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my name .vanessa
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  • random.

    im sick :[
    and ii miss my man.
    ii havent talked to him in, two days.
    lol, yea ima feen.
    buht ihts okai because he feens for me too.
    so yea, WE'RE feens.
    we're in love.
    urgh, this damned headache!


    why is my screen so bright?
    ahh, there we go.


    my moms asleep.
    ii should like prank her or something.

    oops lol.
    nah just got blown the fuck up.
    im frass like a motherfucker.
    yoooooo im out.

    0 Comments 214 weeks

  • yuh woulda thought.

    so me and my boyfriend have been together for six months.
    and he is the love of my life, hes such an amazing guy.
    he tells me he loves me everyday and because i have low self esteem, that im beautiful.
    he calls me his queen, and treats me like i am.
    and makes sure that everyone else treats me as such as well.
    and he is just so perfect and charming.
    so why is iht that ii find myself talkin to dave.
    ihts not lik he treats me the way javii does.
    im not his queen im his pet.
    he doesnt say im beautiful he says im a quud look.
    he treats me lik a niggah and not lik a girl.
    not a girl he could have an interest in.
    until lately.
    weve been talkin and he's feelin meh and, im feeling him.
    so wuht do i do.
    YUH WOULDA THOUGHT ID TELL A NIGGAH "NIGGAH I GOT A MAN"
    you woulda been wrong.
    i play the fool and chill wit him, and talk to him.
    ii engage his thoughts and feed his desires.
    why do ii do this? why do i play these silly games.
    YUH WOULDA THOUGHT I WANTED TO HURT MY MAN.
    my precious amazing too good for me man.
    you woulda been wrong.
    ii love my man, he treats me right.
    buht is that the only reason why i love him.
    because so many niggahs fucked around on me ii got fuck around on him.
    because he is so good to me i gotta mess iht up.
    because he is me, from wen ii was innocent.
    and able to love a person as they loved me, and more.
    because i have to crush him the way i was crushed.
    because i have to seek my revenge on an innocent bystander.
    on a man who doesnt even see iht coming.
    because i was blind i blind him.
    because i was hurt i hurt him.
    buht wuht of the love.
    the profound love that i feel, the love that cuts me as i hurt him.
    the love that tells me to stop.
    the pain that wont allow me too.
    is my love not strong enough to overcome my past.
    buht his love is.
    cuz i have been a cheat, ii have flirted in front of his face and cursed him behind his back.
    wuht of his love for me.
    do i discard iht.
    does his love mean nothing, his pain.
    wuht of his pain.
    is iht not the same pain that i felt.
    no, because he know that im doing this on purpose .
    and he loves me unconditionally never the less.
    YOU WOULDA THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL BAD.
    you woulda been wrong.
    all i feel is solitude, i'm alone, away from my conscious self as i write this.
    my heart controls my mind and my mind controls my fingers.
    and wuht of my mind.
    is iht so lost that iht ant tell right from wrong.
    and my heart.
    does iht not see fit that he deserves mercy.
    amd wuht mercy can i give him.
    YOU WOULDA THOUGHT THAT I WOULD LET HIM GO.
    you woulda been wrong .
    in my mind i am just as much a victim.
    because i love him.
    and in hurting him im killing me.
    and in my death he loses iht all.
    you woulda thought he woulda left me.
    YOU SHOULD KNOW OUR LOVE IS TOO STRONG.
    by now you see wuht kind of man he is.
    a good strong faithful man.
    and his faith lies in me.
    how can he love me after all this.
    have ii not pained him enough.
    he says to me "you can take all my belongings and take nothing"
    "but if i take iht all you have nothing"
    "my heart loving you is everything, everything worth anything is all that is you"
    "so ii can take everything buht iht means nothing without me"
    "iht means nothing with yuh"
    "i dont understand"
    "wen the day comes that you lose everything, the only things that will matter is wuht you loved, clothes jewelry hats money wuhtever, i dont love those things, i love yuh, so in the end all that matters is yuh, and wen yuh betray me the worst..."
    "i wont"
    "yuh have"
    "..."
    "if yuh betray me again, then my love for yuh will surpass any disdain"

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  • .urgh

    im srry
    buh dont act lik yuh not mad
    it dont make meh feel better or nuffin
    yuh dont have tuh call meh jus to hang up on meh
    cuz ily nd im srry nd it hurts

    keepin ur stupid lil secrets
    nd yet ii still want tuh kno wuh dey about

    0 Comments 268 weeks

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