THEY ARE STARTING ON MY HOUSE AND I AM SSSOOOOOO ANXIOUS!! Building a house is as hard as planning a wedding. There are so many decisions you need to make. What color brick, What color vinyl, What color shutters, What kind of light fixtures, and appliances, and on and on. All of these decisions just make you wonder what it will all look like together, when it is done. Can't wait! peace out

Well, at work again on this beautiful Saturday. I've been good I guess. Mary's Bridal Shower is tom. OOoppss!! I FORGOT SHE DIDN'T KNOW. Me and Jess are still looking for something to wear. She is going to have alot of stuff. I can't wait till the wedding day. Well, tonight is the Fire dept's banquet and i swore to myself and Derrick I wouldn't go just to spite him for acting the way he did last weekend. And I really don't know what I am going to do. I don't get off till 5 and it starts at 6 or 7. I don't know what I would wear to that either. Damn, Is it sad I need a different outfit for everything I do? Peace out peeps!!

This whole weekend didn't go the way I planned AT ALL. My dad was supposed to come down from Texas Saturday morning but something went wrong with the rental car. So then they were just supposed to be here later that Saturday afternoon but we didn't hear anything from them. I was really looking forward to seeing them b/c we were supposed to celebrate me, my dad, and my brother's birthday and it's been a while since I've seen them. Still no word on what happened with that. Then we were supposed to go to Mary and Brandon's engagement party Sat. night. I spent $50 that day on a pair of gauchos, 3 pairs of earrings, and shoes which I was stressing so much about. Me and Derrick get in a stupid argument and then he says he doesn't feel like going anymore b/c he's upset. Instead of realizing that we were arguing about something stupid and how bad I really wanted to go, NO. It was final that we just weren't going and then I find myself riding around Houma looking for food. He has a banquet coming up this Saturday and as of right now I'm not going. I know two wrongs don't make a right but I don't know if I will be over it by then. We did make up but I'm still mad about the way things had to happen. Well, we'll see how things turn out. Keep in touch peeps. Bye Bye!