.. so i'm sitting here pretty sore. yesturday on the way to school erika & i were heading to school & we were on boones corner & some jerk passed us so we went to go slow down. lost control & flew down into a steep ditch on the right side. while the car was flipping & what not my seat belt somehow cam un-done, i flew out my window (passenger widow).. landed pretty hard, i looked up & the car was still flipping coming at me now.. i didnt know what to do, i was in a panack attack mode.. the car just happend to stop a few feet away from my body. it landed upside down and the only thing i could think of is erika okay??.. so i go to get her out.. she gets out.. & the next thing i know my face is all cut & blood is just dripping off in puddles.. 'n if u know me u know i cant deal with the whole bloody glory thing. so im freaking out by now. & then some lady & man happend to see us down there & help us out, call the cops & what not. the ambulance come, put me on a stretcher & hook IVs up to me.. & a heart monitor.. by this time i thought this is it, i'm gonna die. it seems like it takes forever to get to the hospital.. i get there they cut my clothes off of me & check me all out, clean all the blood up .. which took forever cause there sure was alot of it. then they say i can go home. & the cops told me that i'm the luckiest person they know, because for one i flew out the window & the worse thing that happend to me was minor cuts & bruises through-out my body.. & the car just so happend to just bomb STOP rolling only feet from my body, if it wouldve landed on my body.. i would be gone. i guess god wasnt ready for me yet. .. so lucky to be here. even tho it hurts real bad & im sooo sore!

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I wasn’t scared of love, til I met you. I did everything that you wanted me to. You’re love was so demanding. You left me out here standing. I hid those tears for as long as I could. Try to stop me now, I wish you would! You think you have me, baby. You must be so damn crazy. My joy & my pain. Things you don’t understand. This love in my hand. Something I never planned. So far away, baby, it’s just too late. Cause you don’t know how to appreciate. I wasn’t kidding when I said I loved you, baby. Wedding bells stop ringing around here lately. You gave up on this love, cause you thought, maybe. But, you’re gonna miss my love always. I never thought that pain could be this cruel. And to think it all came from you. You met me with love’s flame. Tryin’ to tell me I was insane. What made you think I’d stay forever? It was always me who kept us together.