i find out friday if i am pregnant. i have been getting sick everyday for four day straight. i tell ya. i have never felt this bad. but in the back of my mind i think well maybe my meds worked. but i also think... wat if it didn't work? i guess ill find out friday. wish me luck!

well i go to the doctor monday for my untra sound to see if i can take med.s . then i will finally have a chance to have a baby of my very own. i am so excited. i am also very scared. wat if i won't be a good mom. wat if i cant carry the baby to full term. i guess i have to keep my faith and hope up. wish me luck.