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- I am the girl you always wanted, but you never had a clue..♥
- Me, Myself, and I
- I basically am my own person.
I haven't given a fuck what people think of me and I don't really plan on ever doing so either.
I'm loud, outspoken, I say what I want and I tend to do things without thinking them through.
I DO NOT do webcams/dirrty pictures/"sext". Don't ask.
I'm old enough to know better, but too young too care.
Oh, and remember.. I don't do drugs. I smoke weed.
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- I'm not gonna say...
Can't feel a thing...numb.
Why do I do the things I do?
Why can't I get through to you?
I guess I'm not thinking.
I guess I'm not pushing hard enough.♥
♥I have a shield that no one can pass.
It's up forever.
No one can break it.
No one can take it down.
I'm here forever, hiding.
Keeping quiet, not allowing anyone in.
Why do I do these things?♥
♥When I die
take my life.
Have my time, take my friends.
Take my soul, take my mind.
Take anything that's mine.
My life is yours, to keep forever.
Take my breath, take my skin.
But my heart is weak, it beats too slow.
For you to have it would be a mess.
Take everything you want, but my heart.
It's slowing dying along with me.
Take my love, take my life.
Take everything, but don't forget yourself.♥
♥Up on the hill she stands so tall.
Wild and free
Ready to roam
Wanting to run away from home.
Stuck in this place, seeing the same things everyday drive her insane.
She sits in her room dreaming of a place.
A place where everyone is happy.
No one boast or brags.
There is no pain.
Where people will take her seriously.
A gay place, with glad faces, free spirits, open minds, and open arms to welcome her.
She's high on drugs, not thinking at all.
She wants to be in that place so bad.
Climbing to her window, to reach the roof of the three-storied house.
Ready to jump, ready to be free.
Her spirit is alive, her eyes wild.
Hits the ground with a thud.
Bleeding, she turns and slowly dying she says,
"I've killed the enemy holding me back. I've killed me..."♥
2 Comments 303 weeks
I feel your hand creeping up my shirt.
I push it down and tell you to stop.
But I like you too much, thinking stupid thoughts that maybe you liked me too, so I let you hurt me.
Your hand goes back up, but this time I don't try to stop it.
I start breathing heavily, not knowing what to do.
Under the blanket, on the floor, you have your fun for at least 10 minutes, feeling like forever, then you throw me away like trash.
I feel like helpless, like you took advantage of me.
Wanting to forget it all, but I can't.
So with one tiny cut across my wrist, I've forgotten everything.
And you've forgotten me.
7 Comments 316 weeks
Searching, looking for myself.
I don't see me.
It's too dark in this world.
I want to run. Escape.
Something keeps holding me back.
I want to scream.
I open my mouth but nothing comes out.
I can't move.
I'm stuck in this dark, horrible place.
Wishing, praying to be free.
Break the chains that are holding me back.
But I can't.
I'm here forever.
Alone and afraid.
1 Comment 316 weeks