WOAH! I haven't been in bebo for well...like probably 4-6 months. I've moved back home, I've graduated Highshool, gotten a kick ass car...( although I STILL wish I had a truck) and had some pretty different jobs lately. Now...my grandmother and my aunt are trying to get me to move back up here agian cause they STILL....yes still don't think I'll ever amount to anything while I live in Sedgwick. I have 2 options....stay and proove them wrong, or go with the flow and come back up here....(I'm visiting them in Lenexa right now.....for christmas) But anyways, I'm goin ta bounce off here so I can really do some updating on my bebo and myspace.

Ohh! which btw, if you wanna ad my myspace search for me by my e-mail address: TayTer_ToT@graffiti.net. or name: Erica Culbertson

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A little something my mom wrote me to help me along...it's so hard being up here with no one believing in me.

"Coming Home
Coming home is never an easy thing to do. So many questions you may never know answers to. Everything seems the same but the reflections are always cahnged in some undefinable way. being humbled by retro-spection is sometimes difficult and confusing. Things that were easy to take for granted as a child seem to be gifts as an adult. As time moves on color photo's start to appear black and white. As time goes on life as we see it is always changing by personal growth and good or bad decision[s] we make.

Its appearent to me that you are and have grown to be a very insightufl, tender hearted young woman. I am proud that I was able to teach you to see the beauty that surroundsus everyday. You will always be my little girl but it's clear that you have also become your own young lady. I hope you stay young all your life but at the same time never take for granted the wisdom that age & years can teach all of us. Also Remember, Never stop learning and never close your eyes-Try to keep your eyes as open as your mind, there is so much to experience and life is so short...It can be what ever you want it to be.

No matter where you are, you will always be my last thought of the day & my first thought of the morning.

I love you the most-
cause I am your mom.
(and the laws of nature leave no argument 4 that)




Mom, if you ever come across this journal and read this...I want you to know that those are words...not just any words, but words of cope, understanding, and hope that help me get through hard days. I keep that little pink peice of paper in my little wallet and I get it out when I get sad and depressed. I read it and feel better. I love you second most mom...more than anyone else ever could. I want you to know that I appreciate the problem child you've taught the past 18 years, 2 months, and 9 days. You have worked so hard at becoming a perfect mom of all time. You have taught me so much, and nothing can replace the memories that we have and will have... I love you so much, I will always be your crutch, your sholder, your pillow, to cry on. I'll always be your sun, your joke, your smile to laugh with. I will always be your little girl.

I'm sitting here looking at hi5.com and I'm finding all the people I used to go to school with. It's so odd......they've changed, its so hard to believe that somone I used to know is gonna have a baby, another is going to get married I'm sure. I miss Sedgwick!!!! I wanna go home!!! I get to visit for my 18th birthday...NOVEMBER 3RD!!!!! Mom is letting me skip school on Friday. Who knows I might go see everybody on Friday at my old school...that would be awsome!!!! WHO KNOWS? KAT, STACI, BRIANA, ERIN, I might be there for you on Friday!!!!!



GOD DAMN I MISS YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!

SEE YOU SOON!!! I PROMISE!!

Erica "TayTer"