What is the world coming to?? Now everywhere you can find teenager below 16, having a "relationship" with another person.. But i'm already 18, and yet not a person has say "I LOVE U" to me before.. and teens can just said it out like this 3 words is ABC... if i were to die 2molo, i will die of regets, because i have yet to find a person to love me other than my parents..

Today is 20th Feb '05, and my two cute nephews came over to my place for Chinese New Year. They help me de-stress for my common test that is going to happen in just a few more hours time.. I'm so tired and restless, dun even have the mood to study. This weekend is thte 1st weekend that i dun have to work for this year.. It was kinda fun. Yesterday, i went to Esplanade to pay Julie a visit at her workplace, and grabbed her something to munch on the way.. Outside and along the bay, there was a local chinese band that was performing.. The songs were nice and the view was great! how could i study there even if i brought my study materials over.

I really feel very tired and I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD FOR MY CLASS CHALET. i wanna have fun and do nothing.. Time seems to fly so fast, it seems like i just came to NYP, and i'm going to be in my 3rd year this coming June.. Everything is so rushing, and everyone's pace is even faster... I WANNA BREAK!!

Today is the 2nd Feb 2005, and i have yet purchase any new clothes for myself. I feel that this new year is going to nice to me. because i have have kinda of unlucky for the past ONE WHOLE YEAR.. kinda of sucky.. nevertheless, I am so looking forward to this coming new year.

I have been working hard for the past few weeks, and i really miss all my friends from secondary school. life seem to be so easy and care-free then.. but as i grow older, met up with more people, things kinda becoming more more different. The ways people think and the way i react to the situation gives me a feeling that most people are very self-centered. life has been hard and diffcult on them. What they really need is to have back their childhood minds and everything could much simple...