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  • Male, 21, Luv 658
  • from Burntisland (small town in Fife)
  • I am Down for Whatever
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  • Last active: 5/24/12
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however far away, i will always love you
Me, Myself, and I
as you can obviously tell, my name is Shaun. I am Scottish and I'm proud of that, but I'm not one of those dumb cunts who want Scotland to separate from the UK. To be quite honest I don't give a fuck.
I'm bisexual and again I don't give a fuck if some thick cunt thinks I'm greedy. I am greedy but that's because I am fat :L .
I like most forms of music (apart from Christianity-related music), various forms of movies INCLUDING films some folk would call piss, I like reading books and other stuff. There's other stuff to say but I don't think you would care

Piercings: Lip (middle): done December 19th 2008
Nose (right side): done February 12th 2010
Tattoos: 2010
Star Wars, Raging Bull, Blues Brothers, The Shining, Scarface, First Blood, Blade Runner, The Terminator, Ghostbusters, Brazil, Blue Velvet, The Untouchables, Platoon, Alien, Aliens, Alien 3, Full Metal Jacket, The Last Emperor, Die Hard, Batman, Nikita
The Other Half Of Me
Nicola H

Nicola H

an extremely awesome perso of awesomeness :D

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  • Acceptance of Insanity

    i'm layed within my tomb,
    a needle in my arm,
    the opium heals my pain,
    saving me from harm

    i hold myself responsible,
    no one else here is to blame,
    society deemed me pointless,
    i'm poisoned with my shame,

    death is yet a corridor,
    a pathway through the night,
    i calmly walk the line,
    drugged beyond the fright,

    i realise a shadow stalks,
    he can smell but cannot see,
    he silently smirks himself,
    he knew that i'll OD,

    i'm fucked now,
    i'm walking to my doom,
    thank these fucking drugs it's over,
    this is my new room.

    0 Comments 179 weeks

  • The Lowering

    People claim happiness is great,
    The cheery view of life,
    The false idea of no pain,
    What they need is a knife,

    There is no sadness they say,
    This positivity's in a pool,
    But then if you lay in it,
    You're a goddamn fool,

    You hear a joke about your look,
    You laugh it in their face,
    But deep down inside yourself,
    You feel you are a disgrace,

    Someone mimics your voice,
    You begin to clench a fist,
    Then you choose to loosen the grip,
    The hate slices down your wrist,

    No one knows the truth,
    People overgrow their head,
    No one seems to notice,
    You wish you were dead,

    Goodness doesn't cure sorrow,
    You feel that you're a dick,
    Next thing you notice,
    You force yourself to be sick,

    Blades run up and down,
    Death's breathing down your neck,
    Your arm is red with blood,
    You become a ghostly wreck,

    You wish you could die,
    Cleanse away all the pain,
    Lay upon the grass,
    Crying in the rain,

    What destroys hatred,
    How do you leave sorrow behind,
    Where can you go,
    When can you unwind,

    No one feels sorry,
    Nobody cares to look,
    No one tries to help,
    They feel life is like a book,

    You start doing drugs,
    A needle remains in your arm,
    They help escape reality,
    They keep you from harm,

    Your mind is blank,
    The demon's have lied,
    Your sorrow is gone,
    But you have just died,

    Shaun McQuade

    8 Comments 199 weeks

  • Blood Stained Love Note

    To my greatest,
    I am asking you to leave,
    To turn and back away,
    Before you cease to believe,

    To my love,
    I'm begging you to go,
    Just don't stay,
    as you'd watch red rivers flow,

    To my dearest,
    Start a new life,
    Forget about me,
    Just leave me the knife,

    To my saviour,
    Please be gone,
    And save yourself sorrow,
    As it will last long,

    To my only one,
    I will destroy my malice,
    Cleanse my verbal lust,
    And drink from deaths chalice,

    To my Juliet,
    Don't join me this way,
    I have led an evil life,
    And this is how i shall pay,

    To my heroin,
    You did numb my pain,
    And ended my sadness,
    You stopped my demon's reign,

    And because you have stopped it,
    I realised i'm not better,
    The sickness is still in me,
    So i'm writing you this letter,

    The flames are now close,
    And when this is done,
    It will be sent to you,
    The destruction of my sun,

    But there is one last task,
    Before my last read,
    I'm going to get a blade,
    And watch myself bleed,

    Blood is staining the note,
    My own life force,
    I have no regrets,
    And no remorse,

    I love you so much,
    I don't want this to end,
    I won't always be with you,
    Your heart i can't mend,

    This is the last part,
    Before i'm in hell,
    I'm very sorry,
    You may never tell,

    The pain i shall cause,
    Will make you cry,
    But it will stop,
    Acceptance is no lie,

    These are the final words,
    I ask one thing,
    Find another man,
    Or my death shall sting,

    Goodbye my love,
    My skin is cold,
    I asked you to leave,
    Death has its hold,

    I am engulfed in flames,
    The pain is ending,
    will never forget you,
    The nightmare is not impending.

    Shaun Mcquade

    3 Comments 205 weeks

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Which Character From Trainspotting are you

My result is: Begbie

You're Angry. You're Scary. You're The "Hard Man"....or so you say.... Truth be told you're just plain funny. inviting you to the Pub Usually ends in complete DISASTER

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Religion is the biggest form of brainwashing that is totally acceptable

' Are you gonna bark all day little doggy, or are you gonna bite?

We are going to this party because I am trying to picture this girl who likes you and all I can picture is you in a dress.

Yeah you'd have to wax the shelves, and get rid of whatever it is that makes you stick to the floor over here.

We will make everything metal, blacker than the blackest black times infinity

No tears, please, it's a waste of good suffering!

No. No. To get even? Even-Steven? I would have to kill you, go up to Nikki's room, kill her, then wait for your husband to come home, and kill him. That would be even, Vernita. That'd be about square.

Fuck Gaspar Gomez! And fuck the fuckin' Diaz brothers! Fuck 'em all! I bury those cockroaches!

*Dainton* 'Panch if only you'd work as fast as your mouth' *Pancho* 'Ahh shut up you bell end'


I want to play a little game

Spark becomes a flame, flame besomes a fire.. light the way, or warm this home we occupy.

'Doooon't open the door. Because it won't be like that. There'll be a small grey, balding cat with diarrhea, sitting on a mattress-less iron-sprung bed, looking at you with it's big eyes, mewing at you - 'Meew' - smoking, too, probably. While an emphysimic old lady in the background rolls up her popsocks. And a terrible guy, the colour of an aubergine, wearing a string vest and holding a mug of beef-tea looks at you and says '*makes strange muttering, sucking noises*'. THAT'S your potential.'

Without him it's just a yo!

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11 Layers Of Me

Layer One: On the Outside
Full Name: Shaun Clark Joseph McQuade
Birthday: 23/06/92
Current Location: Burntisland
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Righty or Lefty: Ambidextrous
Zodiac Sign: Cancer
Layer Two: On the Inside
Your Strengths: Poetic
Your Fears: Claustrophobia, Scared Of Dogs
Your Weaknesses: Paranoia
Ambition in life: Journalist
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: Woohoo
Your bedtime: Whenever I Feel Tired
Your most missed memory: Can't Say
Layer Four: Pick Your Choice
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald: Neither
Single or Group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Neither
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cold Coffee or Hot Coffee: Hot Coffee
Layer Five: Do You
Smoke: Yes
Have a current crush: No
Think you: Yes
Want to get married: Maybe
Believe in yourself: No
Think you: No
Layer Six: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yes
Gone to the mall: Yes
Eaten Sushi: No
Gone skating: No
Dyed your hair: No
Layer Seven: Have Your Ever?
Played a stripping game: Yes
Gotten beaten up: Yes
Changed who you were to fit in: No
Layer Eight: Getting Old
Age you are hoping to be married: Dunno
Layer Nine: Perfect Mate
Best Eye Color: Any
Best Hair Color: Any
Short or Long Hair: Either
Layer Ten: What were you doing...
1 Minute Ago: This Quiz
1 Hour Ago: Listening To Emperor
1 Day Ago: Coming Home From School
1 Year Ago: Sleeping
Layer Eleven: Finish the Sentence
I Love: Stuff
I Feel: Stuff
I Hate: Stuff
I Hide: Stuff
I Miss: Stuff
I Need: Stuff

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