OK, so since last time i wrote i've moved several times..and i'm glad to say i finally found a place where i can be totally happy, forever. I moved in with my fiace, those of you who know me will know who that is, and things are amazing. I've recently started college, which is going really well, and i just got a new car. All in all..LIFE ROCKS!!!

Ok, so now that you all read my profile and think you know who i am, we can discuss the recent happenings in my life...
Over Christmas break, well, Christmas eve to be exact, my step-father (whom i'm not very fond of) asked my mother for a divorce. I was fairly happy seeing as how i had been living with the man, and fighting with him, for 7 years. However, my mom wanted to wait untill the devorce was final before moving out...yet, to decrease the stress in the household untill that time i was to move out temporarily. This worked out ok because my uncle was to leave town at the beginning of January and i was to stay at his place anyway to watch the house and his dogs. This time came and i stayed and waited for my mom to decide on the next big step in our lives. well she never had to because during the time i was away, my step-father decided he did not want the divorce after all he just needed less stress in his life...that put my mother in a hard position because she loves him dearly, as does my 9 year old sister, he is the only dad she has ever known and is good to her. My mom did not have time to think about her decision because the Monday after School started up again after Christmas Break she had to have emergancy gull-bladder surgery. Now my mother is not a healthy women she has many a medical problem that interfere with her daily life as it was, she did not need to have to worry about her gull-bladder as well so they took it out. As every one knows stess is not good for fast recovery so she vowed not to think about what she would do about her situation untill after she was back on her feet. My grandmother however is a person who does not like to think about decisions, but take immediate action, so while my mother was taking a break she decided to rent a house for me and her to live in. This way if my mother decided to move out and still keep her relationship with my step-dad she would have somewhere to go, and if she decided not to then well i had a place to live. But untill the house was furnished we could not move in so i slept on an air matress on my uncle's basement floor. So u understand my uncle is not one for sleeping much, if at all he stays up late watching the tv and wakes up early to smoke a cigarette, which does nothing for my sleep. To say the least i was stressed and confused about many things...thank God i have an amazing boyfriend who helped me through everyhting...which brings me to today, today i get to set up my bed and finish moving everything into the new rented house, and get off my uncle's floor. My mother still has not truly decided what to do, she doesn't want to feel like she is abandoning me and i understand that but she also doesn't want to take my sister away from a normal life and a father that loves her, and whom she also loves very much. But she has offered to bring her up and stay with me in the new house for maybe a week or just a few nights when i get all settled in the new house, becuase my sister has never been without me this long and she misses me and quite frankly i miss her to. So i look at it this way, i am taking a break from the stress of living with my step-dad...maybe one day i will be able to move back in, maybe not. But i dont want my mother moving out, because i only have to live one year without living with my sister and her, but if she moved out my sister would have to live for 8 without her dad.