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Ava

hurting little hearts. no one to make them better. just always worse.

3/14/09 | me too! | Reply

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  • Female, Luv 41
  • from United States
  • I am Single
  • Member since: April 2008
  • Last active: 2/23/10
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I WANT TO BE YOUR LAST FIRST KISS THAT YOU'LL EVER HAVE.
Me, Myself, and I
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♥«´¨`•^ava^•´¨`»♥
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ahhh - freakn messy crazy hair +lets go wild+ :)
black eye liner = every gurls fav. color
skinny jeans *the best ROCKN jeans you will ever have*
80s >KILLER WAVE<

=LUVABLE FRIENDS= [_]ha ha ha[_]

deandre
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josh
zach
nick
caleb
derek

doughnuts scare me :(

just leave me a comment
n ill rite back sometime

♥FAIRYWINKLE♥
or
♥UGNUSAFUFU♥
a conversation to myself
jelly taste good. ima gna tlk to my self. peanut butter and ice cream is good. i want a doughnut. wait what am i saying i hate doughnuts snap out of it ava. kk. ima better now. where were we. oh rite food. we should get a southern style chicken sandwich with a taco. yummy yum yum. wow. the stars are pretty. they remind me of a twinki. ooooooooooooo. those remind of a skool bus. a skool bus reminds me of kids. kids remind me of toys. toys are kool. especially the GI joe man. hehehehehe.
2nd part to conversation to myself
man chinese is great. wow. speakers. im such a nut case. wait i dont even have a nut case. i hate nuts. they taste weird. i like seeds though. only the outside part. their salty. salt is good on bread. so i jelly. but not with salt. ava you talk to much. ya i know i do but ima just bored. what am i supposed to do with my time. think about the lepercons and their cupcakes. i dont think so. gosh i want a freakn cupcake now. just great ava you made your self hungry. cheetos. jalopeano cheetos. man paper cut. oh not me just the paper. so please dont cry unless you wanna cry for paper. wow a chair and a monkey and shoes and a bed and a scale and pillow and i am so amazed. windstream. oh their not here its just the phone book. those things are very complicated. so is this mouse. not a real one the one to the computer. but yea. oh and theres also the mouse pad. hey i think i see star wars. i love those movies. especially the little green guy. i smell super. ima having chicken.
3rd part to conversation to myself
ima sorry i cant send any thru mail or a comment if i could i would. but i cant. hey theres cows. on a calander. so dont freak out. wait why would you freak out. im not for sure. but i wouldnt though. no never in a million seconds. i know its supposed to be years. but i change my mind alot. pants. man i think ima gna be sick. dont ask me why i dont know. well ava i have to go. me too. bye bye ava. bye bye ava. bye bye.
a new conversation to myself
howdy ava...hehehe...hi. man today was crapy. i was sick. oh ima sorry ava. i hope you get better. me too. so what is your plans this weekend. to think about sitting in a cornor to think about why i killed a puppet to think about why the puppet tried to make me eat a doughnut to think about what kind of doughnut it was to think about was it good (doubt it) to think about why the puppet treated me this way to think about the jelly it had on its face to think about where did it get the jelly to think about did it come from my piece of toast to think about did the puppet eat my piece of toast with jelly to think about why the puppet ate it and to think about how it ate it? wow. i hope you find out the reason your thinkn about the jelly toast eating the puppet that was your friend. oh no it wasnt my friend the piece of jelly toast was. and now ima so hungry. what a shame. i look forward to having a grape jelly snack and the puppet ate it. oh i thout the grape jelly snack ate your puppet.
2nd part to the new conversation with myself
no it ate the grape jelly snack you dim-wit. hey ava you want me to make you a grape jelly snack. wow yes i do. to bad its all mine all mine i tell you. then why did you ask me. i thout you knew. this is the last piece of bread and since the puppet ate it this one is gona be mine. can i have half. no. wait a minute. did you take my grape jelly snack and give it to that puppet. no ava. why would i do a thing like that. um-lets see-cause you got hungry nim-nut. well i did get hungry but i sware i didnt take your grape jelly snack. there all done with my grape jelly snack. omg look at the dead bird flying in the sky. where. (cramming the grape jelly snack in) yum yum yum...i didnt see it. now where did i put that grape jelly snack at. hmmmmm ava did you eat it.yes you cot me. i ate it and the other one. well half. oh i see. thats okay. i bought a new loaf of bread.
MY LITTLE UNIQUE FRIEND
OMG...............
IM A FAT KID WHO LOVE'S FOOD!!!!
IM REALLY NOT FAT THOUGH!
BUT I DO ♥ FOOD!
SERIOUSLY!
im a sophmore. i cn b shy sumtimes, but other times i talk alot. head bangn n mosh pits...my kinda thing. my 3 fav. things 2 do is: work at the *ANIMAL CLINIC*, go *4-WHEEL'N*, n *SING*. {TRUCK-PULLS r AWSOME}. God. but other thn tht theres nutn 2 me. ♥jut smiles n luv♥ }IF YOU WANNA NO MORE BOUT ME LOOK AT MY BLOGS{ (cuz theses things dont give u enuff space 2 rite)

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  • the aviator =D
    the aviator =D

    hahah, i was bored. so i decided to draw you something. while attempting yet again to upload our pics. lol i hope it works this time. well ily<3 !!

    PS: it is very veryy veryyy hard to draw on this thing. lol

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  • my very unique word
    my very unique word

    this is my new word
    i use it alot now
    i luv it
    so please dont still it
    its mine

    -heart-
    THE AVIATOR

    Ava 0 Replies
  • stiched
    stiched

    i hve nothing to say
    my lips r a littled stiched up rite now

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  • WEEPING LITTLE BOY written by: ava marie hawthorne march 14, 09

    verse 1:
    weeping little boy
    i never ment to make you cry
    tear you all apart inside
    i know theres so much heartache
    and not enough love
    to change the way you feel tonight

    chorus:
    im sorry
    i should have never said the things i said
    im sorry
    i wish i could take it all back
    to make you happy agin

    verse 2:
    weeping little boy
    tormented
    from all the scares in his life
    i never ment to them though
    i know theres nothing i can do
    to change the way you feel tonight

    chorus:
    im sorry
    i should have never said the things i said
    im sorry
    i wish i could take it all back
    to make you happy agin

    bridge:
    i want to show you that i love you
    care about all of your hurt
    that it was wrong for me to make youfeel the way you do tonight

    chorus:
    im sorry
    i should have never said the things i said
    im sorry
    i wish i could take it all back
    to make you happy agin 2x

    tag:
    im sorry weeping little boy

    0 Comments 228 weeks

  • BLEEDING HEART written by: AVA MARIE HAWTHORNE March 8, 2009

    VERSE 1:
    Little broken heart
    On the side of the street
    Left in a puddle of blood
    Flowing out on the concrete
    From all these hurting wounds
    And stabbing pains
    People just walk by
    Watching it die away

    CHORUS:
    Can you save this little broken heart
    Bandage the cuts up
    Make it feel whole for once
    Because its torn all apart
    When it found love
    That shattered it into pieces
    Leaving it to die

    VERSE 2:
    Little broken heart
    Falling rite out of the sky
    While the rain drops turn into blood
    Cuts and scratches
    From all so many hits
    That ripped it rite out of my life

    CHORUS:
    Can you save this little broken heart
    Bandage the cuts up
    Make it feel whole for once
    Because its torn all apart
    When it found love
    That shattered it into pieces
    Leaving it to die

    BRIDGE:
    How many wounds
    To many to count
    How many hits
    To many to remember 2x

    CHORUS:
    Can you save this little broken heart
    Bandage the cuts up
    Make it feel whole for once
    Because its torn all apart
    When it found love
    That shattered it into pieces
    Leaving it to die 2x

    TAG:
    This little broken heart of mine
    That bleeds a river





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  • I STILL LOVE HIM written by: AVA MARIE HAWTHORNE feb. 24, 2009

    verse 1:
    i fell in love
    made a wrong turn
    i got all my emotions mixed up
    i felt sorry for myself
    cause i let a guy into my life
    that i thought i could depend on him

    chorus:
    i was wrong though
    i should have guarded my heart more
    i was wrong though
    cause im falling all apart

    verse 2:
    i fell in love
    made a wrong turn
    i blame myslef now
    for letting the guy tell me that he wants to spend the rest of his life by myside
    that i was everything to him

    chorus:
    i was wrong though
    i should have guarded my heart more
    i was wrong though
    cause im falling all apart 2x

    bridge:
    i thought he was the one for me
    i still think so
    but he's gone now____________
    you see we were together for a while
    he said he loved me
    then left____
    he left me_____

    chorus:
    i was wrong though
    i should have guarded my heart more
    i was wrong though
    cause im falling all apart 2x

    tag:
    but i still love him with all of my heart
    i still love him with all of my heart

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  • Lloyd A
    luv Lloyd A

    hey wasup miss ya

    3/9/09
  • Matt Davis
    luv Matt Davis

    thank you. love you.

    2/15/09
  • Vanessa A
    luv Vanessa A

    hey, can you send that last email again?! i accidently deleted it before i read it :O iluhhyou!

    2/5/09
  • Vanessa A
    luv Vanessa A

    ahhh that would ahve been so great! lol it would have been cool, you shouldve done it silly! and hm, i texted him for you. but no text back yet. i'm guessin hes a busy boy. lol and you neeeeed to take a pic of it! i wanna see it lol

    2/2/09
  • Vanessa A
    luv Vanessa A

    ahh yeah i did! haha it looks insanely cool. wish my hair would do that, except not cause i wouldn't wear it. hehe. i joke, i prlly would. ahh who knows what im talkin about, its not me. haha well anyhow. anyhow. whats your new hair look like?!???!?

    2/2/09
  • Vanessa A
    luv Vanessa A

    yeah i know, haha i'm usually never on here! but i saw where you msgd so i got on, gahhhhhh i'm soooo freakin bored! what are you up to?

    2/2/09
  • Jerome C

    wat up cuz havent talked to u in like 4 ever hit me up sometime u kno

    1/11/09 via Mobile
  • ChelseaSmile
    ChelseaSmile

    im good thats so gay! will im sorry you didnt get a puppy my break was pretty rad i got rock band and a digital camrea and a mp3 & some money oh and a found a cat and keep it i got pics of it on here but overall im happy ok ily♥ Happy late new year to you!

    1/1/09
  • ChelseaSmile
    ChelseaSmile

    ello love what are you up to?

    12/29/08
  • Anvil Fest
    Anvil Fest

    howdy back at ya sweetheart. mommy is on her way here.

    10/31/08