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Forsaken
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Male, 24,
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- from United States
- I am Single
- Profile views: 2,962
- Last active: 4/23/09
- www.bebo.com/nonexistent88
- Tagline
- I've realized that life isnt worth all the pain the heart creats.
- Me, Myself, and I
- I skateboard, I play bass guitar and write music,
I write songs, and I also write dark poetry.
I drink whenever I can, I cuss whenever the fuck I want.
Also I listen to music just about every hour of the day.
And when I say music I dont mean fuckin shitty ass rap,country or that faggot ass girly shit you emos call music.
My aim sn is bitterreality88, my msn is pnkrckr88@hotmail.com, yahoo is fallen_angel19882001 add me if ya want to.
Any questions just ask..
Just another face.
Just another name.
Just another Worthless Being.
Just another fool with and unlikely fate.
- Music
- ICP, Twiztid, Blaze Ya Dead Homie, Colton Grundie, Dark Lotus, Jumpsteady, Paper Lace, Metallica, Iron Maiden, Rush, Big Audio Dynamite, Bloodhound Gang, Black Sabbath, Manntis, Motley Crue, Tommy Lee, Anthrax, Breaking Benjamin, Nine Inch Nails, Pantera, Blink 182, Sum 41, Greenday, Plus 44, Boxcar Racer, Atreyu, Slayer, Ozzy Ozbourne, Black Label Society, Story of the year, Lost Prophets, Linkin Park, and some other stuff too many to put on here
- Interests
- Skateboarding and partying with my bros and just bein idiots and doin jackass kind of stunts. BMX, anything that has to do with it, I think its cool. Workin on bicycles and gettin greasy and dirty and listening to some Classic Rock while doing it. I like lookin at old cars and dreamin of someday having one to soup up for myself. And I cant survive without music, theres always music playin in my head even if there is no radio or cd player around.
- Daily Shit
- Skateboarding, Pissin Off The Cops, Playing and Listening to Music, Living Everyday Like Its My Last, Hanging Out With My Friends, BMX.
- Sayings to live by
- Pay no mind to those who talk behind your back, it simply means you are two steps ahead.
Id rather be a failure at something I love.
Than to be a success at something I hate.
People too weak to follow their own dreams, will always find a way to discourage yours. - Happiest When
- Skateboarding and partyin with my bros, Spreading the Art of Skateboarding, and living everyday like its your last.
- My life.
- I'm at my duty station in Ft.Hood, TX and I'll be goin to Iraq in June sometime.
- Skate Team
- Im not in one at the moment.. just skating for myself and striving to make a difference in the world.
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This one is from a while ago lol
Now You Tell Me!!!
No other girl hath hurt me
Quite so badly as you've done
Lean me on so blinly now only
To shoot me down before I could
Have the chance to leave the
Grounded again as my heart dies
Now I kneel with one closed fist
In the dirt and one hand on
My head as it pounds like a
Hundred thousand ten pound
Hammers crushing down hope into
Nothing but something that was once
Upon a time memories of joy and
Laughter comes from a deep dark
Place this gun under your chin
With this this bullet that has only
My name will be the one and only
Thing to come to mind as you finally
Squeez the trigger you stupid bitch
And then come and get me
When the nightmare ends and
All is well now only then we
Will see who knows what
True hell really is.2 Comments 326 weeks
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didnt cheat on this one lol
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Power Junkie - Billy Idol
Waking up: Deceit Is Strikin Gold - CKY
Average day: Suicide Solution - Ozzy Osbourne
First date: GoodBye to Romance - Ozzy Osbourne
Falling in love: Wiseman - Slightly Stoopid
Love scene: Pushit - TOOL
Fight scene: Looks That Kill - Motley Crue
Breaking Up: Distraction - Angels and Airwaves
Gettin back together: I'm Content with Losing - Underoath
Secret love: Eye of the Beholder - Metallica
Life's okay: Rip Out the Wings of a Butterfly - HIM
Mental breakdown: Sniped - CKY
Driving: Wake Up Call - Hawthorne Heights
Learning a lesson: Anarchy in the U.K. - Motley Crue
Deep thought: Hill - (hed) pe
Flashback: Animal I have become - Three Days Grace
Partying: We still kill the old way - Lost Prophets
Happy dance: Bark at the moon - Ozzy Osbourne
Regreting: After the flesh - My life with the Thrill Kill Kult
Long night alone: Sunshine - Monday Morning
Death scene: Primal Scream - Motley Crue1 Comment 327 weeks
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Allicia
Woke up this morning barely made it outta bed
Slowly walked to my bedroom and looked out
I thought out loud "I need you right now"
Another day without you I'm going mad
Turn on the songs that remind me of you
Oh, how I wish you were here with me
Just the feel of your sweet embrace
I miss everything about you I'm going crazy
-----Refrain-----
And now I'm laying on my roof right now.
Wishing you were right beside me.
-----Bridge 1-----
I'd give the world, Just to feel your lips pressings against mine
-----Bridge 2-----
I'd give the world, Just to hear you softly whispering "I love you"3 Comments 330 weeks
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8/31/08
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HEf'S Missus7/8/08
hehe yeah,, im a bit slow sometimes. ur 28th,, bt there all random orders,, x i wud give you love but i have non to give sowwie huni x
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1/7/08
Amyharmony Gray
hey colin hows it goin it's been a while. i've been at my moms for like a week and a half so i'm back home now so i'll maybe call tomorrow if i can..well ttyl.
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1/3/08
Lisa
hey im good lol im talking to you now! haha work? lol wack its 12:53 here now pm that is xxxooo
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Lisa12/2/07hey !! its you i know you are you engaged now??? yay!! happy for you how are you?? hows that army thing??
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11/25/07
Juicexx
Colin, I'm glad you're back. I've missed you crazily. You have no idea. I especially when my whole fucking life when down the fucking drian. GODDAMNIT. FUCK. but I love you. I've met a new man. He's nineteen. So I'm not allowed to actually see him. =[ Only at church. He's in the army. And I met him one night at the gass station stocking up on mixers fora party we were going to. And he creeped me out that night and then I saw him at church and then we did a nativity scene together downtown. Then I saw him at the gas station again and he asked for my number. And then he texted me and asked me to go to dinner. Ahhhhh neough about that though, I miss you. And I want you to tell me about EVERYTHING. Tell me in a message if nessecary.
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Lisa8/3/07dnt call me kiddo!! lol any way good luck! best wishes for you i hope you dnt get hurt either! xxooooXXoox
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Xx~Heart&WristsInTact~xX8/1/07Hey how have you been?...i havent talked to you in forever
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7/31/07
Lisa
how does she feel bout u going! lol any way my point is people should be trying to prevent war nt help it!! lol any way xxxoooxxxxxxxxxo
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take care,, x
wow that was the bloddy best white board ive did that was 4 skatin!
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