What are you to do when your whole life changes? When what you thought was wrong your role models did. What has the world gone to? Everyone is doing the {[SAME]} thing wrong. Why cant I make the same mistake. My friends did. Most of the important people in my life have done it. Why is everyone watching me? Why dont they try to take care of the people that do do that stuff. Instead of trying to take care of me nd make sure i dont do it. If they dont want me to do it then they shouldnt have dont it either. They kno its wrong but yet they did it. If you love me nd kno what i am talking about then you wont do this.

Doesnt anyone trust me anymore? Are they trying to watch out for me bcuz they love me? Well if they loved me they would trust me. I am starting to think the world is fucked up. Everyones doing it but me. I am scared im next. I cry myself to sleep most night scared I am going to get up in the middle of the night nd cut nd wind up in a bathtub of blood and a dead body.
What??!??
Is it apart of puberty? Does everyone do it? Is it popular or cool? Most of my friends have. Is it disease. Is it contagious? I dont want it. Is it good? is it bad? Good?Wrong? Everyones watching me now. Making sure i dont do it. Why am i being watched? I didnt do it. I dont do it. I swear! Why dont they make people who have started stop? Instead of all eyes on me to see if i do it. I hear my name being called. Is it my turn? If so I dont want it. You can have it. You have done it before. I havent.

...--Leaveone--...
Love
<3LyssaLynn

My heart was once just like a home
With many rooms and open doors
And I always let love in
It would change the rooms around and then
Leave them empty

'Till one by one I locked each door
And soon forgot what love was for
But I never gave up hopin'
So I left just one door open
In case you found me

So there's a room in my heart for you
If your trust has been stolen too
If you walk softly on this worn out wooden floor
And leave behind you the hurt you've had before
There's a room in my heart for you

We'll paint the walls from blue to white
And set the mood by candlelight
Together we'll keep out the cold
And I'll still be there when we're old
If you'll let me

So there's a room in my heart for you
If your trust has been stolen too
If you walk softly on this worn out wooden floor
And leave behind you the hurt you've had before There's a room in my heart for you

Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud

Well, my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're calling me tonight
And, yes, I've dreamt of you too
And does he know you're talking to me
Will it start a fight
No I don't think she has a clue

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you calling me so late?