kayyyy so... i'm back with ruff...

yeah i'm happy actually.

worst thing is i've lost 2 of my best friends because of it... i just don't understand how it affects them because it has nothing to do with them whatsoever. in all honesty, i want them back so badly... i just don't know how to make things right. I'm tired of apologising for things that i shouldn't be apologising for. i'm tired of being walked on.

I can bring myself to apologise to Dagan. He'll always be my brother, no matter how much we fight. But I've tried and I just can't apologise to Kieran. After all of the shit that he's put me through, After he did EXACTLY the same thing. He abuses me for it. He's just being a hypocrit and if my friendship means that little to him, then that's his choice.

ARGHHHHHH!!!! What should I do?!?!?!?!?!

And I don't care how much they hate ruff cos I'm not breaking up with him to keep them happy. I actually fucking like him...

gahhhh!

alone again how gay. I kind of saw this coming anyway... He was too much of a slut to stay with one girl

oh well... I'll find someone else again hahahahaha

SOMEONE ELSE LOVE ME NOW!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA

[RICH KID]
[ ] You go to a tanning salon.
[X] You watch The OC/Laguna Beach/The Hills.
[X] You own a mobile phone.
[X] You love going to the mall.
[X] You take your phone everywhere.
[X] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[ ] You love Starbucks.
Total: 5

[GOTH / METALHEAD]
[black isnt a colour...] Red or black is one of your favorite colors.
[X] You have thought about death.
[X] You wear chains.
[X] You like heavy metal.
[X] You love Hot Topic.
[ ] You have worn black lipstick.
[X] Your hair is dark.
[ ] You dislike preps.
[ ] You're an atheist.
[X] You have/want piercings in unusual places. (tongue, belly button, etc.)
Total: 6

[SKATERBOARDER]
[ ] You can skateboard.
[ ] You wear plaid.
[ ] You own more than one or more pairs of Converse.
[X] You think you're different.
[ ] You hate MTV.
[X] You have moshed.
[X] You died your hair Black/Blue/Purple/Pink/Green
[X] You love skater girls/boys.
[ ] You hate pink.
[X] You hate rich kids sometimes.
Total: 5

[EMO]
[ ] You're depressed sometimes.
[I WISH] You have black-rimmed glasses.
[ ] You like Thursday.
[X] You comb your hair in front of your face.
[ ] You cry easily.
[ISH] You like emo music.
[ ] You hate being called emo.
[ ] You keep a journal/diary.
[X] You have written a sad poem.
[ ] You have had a sad MySpace layout.
Total: 3

[NERD]
[X] You love computers. (MSN, Bebo, Myspace, etc..)
[ ] You like Star Trek.
[ ] You wear/are supposed to wear glasses
[ ] You get straight A's.
[X] You love reading.
[ ] You are in band.
[X] You don't care what you look like.
[ ] You have a curfew.
[ ] You always do your homework.
[ ] You never cut school.
Total: 3

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]
[ ] You like rap.
[X] You are in a gang.
[ ] You wear Tag.
[ ] You wear rubberbands in your pants.
[X] You swear a lot.
[ ] You have had a freestyling contest.
[ ] You have said "fo shizzle" and was actually serious.
[ ] You have been called a "playa".
[ ] You have worn Converse with the tongue flipped out.
Total: 2

[SCENE/HARDCORE]
[ ] You wear a bandana.
[X] You love Pokemon, the Ninja Turtles, anything on play house disney
[ ] You never walk anywhere.
[ ] You wear slip-on Vans.
[ ] You love Norma Jean.
[ ] You wear band tees. (Pussycat Dolls, BEP...)
[X] People have called you a freak and mean it.
[ ] You love to "hardcore" dance.
[X] Your hair has been dyed in more than one color.
[ ] You will kill if called a satanist.
Total: 3

[PREP]
[X] You love Laguna Beach/The OC/The Hills.
[ ] You want a tiny dog.
[ ] Your everyday outfits consist of pink.
[ ] You're a shoe fanatic.
[ ] You shop at AE.HOLLISTER...A&F.ETC.
[X] You love to shop!
[ ] You Love Skirts.
[X] You like Paris Hilton.
[ ] Getting your nails done is a fun thing.
Total: 3

[CHAV]
[ ] You shop at JJB
[ ] You hang around outside mcdonalds
[X] You like to take the piss out of other stereotypes
[ ] You use the word "init" or "enit"
[X] You like drum n base
[ ] You wear sport clothes (tracksuits etc.)
[ ] You had sex before the age of 12
[X] You're in a gang or "crew"
[X] You smoke, drink or do drugs
[ ] You have stolen something before
Total: 4

RICH KID: 5
GOTH/METALHEAD: 6
SKATEBOARDER: 5
EMO: 3
NERD: 3
GHETTO/GANGSTA: 2
SCENE/HARDCORE: 3
PREP: 3
CHAV: 4