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I WiLL NoT FoRgiVE Nor Will I FoRgEt

I WiLL NoT FoRgiVE Nor Will I FoRgEt
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  • Male, 26, Luv 7
  • from Newark.... -.-
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  • Last active: 12/17/10
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About Me

Me, Myself, and I
me, um well me, says it all :) i love reading, writing my own poetry, watching films, chatting, meeting new ppl, going out drinking and dancing, i love to drive and travel too :P ummmm my life full of my friends and the ppl i love :D going out but working first to have money to blow when i do go out! :D and I, there brown... i dont get the question... help?!? lol, well if im ur cup of tea get in touch ;) ask for my msn, i swear i wont bite, unless its part of the deal ^_^
Listens too....
linkin park, the offspring, fall out boy, panic! at the disco, yellowcard, union underground, the used, finch, taking back sunday, the ataris, bullet for my valentine, slipknot, the thrill kill cult, bad religion, foo fighters, 36 crazyfists, from autumn to ashes, ... umm infact ask me i got loads more!!!
likes too watch....
pulp fiction :D , from dusk till dawn (all) spiderman! V for vendetta, akira, the crow (all of them! <3) x-men :D (all) Daredevil, dumb and dumber, kill bill (both), resevoir dogs, swordfish, con air!, final destination (all) anything else gory or clever :D
sports will play / watch...
RUGBY! :D
Scared Of
small people, i mean like real small, like 2 foot tall :/ there scared of me but im scared of them too.... ooo and coffee beans nasty! the cripples that bully me! spakkers that yell PUDDING!
Happiest When
im loved, im drunk, both, im driving somewhere, with my friends (add this one to the first 2)
Poetry
is a window to the soul, and is my outlet for my inner emotions too converse with the outside world :D its also pretty cool :D

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  • Cancer sticks

    Inhale a breath of acrid, burning air,
    That clings to clothes, and skin and hair,
    Relax!, you know it feels so good,
    As the drug works just like it should,
    No thought required as the smoke rolls down,
    So hot,
    In to the lungs that die and rot,
    And this cancer stick is the reason why,
    Im immobilised, sick, condemmned to die
    Thirty years, I've done my time,
    I finally realise and admit my crime,

    Others frown on cutting and self harm,
    Even when people smoke produce from a sinister farm,
    A different form of suicide from the sterotypical way,
    Death's simple waiting game that He just loves to play,
    And if by chance you fall to hell,
    To breathe in sulphurous, poisonous fumes,
    Is like a life you know so well,
    So next time you're dying for a fag,
    Just think about these words,
    As you slowly wave cancers white flag.

    1 Comment 346 weeks

  • a tribute to a song for a special friend

    I've got a song,
    Reminds me of someone gone,
    And I wish I'd had the strength to tell her,
    how I felt,
    And how I wish I cud upturn the cards that fate had dealt,
    I wish that she would haunt me,
    But she's unbound from life,
    Truly free,
    And this song entitled "The saddest song"
    Represents all my saddness because of the memories it holds,
    Buried deep beneath the folds,
    Lyrics with a story and point too make,
    Don't forget for goodness sake,
    Forgive me,
    I'm so sorry,
    This was the song I played that we both loved,
    Last time we were both alive,
    It holds our memories within to survive,
    Waiting for you too come,
    I'm still waiting,
    And when we are together again,
    I'll erase all our pain,
    "The saddest song" My memory too you
    Although others may have no clue,
    See you soon x

    1 Comment 349 weeks

  • some ideas (needs editing)

    fold away your paper heart,
    before my burning love can start,
    rip it all,
    and damn it too hell,
    im already wise,
    too the pain that you sell,
    its been done before,
    its a commonly used door,
    im becoming so numb,
    on the inside,
    that my cold blood wont run itll slide,
    and the tears that i cry,
    will freeze not dry,
    id rather have no feeling,
    so others arnt stealing,
    my hot heart.

    i know youd do it,
    just one day,
    turn too me and break my heart in such a way,
    in turn i wish id repay,
    but ill b here forever,
    my everlasting love undying, gone, never.
    and in this second of thought,
    i free my heart from where it was caught,
    and im free,
    and im allowed too be me..

    0 Comments 349 weeks

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    hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    4/3/08
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    Please write back :(

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    I have been good Kiitos :D I am cool, I was born a Helsinki Vampire! lol :P I have been hanging around and partying, nothing much realy xxx

    2/21/08
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    Shhh it's not my fault I lost it you penisface! I'm glad your all good and that :) I'm okish thanks and you? I haven't been doing much.. Mostly doing school work and shit as it's nearly the end of my GCSE! :( ! ahhhhhh.. so i haven't been doing anything great like you :P ! I need to soo you again :( !! I well miss you and your sexy car! Got it done even more? love you tooo cuz :) ! xxxxxxxxxx

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    2/15/08
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  • Miss Maisy
    Miss Maisy

    thanks hun, im gonna go out and just get drunken, hehe. you gonna be out? maybe me and louis wil sort it out after new year, i dont no, its all very silly if you ask me!! i went to see notts v sheff, and we lost :( but it was right good, always love the ice hockey tho;) xxxxxxxxxx

    12/30/07
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    not really, its feels like im standing on egg shells when i talk to him. he sed hes 50/50 wether hes coming here for new yrs, and that it depends what everyone else want to do. but at least i no im right at the bottom of the people he cares about! it better to know, coz i actually thought he cared before now!! but anyway, how are you my dear. its rather chilly today! im going to ice hockey later, woooo :D xxxxxxxxx

    12/29/07