[sighs] once again i am in the forum. surprise surprise! i am very bored. hopefully mim is going to turn up because i really need to talk to her. i have been a bit rubbish this week it has to be said.
i'm truely sorry if you're actually reading this. i don't have anything good to say... it will be a miracle if i even pass my a-levels. what on earth am i doing?!

Made Too Easy

It’s too easy,
It’s too easy,
It’s too easy,
It’s too easy to take for granted
Too easy to give up
It’s too easy not to call a friend
Too easy to loose touch
It’s too easy to spend
To cheat
To lie
To steal or not to go
You don’t realise ‘till you’ve crossed the line
But then it’s too late
Too late to retract, to go back
It’s too hard to say sorry
Or to forgive,
Much easier to let it fester
It’s too hard to stop and say no
When all around you are going with the crowd
Too hard to loose people and let them go
Much easier to not let them get too close
Close up and abuse
Too easy to ruin and destroy
Too hard to work and rebuild
Too hard to do the right thing
Easiest to do the wrong
When we have it so easy
But it doesn’t help
When life is so easy we do not achieve
Instead we slip and slide
Into the dark
No life
But existence
Without love or care
How do we get back there?
There must be a way out
A way back to the light
But for that we will have to fight
And if you don’t crack the underlying cause
There is no way out from those life taking jaws
If we do not help others
Who will be there to help us?
But love hurts
It hurts to love someone who doesn’t love you back
And even if they do
It hurts to see them hurt
To see them make mistakes
To not be able to help
But what hurts more and what destroys
Is to live without love
Without giving or receiving a hug
Sometimes it’s easy and sometimes it’s hard
But if we don’t try then we do not learn
We may not cry
But what’s the use?
What’s the point?
It’s so easy to say but so hard to do
If you follow me then I’ll follow you
We can hold hands and try together
Maybe fly together
Maybe die together
But if we don’t give it a shot
Well then we’ve chosen our lot
We’ll live in pain and misery and despair
With no hope of finding air
As humans we struggle to survive
Not to be suffocated by the weed
It all happens for a reason
So do not give up hope
If we give life our all
Together we may fall
But together we will rise and soar into the skies
And when life comes to an end
We’ll get our chance to mend
For our struggle will be over
And to those left behind
We hope for happy memories with no regrets
And that they can live life to the full