No one knows me like I know myself....I'm an adult and I think people need to learn to live their own lives as they choose and let others do the same. We are different characters of people and our lives have individual meanings. Some people feels Success is Education, College, Great Career, Big Home and being Financially Stable.............which it is.

To be realistic.... All of us will not accomplish that type of success....most people can but many will not. I'ts even in the BIBLE the poor will forever be among us.

Of course we all have hopes and dreams and yes you should follow through and you do what you have to do to achieve your goals and never give up or give in and it will be rough but stand tall and you stand strong hold to your faith and keep your determination....

Then there's people like myself......the ones that live paycheck to paycheck, sometimes you don't know how you're gonna make it but God always seem to make away out of no way......I'm strong, I'm determined, I'm a provider, I'm a parent, I endure, I press on, I'm Happy, I'm sad, I'm confused sometimes I may sway to the left and I may sway to the right but yet I'm going in the right direction .......still I focus.(Now)

We made poor choices when we were younger, didn't listen, Doing what we want to do...Then something happens that changes your life and we go a different path......We don't focus so much on Education, Career..... more so on your Responsiblilites at that time and whats best for you and your situation because we're now living for this moment...each day at a time...our hopes and dreams we had are there but we're forced to push it farther back because this is what I have to do now, this is my responsibility right now and it's not easy... ".forgive me if I didn't realize what's going on with you because I'm so caught up into what's going on with me......How can I see you when I'm still trying to find my way" ......and it's like DAMN " how in the hell did I get in this situation or this relationship"....so many decisions to make, so many things to do. where do I began .....something has to change..I can't live like this ....How did I get here, why didn't I listen, I have to get off this roller coaster, it's going to fast. I can't think ....I don't have any answers......I have to stop....(Peace Be Still) ........."I GOT OFF" (Then)

Isn't life great people.....I feel so blessed, I been through so much pain most of it was self inflicted but I'm content now. I'm at peace because I got my mind back and it was a struggle to get through but I came through. I underestitmated my strength and power...... Do I have the riches , A great career and that big house and fancy car.........NO!

I have something more.......Love, inner peace and that Almighty God keeping me in line, all he have to do is whisper the words and I listen.........I still live paycheck to paycheck, but I got a job. I have transportation, I have a home, my kids are well taken care of and I continue to be that strong single parent. My kids need to see my strength, my drive, my motivation and my determination......they need to know that all things are possible....they are good kids with typical issues.... My parents are still living, I have a love in my life that' gives me joy and feelings of new possibilities.....I'm almost 40 but my life is just beginning it's never to late... I said all that to say this:

Happiness, Joy, Fullfillment, Riches are all in you....and having special people in your life that showers you with love, the warmth of being needed , wanted, cherished.......what an amazing feeling. Sometimes we search for things thats been right in front of us all along. I have people that look up to me......(My Children).....It's such a great feeling...too them.......I'm a doctor, a lawyer, Pshychologist, Social Worker, Therapist, their Confidont and their friend and I don't even have a degree.....We hold different titles to different people..