Hello fellow friends and aquaintences..recently i have found out that the man i was falling for fell for someone else..my heart is broken and i dont know if it will ever be back to the way it was. I have expressed this deeply to him and I hope he is now understanding that Ive been hurt and not sure if I will continue to be friends with him due to this. Since this has happend i have been very short and angry with him because Ive been hurt and no one will ever fix that...I will move on and Im a strong person. I will be fine..How could someone one week tell you they love you and that they want to make a family with you and want to live together then the next thing you know they are seeing someone else and you have to find that out from someone else..it sucks im not going to lie..it really sucks anyways im going to bed. You have a wonderful night and a wonderful life mystery man because i dont know if ill be able to speak to you anymore without feeling that hurt..
Love you all

Well I guess I will start off by saying that ima be an aunt! For thoes of you that didnt know now do. My sister is going to have a baby...I guess...Im not so sure what to think of that whole situation but anyways. She does need some names and I know shes looking for the really weird ones so if you have any ideas just let me know....On another note..I just got home from a weekend at my mothers. Not too bad..Went kinda like normal..not too sure if that is a good thing or not. I went and to Pilger on Sat night and sang acouple songs...Wasnt really busy just lots of people singin so only had time for two..DAMN! Came home tonight in the mess yall see now..It was great freakin fun.. I tell ya what....I am glad to hear that one of bestest friends in the world had a pretty good week. Im so glad yer happy. I hope the girl youve found treats you better then the last...tehe..To all of my other friends hope you are doing good as well...As for me and my significant other...he left on Thursday to go to Minniapolis MN for some coverence thingy..haha..Ill believe that when I see the papers ...cough cough...I really do hope they have a safe trip home though..because i was on thoes roads and they are not to pleasent...So anyways I guess thats it for now..Just kinda hangin out now..gettin ready to head to bed..Im sleeeeepppy...Well love yall..Have a wonderful night...

How do you tell someone you love that you are no longer in love with them? What is it that you do to that person that makes them fall so hard for you?Why is it that you can totally be infatuated with someone and not able to explain why or how or what is that they do to you that just makes you go ...awe...?
These are some of the questions I am starting to ask myself. Im stuck right now between the person I am with and the person I actually want to be with. Im starting to actually scare myself. I really love the person Im with but at the same time Im starting to fall for someone else. Is that possible to be in love with two people at the same time? What is wrong with me? I feel like a totally idiot!..lol..Around the one person I can totally be myself. Not trying to impress them,not doing really anything special but be myself. The other on the other hand is very complicated..I feel the need to act like someone Im actually not just to please them.I feel like if I dont do the things that they ask Im letting everyone I know down..including my son. My son means the world to me so if I really had to choose between the two people that Im falling or have fallen for or my son. Which one would you think I would pick..Obvisouly my son but my son is not the subject here I guess. Im just trying to figure out what is right for me and my son and right now I just dont know. Im really confused and I dont like it anymore. I really want to be with one and I also dont want to live without the other. Wow what a freakin predictament I got myself into...Love yall..