... It appears my last blog was about 3 yrs ago! haha

Wow what is going on with me? :p

Well for a start I'm no longer 18 am currently 21 where has the time gone?!!!

Err... since my last blog I've had another boyfriend who was in the class I was in at the time of the last blog if that makes any sense :s but we split by the end of that year and I haven't seen him since. Not that I'm bothered I just thought if I put it on here it saves people asking me about it :p

I haven't been in a relationship since and I don't care either because I got stuff of my own I need to sort out before I do anything stupid like love someone again :p I can't say I'm happy with my life as it is but there are a few people who help make it better and they know exactly who they are

To say I don't care about being in a relationship may sound harsh but I'm sick of being taken advantage of. All I can say is if you genuinely like me I'll give you a chance but from past experience I know all too well no one seems to ever really like me or if they do they can't handle me :p so I've become a closed book about most things. I may talk a lot of crap most of the time but I am quite knowledgeable and I have grown up a lot in the past 3 years. Although my inner child (not so much inner but yeah..) is still floating around somewhere.

Speaking of children the amount of people I know around my age with kids has sprung up in the past 3 years also. My two brothers both have a little boy each and my cousin -who did it the right way round (as in got a good job, house and married beforehand)- has recently given birth to a gorgeous little girl and unlike my bros (who were 21 and 17 when they had theirs) is currently 31.

It's good to know there are some people out there who aren't in a rush to grow up though because they say life is short but it's the longest thing you're EVER going to experience. So make the most of it by all means but it doesn't mean do everything before your 30 because what you may find is that by the time you are 30 you will have a lot more wisdom and experience under your belt and wish that you had done things differently.

It's like with tattoos... choose what you want carefully and one that means something significant to you or you may end up with nothing but regret :p

What can I say to sum up the past 3 years?

One hell of a long learning curve (although it seems as though it went by quickly), college, losing a sister , gaining two gorgeous nephews, more college, having a laugh with some close friends, growing up some more, did I mention college? and um... realising it's not how many people you know it's who you know that makes the difference.

Again... please excuse the legnthyness but 3 years is a lot to catch up on haha!

See you next time guys.. who knows I may be 25 next time :p

x NaTz x

Well, since I last visited this site and I just re-read my last blog and omg it was agessssssss ago!
Since then I have turned 18, left Brookfield for the summer holidays and was intending on going back after the summer holidays but instead I volunteered for playscheme for the hols, started a new training thing and left the training course I was on. I finished my NVQ in Customer Services from when I was in Brookfield, I had aquired a boyfriend, was with him 4 5 months til he dumped me coz he needed space then he got paranoid I was 'doing stuff' with one of his mates which was just him bein paranoid basically. The mate in question is JUST a friend and he and my ex are no longer in contact with each other. My mum reckons my mate fancies me but I don't think he does. This is the problem with having friends of the opposite sex, either people think you fancy each other or whatever, or anyone you are going out with accuses you of stuff. Whatever happened to the good old fashioned pletonic relationship?

Anyways, enough of that, I am now back in college studying media. I was the one and only girl on my course until a few weeks ago when we had a new girl join us. Now with a class full of boys calling each other gay across the classroom and making jokes about it all the time I thought it was quite funny. I mean they were only messing around but when this new girl came in our tutor told us to be quiet about it. Until now she wasn't really too bothered but as I kind of figured out anyway this new girl was a lesbian. So this ended our jokes, but not completely as until the 2nd week, half of them hadn't realised and carried on. She hasn't been in for a while and is supposed to be off ill but a couple of the lads spotted her in town the other day so I'm guessing maybe they scared her off.

I don't blame her they're not exactly brilliant but they are funny and I like 'em lol.

And so ends another blog entry please excuse the lengthyness as I have said I haven't been on here for a while, and god only knows when I'll be on next!

x NaTz x

Just thought I'd say hi to everyone. I'm in a really good mood now coz I'm on a Training course and I'm working in my little sisters' old school. It's great coz I got the smallest class in the school lol.

I'm working in the reception class. It's only a small school, there's like 143 pupils. My class now has 14 children in it coz 1 of the girls left last week =(

I had my review yesturday and the teacher of the class I'm helping in gave me a mint report =D

I'm on preperation training at the moment and my time at the school was due to end a week before they break up for Christmas but in my review they asked me if I wanted to go straight to NVQ level 2 but if I did I'd have to change my placement so I decided to stick with level 1 which means I get to stay on this placement for another six months!!!!! =D =D =D =D

I'm WELL chuffed!! lol The children in my class are great! There's a few boys in class 3 who said I'm cool and eveytime they see me they stick their thumbs up and wait for me to stick my thumb up too lol

This one boy asked me what my name was and I said Natalie (not realising he meant my last name) so he calls me Miss Natalie now lol

Ahh it's cool, I'm helping with the Christmas school concert now too hehe