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- Me, Myself, and I
- For those of you who dont know laura sadly passed away on the 15th of july this year this page is going to remain here for the benefit of others to see what a positive head strong person laura was and still is x x
well they never said life was easy and i certainly get given alot to deal with. For those who dont know I have lung cancer which has spread to ....brain,spine and kidney.
was in hospice for a while having some respite care,they where trying to sort out all my medication as i was really struggling. They have taken me off chemo as my body is just not strong enough. So we are doing the alternative medicine thing. Taking lots of herbal stuff and having healing etc.
wedding is coming up quickly!!!!!! only like 5 weeks away.........stress!!! but also something to look forward too.
Thankyou to everyone,friends,family loved ones for everything i truly feel very special to have u all in my life xxxxxxxxx
You cant always be positive but you can always be determined!!!!
- The Other Half Of Me
my wonderful fiance and my world!!!
- Britney Spears! although she is a loser at the moment. Girls aloud, haha the spice girls!!!
Linkin park , Aerosmith , Pink , Fall out boy , A mixture really I love having a good dance to pop music but also play rockier stuff in my car.
- My favorite films are Green Mile , Forest gump , Big (Tom hanks is a legend) Titanic for a good cry.Really like the butterfly effect and Zoolander is brilliant.
- Happiest When
- spending quality time with my amazing friends and family. Being looked after by Rich and cuddling up with the cats and Jess.
My Precious Princess
You can shed tears that Laura is gone
Or you can smile because Laura has lived.
You can close your eyes and pray that she’ll come back
Or you can open your eyes and see all that she’s left.
Your heart can be empty because you can’t see her
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember her and only that she’s gone
Or you can cherish her memory and let it live on.
You can cry and close your mind, be empty
And turn your back
Or you can do what she’d want: smile, open your eyes,
Love and go on.
For ever in our Hearts love Daddy x+ x
2 Comments 259 weeks
well had 2 cycles off chemo,had scan few days ago and good news- growth has stopped and im stable!!! yeah!!! so hopefully after another 2 i will hear the words i long to hear " things have shrunk"
this chemo has been harder going, have lost my hair,food tastes rubbish!,get nausea alot. sleep alot. i cant stand being in the car as i feel sick. the smell of food can also do it to me.
very breathless and cant talk properly most of the time.but that maybe means i need my lung drained again.
wedding plans going well. less than 12weeks now!!!!!!!
0 Comments 271 weeks
well as most of you now know i had a bit of a bad patch recently. in hospital etc and bascikly was not doing too great, im ashamed to say i didnt think i would be here today,i gave up!!!! but i fought back beacuse so many people showed me how much they care and love me and i had to keep fighting. Sadly they have found that everything has grown in my lung and has now travelled to my kidneys too. SO............ its chemo time again. I start 3rd April.I wont be so lucky with my hair this time and i will lose it. But Charlie miller himself is going to be doing a wig for me...wow!!!!!! so i'll still look good for my wedding which is still going ahead for july. I am getting a hickmanline put in today so that i can have my chenmo through it due to my vains being awful after the 1st round of chemo. So i'll have a lovely new sexy addition to my neck. Think i will call it hector the hickman line!
i need to put soooooo many pictures on so i will do it soon. Rich and I are now in our house and its fantastic,really keeping me going.
will update soon,wish me luck for today!!!!!!!!
1 Comment 277 weeks
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