i know u probs get sick of readin these things but what the hell i like writing them! get stuff of my chest and clear my aura and all that shizzle

firstly, bitchiness! if anyone has got a problem with me, or anythin i say then just say it! im sick to death of girls (and lads sometimes) talkin shit behind my back then bein all sweetness and innocence to my face. i found out today that something has been said 2 a close mate of mine that is total and utter bollocks and the best thing is when i ask the other person who is involved about the situation he proves 2 me that she's full of shit! if ur gunna lie about sumthin at least make it a good 1 - that doesnt involve someone whos done no wrong to anyone!

right second on my list of niggles is pride! now the lass ive been talking to today knows what i mean! ill give u a scenario! if someone asks u what u got up 2 at the weekend and u tell them what u did they have 2 go 1 better! "oh i just went up town, was a good night" then u get the reply " oh we went up town, i was hammered was such a mint night, me and such and such did this and it was sooooooo funny" even tho we all know that person isnt in the slightest bit interestin so whatever was so hilarious in reality would barely crack a smile with anyone else! so frickin annoyin!

and finally, stupid little girls going over the top with everythin. now that annoys me. yeah fair enough we're all guilty of it at some point, but the person im thinkin of tends to do it with every other sentence. say a lad came up 2 her and he was ok lookin if her eyes 'oh my god. he's f***ing gorgeous' or if u went on a night out and u got slightly tipsy 'oh my god im trashed'. get over it love! if u think that ur O.T.T. behaviour keeps the rest of us interested in u then just drop the act and get real! all ur doin is annoyin the shit out of us so it aint worth it darlin!

right rant over, the weight has been lifted lol . . . again haha

This is an official warning for anyone who decided they want to f*** me over in any way!

Usually I'm not a bitter person and I don't plan on changing into one . . . but there can be times when I can be a right bitch and there won't be a single thing that you could say or do to change that. But that's only when someone has either upset me, f***ed me over, made a sick joke about something that isn't in the slightest funny, etc.

Now I don't want to seem like I'm bitching for bitching's sake but there's a few things I need to get off my chest for those girls (or lads) who know who I'm talking about . . . my ex - Richard Walker. It all started off so sweet and innocent but let me tell you if he is ever that way with you don't listen to a word he says because it's all lies! He does sweet F.A. for anyone but if it means he'll be getting something out of it he'll do it.

Now let me tell you about an incident that happened not so long ago that ended it all for both of us. Me and Steph (cracker of a lass) went out up town for a giggle, it had been planned for a while and it gave me chance to let my hair down. It wasn't until later in the night I saw Richard (Dick for short!) and when I did see him he was talking to 2 other girls - that didn't bother me. We had a drink and a dance and then moved on to the next place where things changed majorly! He just flipped for no valid reason and I got dragged outside where I got called everything under the sun for stressing about where he was. He then threatened to "spread me across a wall if I didn't shut the f*** up" which spelt the end really, that was until what came out when we got home. I found out that he'd slept . . . oh no wait . . . tried TRIED to do some other girl doggy style previously. This other girl knowing full well he was with me. Needless to say by that point I couldn't bare looking at him. I'm still waiting for an apology from him, it would be civilised really. But, civilised and Richard (Dick) don't belong in the same sentence.

Oh and by the way Dick if you read this . . . what goes around comes around and I'll be there watching and laughing saying "I told you so" darling. You made your bed now lie in it, she can't just leave it as a f*** and you know so I wish you all the luck in the world. But you will get what's coming to you . . . trust me.

So let it be a warning to anyone who wants to even attempt getting to me . . .

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF::
1. I made a move on u?
2. I kissed you?
3. I lived next door to you?
4. I started smoking?
5. I asked you on a date?
6. I ran away from home?
7. I got into a fight?
8. I asked you to have sex?
9. I asked you out?

::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::
10. Personality?
11. Eyes?
12. Hair?
13. Body?

::HAVE YOU EVER::
14. Lied to make me feel better?
15. Wanted to kiss me?
16. Wanted to kill me?
17. Broke my heart?
18. Kept something important from me?
19. Wanted to do me?

::WOULD YOU:
20: Be my friend?
21. Kiss me?
22. Love me?