AUGUST:
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an "everything's peachy" attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. ~Best sex partner anyone could ask for ! hates studying. in need of "that someone". longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by "no pain no gain" caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. "charming" or "beautiful" to a special person. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

Benin in love stinks and it hurts. I've been through so much shit in my life that nothing can compare to it. And I have learned over my 17 year period of life that love is pain. Its bullshit, and it does nothing but cause you nothing but heartache and sorrow. And people try to make it seem like the pain is worth the reward. Love is abstract anyway you can't see it you can only express it.

I have not been in love many times because I feel that niggas ain't shit you can't trust them. But I let my guard down this past summer. I feel in love with a boy I thought I would never even seen my self with. And I am hurting because I'm not with him anymore. He cheated on me too many times and he choose another girl over me. But he his so difficult. At times he still acts like he wants to be with me. But I feel so SPRUNG because no matter what he does to me I will still come back to him (unless he fucking around). And I still have the nerve to call him my HUSBAND.