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Honestly ....don’t really know what I should write for.... I am here just to explore my bloody emotions…
My flight is booked for next week, how depressing.... All is because I really like Fiji now, since the First year I came, 2004 and to now, 2007. There are lots of things has changed, firstly, I had my high school life, (in a totally different country).
I Starts to learn English, starts to make friends, (different countries, different cultures), Starts to have birthday party with only friends, (no parents!!!!!! woohoo!) Starts to walk around on the street during after 12am with all my lovely awesome friends! <3<3 (all you guys know that I love you don’t you? LOL)
Starts to have more than 4hours on the phone line, Starts to stay on msn conversation on the internet for whole night, and starts to recognise who are real friends, who can trust and be cherishing with.
Joined tadra kahani, and noticed that I totally looks like a fool~ (LMAO).Starts to wear contacts (I swear I’ve always poked my eyes and it hurts like a mother fuc@#$!!! ), Have more girl’s clothes till I can’t even close my wardrobe!!!!! And I had my first trip without family
There are more and more....all starts from the first time, not anywhere else, Fiji! I felt everything is so weird the first but now I felt they are all too special, and good time is always ran out so quickly…
Finally I starts to have a feeling that my broken fob English are not that Broken as before?? (Err??? really? LOL) then i’ve been forced off to Melbourne to continue my high school education and whatever so on.......
But my question is: Another country again????.... Why????? ....I don’t even know what the answers are; can somebody please tell me why if they know the answer? I will be very pleased.
I meant, how scary, a totally place that I don't know anyone and plus I have to live without my family ( Moi : didn’t you stays without your family in Fiji before already anyway??...cough*) arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrh!!!!!! I had a strong feeling that I wants to yell at people, shoot them and scare them off fucking hard now!!!!!!!! I felt depressed like @#$@#$.... guess is just the time to change???? Change to be more independent... and to be stronger.
Bye Fiji and to all my lovely friends, but there are all those beautiful memories are been build deeply inside my heart.... I won’t forget about any of them. Love you guys all,
Is just the time....?
Bye people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Bye Fiji … Bye …..
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