to attack for posting his or her question on here ... I wouldn't know why though. The person might just have issues. But anyway, the question ... what is this bullshit with vampire stories. Right, okay.
Everyday I go online to read stories (because I can't afford to buy them daily due to my lack of funds and being a computer potato without a job and no allowance. I'm too young to work anyway. I would be call child labour. Hahaha ... yeah. It sucks.) and I come across the same type of summaries. “Kit has a terrible secret. She’s is a vampire!” Okay, good for you. “Cathy’s roommate is a vampire. HONOES!” All right, please go away. “My boyfriend is a vampire and he wants to drink my blood.” Oh, hello. Fuck off, please. Just go away. It doesn’t help that this goes on pretty much 21 pages and is swallowing up the small minority of good stories that are devoid of vampires. Devoid of vampires … hah, now isn’t that brilliant?
I mean … seriously. Vampires having sex with an innocent, prepubescent little girl is not scary unless you are horribly bad with reading and seeing underage sex. Last time I checked, unless things have changed drastically over the period of a few years, vampires were the main antagonists for horror stories. Some may argue, “But vampires are, like, the epitome of the word ‘Sex God’!” Sex God indeed! Until they suck your blood and leave you to rot on their fucking bed!
In my thirteen (almost fourteen. Tomorrow baby!) pitiful and sad life, I had never read a story solely based on vampires (not a full one anyway. I’ve probably read a chapter or so – give or take.) and now that I’ve read the summaries like the above, I’m scared out of my wits. And, sadly, it’s not because of the frightening storylines of the story (excuse my poor vocabulary) but because of the cliché-ness of every. Single. Fucking. One. Of. These. Stories. If I didn’t know any better they’re all pretty much clones for Stephenie (I wikipedia’d her, I’ve been spelling her name wrong all this time. Shame) Meyers, Twilight.
It does not help that the genre other than “horror” is romance. Now, I have nothing against romance novels. I love them as long as they are not cliché. Then again, I hate anything that is cliché. To me, vampires + romance = the shittiest thing a person can ever read. Vampires had always been the essence of lust for me. I mean … apparently, vampire are hot if you like the black, slicked back greasy hair, pale face and black eyes then okay, yeah, they’re hot. In a freakishly disturbing way. Vampires are dead. They don’t have feelings. Only an assload of testosterone and bloodlust.
When someone says romance, I think of … let’s say, Conversation Between Us, To Love Death, Little Vietnamese Girl etc. Did you notice that Mr Vampire is Sexy was not on that list? Yeah, I noticed it too. Kudos to you. So, why in the freaking hell, does people need to include romance with vampires. I’d be happy with a gay blood-sucking vampire and none of this … this “Quick, let’s have sex before the Vampire Queen comes and eats me alive!” stuff.
I think that this whole vampire shenanigan came from Mrs Meyers (is she married?) debuted (?) with her series in 2005 or maybe it was when people became obsessed with Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I watched a few episodes of that, mainly because I think that Sarah Michelle Gellar is really pretty. Next to Scarlett Johansson of course. The thing with BtVS is that … there was horror. It had horror in
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