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0 Comments 282 weeks
BROCKE THOMAS AND CORBYN MICHAEL
NOVEMBER 7TH 2007
LOST BROCKE AT 6:00A.M. AND CORBYN AT 6:30A.M.
At about 3:30 this morning my water broke. And I am only 5 months along.... well anyways I didn't think anything of it because I have had to pee all day....but nothing would come out! so i thought that it was just pee or something. well anyways....i just wet to lay down. And like then that happened about 3 or 4 more times. then i went to go take a shower because my back was hurting pretty bad. but like i couldnt take it anymore so i went and got my mom and she was rubbing this ointment stuff on my back. and i felt more fluids starting to rush out so i ran to her bathroom. and i sat on the toilet not pushing or anything i just sat there and a bunch of liquids and blood and tissue came out. so i jumped up freaking out. and then Brocke slid out of me. He was just hanging there byhis umbilical cord. everytime i moved he would rub up against my leg. i was going into shock. but like i laid on my mom's floor and then the ambulance came and i went to cordell hospital. and then i lost corbyn at 6:30. i lost brocke at 6:00! I got to hold them and get pictures with them. I think that it helped me seeing them. they were so gorgeous. they were really healthy. the doctor said that if i would have carried them full term then they would have been about 10 pounds when they were born...yea crazy huh?! butt yea they had my cheeks and eyes and lips. they were so gorgeous though. the reason why i lost them was because corbyn detatched himself from the placenta and they were identical twins. they looked exactly alike. so if they weren't identical then brocke would have lived. but they said that i was doing everything right cause they were really healthy and HUGE!
I keep thinking to myself...why me?? why MY babies??
But I guess that everything happens for a reason.
But if it wasn't for my friends and family and Mark, then i really don't know where i would be at right now. i jsut want to tell you all that is helping me out that i really appreciate it and i love you.
But I did get to hold them and I did get to take pictures. So as soon as I can I will post them up
3 Comments 297 weeks
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
0 Comments 306 weeks