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Rexford Faye

Finding my self i aint got nothing eles to say no more

7/23/08 | me too! | Reply

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  • Female, Luv 64
  • from United States
  • I am Single
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  • Member since: November 2005
  • Last active: Apr 15
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About Me

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you aint nuttin like the girl i use to know
Me, Myself, and I
well u all know who iam Esther what not so yeah jus post some comments or what ever if u dont really know me jus ask me questions ok.
The Other Half Of Me
SonyaL.

SonyaL.

My Lil weirdo lovese you.

Poems
What happened?
I’m not sure
Everyone asks
I tell them I don’t know
Every time I see you
You look right through me
Was something ever there to begin with?
Yes. No. I still can’t let go.
I keep trying
But you’re locked in my heart
You took my breath away with your smile
You broke my heart with your silence
I wish you would talk to me
Just be a friend
Things have happened
And I needed someone to talk to
That’s when I wish you were still there
I’m done trying to get something back that’s ove
r But I’m still here for you
Forever

*Next time you question me,
I'll take it offensively.
No more bein nice,
you should've thought twice
about hurtin me.
*Ima make you feel like I do,
if it's even possible for you.
Cuz I don't think you care about anything..
and you're not even aware
of any of the pain you put me through.
I wish I could say I don't love you,
but that would be lying,
and that's something I won't do.
Cuz I wouldn't wanna end up bein
Movies
Twilight, on the outs, Big Money Hustlas, and etc.
Sports
Basketball and pool

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  • Me N You

    ppl say my writings are deep and they ask why? all i needa say is cuz they what actually think bout and i seem to get lost in my own thoughts and it come out with what i got.

    let me stop and think bout it wait a mintue
    can we really deal with it can u really tell me what u feel bout the shit we've been through
    always askin why the way i act when im with my girls. cant really say cuz thats
    the way i react jus the way you do, but baby i love you and that cant change.
    my love for you is honest and true but these things we got into
    is so damn hard to relate to when i tell my homies and they jus say maybe he aint what it actually seems, cuz thats what they went through to but its different thoughts and
    act of the mind with them. now baby can you tell me whats on your mind? cuz sayin nuttin
    is really fuckin up my mine.

    the thangs we got into
    baby can ya stick with me
    with any state of mind
    and show me that its jus me and you.
    ( Jus Me and You)

    these illusions of the mind of what can happen and
    what did is fuckin with me and eatin me up inside
    and wont let me be honey can we jus be the way it use to be
    cuz jus watchin you be alone without me is like watchin
    you being killd inside and i cant jus sit here jus watch my baaby collapse
    in front of my eyes damn boy why does it when shit goes
    down its you i despise? i dont mean to hurt you in any kind of way
    i jus keep fuckin up and makin u walk away.

    the thangs that we got into
    baby can ya stick with me
    with any state of mind
    and show me that its jus me and you.
    (Jus Me And You)

    why cant u ansewer me till it gets bad cuz
    makin feel pain is the only way i can show how
    much love has torn me apart if it wasnt for you
    my world be lost in it own destruction living
    thinkin i can do it on my own, is the way i dont wanna go
    i rather be jus me and you cuz theres things ppl dont know bout you
    like i do, do they know that you have your mothers eyes
    and the way u dress it to show ppl u aint like ne one eles
    or is that you got your mothers height?
    if they cant see what i seen what eles can u really do without me
    in ya life?

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  • ????????

    A smile, then the kiss
    who knew u would remember this?
    the times we had, is well last
    i cant call u my future either my past
    but u are my gift, i guess
    thats why they call it the present.
    i love it cuz this is the best
    jus the thought of you is the
    reason why i cant really sleep at night
    im not a rest.
    if was to become an end
    i would truly remember you
    as you are and never less then.
    i would be hurt and so would you
    but for me i wouldnt really know
    was i there for me or you?

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  • Frends Forever (Graduation)

    And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
    Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
    I keep thinking times will never change
    Keep on thinking things will always be the same
    But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
    No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
    And if you got something that you need to say
    You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
    Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
    These memories are playing like a film without sound
    And I keep thinking of that night in June
    I didn't know much of love
    But it came too soon
    And there was me and you
    And then we got real blue
    Stay at home talking on the telephone
    We would get so excited and we'd get so scared
    Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
    And this is how it feels

    [1] - As we go on
    We remember
    All the times we
    Had together
    And as our lives change
    From Whatever
    We will still be
    Friends Forever

    So if we get the big jobs
    And we make the big money
    When we look back now
    Will our jokes still be funny?
    Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
    Still be trying to break every single rule
    Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
    Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
    And this is how it feels


    La, la, la, la:
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    La, la, la, la:
    We will still be friends forever

    Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
    Can we survive it out there?
    Can we make it somehow?
    I guess I thought that this would never end
    And suddenly it's like we're women and men
    Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
    Will these memories fade when I leave this town
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

    R.I.P(L)Juku Tukle (L)
    R.I.P(L)Leo Kaleak(L)

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  • luv Bud L.D.J Owen

    HAHA... I need a lot of new things... buh I ain't complaining... juss tryna chill but this place got me going crazy as fuck though... ha. man shiz.... what you and brucie been up 2? is Opal still in that town? what about kuutchiq? and tony.?. man the second I get back there I'ma get every1 together and party like fuck... and your gonna be my babysitter haha.:P and if opal is there tell her hi and give a hug, I'ight?.. I got a shit load of things to talk bout but think I'll wait for when were in person..:P duece mcl..

    8/20/10
  • Bud L.D.J Owen

    damn... Havn't been on this page for a while... LONG TIME NO TALK...! whats up? lol should call more often.

    8/19/10
  • luv Bud L.D.J Owen

    H!!! long time no talk... whuudup?.. me nadda juss chilled thought I'd say hi.. whats good? ttyl p'ce Nd ml

    6/23/10
  • Manuyak-
    Manuyak-

    estherfaye!

    12/20/09
  • Manuyak-
    Manuyak-

    estherfaye! whatshappening?

    12/2/09
  • Opal
    Opal

    hayy esther whatsup? me bored just thinking if a should you to A.Z 4 the skool year or sumething like that.. well get back to me ttul

    8/1/09
  • Manuyak-
    Manuyak-

    hey Esther!

    7/25/09
  • Larry Bomber
    Larry Bomber

    suvat -bomber

    7/18/09
  • Manuyak-
    luv Manuyak-

    ESTHERFAYE! haha yeahh.. whatsup?? ooh yeahh dang. you n bruce are still together? yeahh same here just.. jammin i guess. hahh thought id reply n share the love:D yeahh i do really want to go to barrow... hahh. but idk when and if im going to go there.. ahhah but anyways. ill chat with you later? hahah ohk miss you:D evelinamichelle

    6/10/09
  • Manuyak-
    luv Manuyak-

    ESTHER FAYE! what the heck? long time no comment. hahah whatsup?? man. havent heard from you ina long time! how you been? well. i just thought that id share the bebo love:D ill ttyl or something... miss you lots! evelinamichelle

    6/9/09
  • luv Nita REnae

    HI! Whats up?? Long time no talk!!!

    5/14/09
  • Manuyak-
    luv Manuyak-

    estherfaye!! guess what? buq. haha i jokes.. i miss you! haha. anyways. whatsup? me nothing really just bein bored. havent commented you ina while. hahah. ohk ill aah, ttyl love n miss you lots! evelinamichelle

    4/25/09
  • luv Katuk Hopson

    hahahahahaha fuck you bitch lol yea jus bored finally got out yesterday instead of stayen in or jus out visiting haha yea jus bored whats been goin on bitch??? haha much love \\//... Katuk Hopson

    4/9/09
  • Katuk Hopson

    hey whats up??? yea jus bored thought i would comment you since im bored as fuck n jus bored hahahah but yea long time no talk whats been goin on??? Katuk Hopson

    4/7/09
  • Jeanette Kignak
    Jeanette Kignak

    hey faye...whatsup?? just wanned to comment you lng time no comment.. well later..

    4/3/09
  • luv Bud L.D.J Owen

    Hi whats up cuz? me juss chilling out I might be going to brw on friday yeah this friday if i do I'll be over IF YOU DIDNT MOVE YET..... haha well gtg peace out Much Clown Love

    4/2/09
  • Manuyak-
    luv Manuyak-

    hi esther! whatsup? i just thought of commenting you n sharing the love:P hahah. seeing whatsup... hahah.. man i frickn miss you!!! damn! ohk.. ill ttyl or something k love n miss you lots evelinamichelle

    3/21/09
  • Manuyak-
    luv Manuyak-

    heyy. whatsup?? me.. just being bored.. thought of commenting you:D haha.. man i gotta go bakk to school tomorrow.. sucks.. hahah.. but yeahh.. just thought of sharing the love..:D oohk ima get going miss you:D evelinamichelle

    3/4/09
  • Manuyak-
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    hey esther:D nothing much being bored i guess. hahah. yeahh.. i miss you so much! haha. man. sure wanna go bakk there. hahaha. just. thought of putting a bebo heart on your page:D hahah. ohk ill like.. see you whenever i get bakk there:D miss you lots! evelinamichelle

    2/28/09