Kill the lights
I'm so sick of your face
Another night wasted wishing you away
Now I'm cut, I'm cut at the wrist
But i still can't kill the pain
I'd give anything to rip you from my head
From my head
The return of your voice marks another failure
And i can feel your blades closing on my back
I'll savour this one last taste, this taste of sanity
As it clutches, tearing at my heart
This is my final act of desperation
One second lost gives way to disease
I'd give anything to rip you from my head
Cause i can feel you
Creeping through me
Like a sickness
Your weakness
Scars your fucking face
Scars your name
The return of your voice
Marks another failure
And i can feel your blades
Closing on my back
As light fades to past
Darkness wells against me
But my shattered eyelids
Refuse to close
Your breathe is death to me

Level 1
(x)smoked a cigarette
(x)smoked a cigar
(x)done weed
(x)kissed a member of the same sex
(x)drank alcohol

Level 2
(x) are/been in love
( ) been dumped
(x)shoplifted **rolls eyes**
( ) eaten hockey pockey ice cream
(x) been in a fist fight


Level 3
(x) snuck out of a parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date..


Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die


Level 5
( ) had/have a crush or liked on one of ur BEBO friends.
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
( ) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking


Level 6
( ) eaten Sushi
( ) been snow
( ) met someone BECAUSE of BEBO
(x) been mosh pitting


Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/loved someone who you cant have
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel


Level 8
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
( ) played dress up


Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game.
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school


Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( ) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake


Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/vandalized
(x) vandalized something
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pat a deer


Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident


Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night...i shared it lol
(x) had deja vu...
(x) danced in the moonlight...


Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes...no im not that retared


Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean/gulf....well it was an ocean 2 me
(x) felt like you were dying ...

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
( ) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins


Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) had a $1o0 nOte.....

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) watch scary movie by urself
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about... god that was da best..
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
( ) had a wish come true


Level 20
( ) worn pearls...only for oldies
(x) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed "penis/dick" in class
(x) swimin with dolphins


Level 22
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
(x) touched a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) Sat on a roof top


Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night


Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone


Level 25
( )believe in ghosts
(x)have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life
(x)gone streaking
( )gone to jail/detention centre


Level 26
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused


Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you

what it is like to be me?
well,
your mind would be filled with jumbled thoughts.
thoughts about death, suicide, self-harm, imaginary ponys as friends, wanting to just be happy.
you would always have to:
put on mask and let people believe you are happy
when deep down you know you're not.
you would have to:
make others happy even if it means HELL.
you will smile all day in front of people
then go home and cry your eyes out and make your body feel lighter
with a knife.
you will have to cover up the harm you do to yourself,
then if they are seen: try and explain the situation.
you would always wish:
god, why won't these people leave me alone....? they are annoying
let me live my "effin" life.....
you would argue 24/7 with people, espically your mother because
you are not mentally stable with yourself
you would starve yourself to look good.
you would always put yourself down, no matter what anyone says.
you would try to be perfect yet fail at it.
there is more but this is
what it is like to be me