Something great happened today


i spent it with you


i cant remember the last time i laughed so hard

i cant remember the last time i smiled till my cheeks hurt
&&
i cant remember the last time i was truly this happy



But


You make me feel so content
so loved

i feel like i belong
like i belong with you


and its great





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Yep its that time of year again...another year older...suposedly another year wiser.
I've made my mistake, learnt my lesson..gained and lost some friends, Found my heart and possibly a love for art ?
Ive discoverd some new hobbies, intrest and whole rang of new and amazing people...never forgetting the ones who are hear for me know and who where hear for me then.
Party on saturday night...cant wait.. a night excitment, of seeing people i havent seen for a while and maybe even meeting a few for the first time, but it should be good.Im nervous this party should and will (hopefully) go with a bang fo excitment and joy.
Oh and my dress... i hope it doesnt fall down, its a boob tube kind of thing, im not sure weather or not to wear a bar , i probly will bnut im still not sure.
Things have changed so much since then, then being when i was still at school before this all started. I dont know i like this change though, but still scared not knowing is just as bad as knowing things arent going well and you cant do anything about it.
Anyway im enjoying the moment, as i have been advised to do.
Im moving soon, did i tell you , well its exited and scared...scared im going to be left behind...do yout hink i will ? will my friends forget me...
im exited about the change, a nice big house and i get the attic bedroom -if its been converted , if not i want the biggest bedroom in the house - anyway. im tierd i have a lot to do tomorrow...much love
abeni x

he loves to cry wen ure not around,
but u love 2 cry infront of him,
he loves 2 boast how much he cares behind u,
u love to say it to his mates face,
he loves 2 stare at ure eyes wen ure working,
u stare at his wen ure alone,
he wants more then just a kiss and doesn't say,
u have the moment and hope it lasts forever,
but u don't want to tell him u wnated more then a kiss,
he wants 2 say ure beautiful but the words don't come out,
u just lay there in his arms in the moment,
when he smiles it's one way of telling u i'll catch u,
u just know if he leaves u it's more then just a sucide,
he loves u all the same and it comes to the point,
were u disapear,
ure crying in the corner tring 2 figure out wats wrong,
he comes 2 comfort u then u realise,
hes left u behind because he wants to be something of worthy to you
would u chase after him and say ure everthing i want u may not be purfect,
but ur the reason i worship the grounds? or u turn 2 find him and still ure there crying watching him walk off wit hands in another girls hands because theres nothing u can do hes moving on with life.
or sum day u will build up the courage to sya the things u wanted 2 say and let im firgure out wether he loves u not the person he walked off wit cause your relationship is stronger then rock