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NatashaNymphetamine

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♥ Love People. Love God. Inspire Our World. ♥
Me, Myself, and I
Natasha.
Also known to Riley as:
Babo =)

| Taken | James Parker

|Lives For the Kingdom (FTK) |
| Follower of Jesus Christ |

What is LOVE?
Love is not what you see in the movies.Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene. true love is sacrifice. There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother your father, or your best friends But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I'm going to tell you who did that The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him God is true love, and if you don't know this love Now is the time to know, perfect love
ღ Esther Janette Gewargis ღ`
There isnt nearly enough words i could use to begin to explain how much you mean to me
You understand me completely, even when the rest of the world doesnt.
You've been by my side through everything, the good and bad.
When i feel absolutely hopeless, you know just what to say to make it all better again.
I love all the simple things we do together
I love our D&M's
I love how you never let me down
I love your complete acceptance of me no matter how many times i screw up
I love how we can talk about everything so easily
I love that you're my best friend
I love the fact that out of all the people in this world, you're the one who'se friendship is the most important.
I love what we have, and i never want to lose it .
Ftk
FTK means For The Kingdom. This phrase left simply as words is meaningless. But with its meaning, and being acted upon, it is an expression. A passion. A title that represents what we should be living for, and how we should be living, thinking, and acting each and every... day. To live For The Kingdom means to live each day how God wants us to live. We're not living for ourselves any longer. It's for Him, and for Him alone. I'm not afraid to stand up and say I want my life to make a difference. In my school, in my suburb, in my country, in the workplace, in the world, wherever it may be, I will live for His name. I will live For The Kingdom. We can, as individuals, show the world Gods amazing love through living as examples for Him. Every day we have is another day to see another life saved. Don't waste an opportunity. One by one, we can see this world saved. FTK

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  • What is LOVE ?


    Now Hollywood wants to make you think they know what love is.
    But I'm a tell you what true love is.
    Love is not what you see in the movies.
    Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene

    you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice.
    Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself
    Love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love.
    Love is when you lay down your life for another

    Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister
    Its even laying down your life for your enemies
    That's unthinkable, but think about that
    Love is true
    Think.

    Love is patient, love is kind.
    It does not envy, it does not boast
    It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
    It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs
    You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
    It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres
    Love never fails. Love is everlasting
    Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time
    Love is the only thing that will last when you die

    But ask the question why? Do you have love?

    There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
    Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
    You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
    your father, or your best friends
    But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?
    I'm going to tell you who did that
    The definition of love is Jesus Christ. He is love
    The nails in his hands, the thorns in his brow
    Hanging on a cross for your sin my sins
    That is love he died for you and me while we still hated him
    That is love
    God is true love, and if you don't know this love
    Now is the time to know, perfect love

    0 Comments 167 weeks

  • I clearly fail

    Because no matter what, I always end up becoming their "friend", and never their girlfriend.



    Fuck this, seriously. What the fuck is wrong with me?
    How can I be too nice?
    Okay next time some guy speaks to me, I'm going to be a total cold bitch, since I now know THAT is what gets them coming back for more.

    How did I not pick this up earlier? How is it that it's taken me at least FOUR years of failed attempts... and I only learn this key mistake NOW?
    Wow. At least I know now why NOTHING has worked out for me in that long time period.

    You know you suck when at least 60% of your male friends are just former crushes that never worked out because they only saw you as a good friend, and they didn't want to ruin the friendship.

    And at least 50% of those male friends had lead you on the entire time...

    I know that feeling of rejection all too well.

    Your ribcage, empty, because your hearts fallen so deep into your intestines already. Your stomach, crawling out your throat, while your throat tries to push it back down by tightening up. All the while you break yourself down, critisising everything that represents who you are. Denying yourself. Wishing you were someone else. Wishing you could act differently. Wishing you looked prettier. Just because clearly the person you are right now, isn't the person that the one person you want.. wants you to be.

    Then you build yourself up again over time. Then you meet someone else. You convince yourself, that they're different, they won't treat you the same, they MIGHT.. THEY JUST MIGHT.. OH I don't know? RETURN SOME FEELINGS?

    Never.

    It's always the fucking same.

    And you fuckwit men wonder why girls are so cynical?

    I should just become a man. Find a guy for a night, hook up with him, lead him on, then tell him you just never felt the same.

    That would be awesome.. for that to not happen to me for once.

    All you ask for is a chance, and they can't even promise you that. It really gets you doubting yourself as a person. Sure, my self esteem is usually through the roof.. I usually love myself and talk myself up so much.

    But not right now. I wish I could be anyone in the world but me.
    Maybe that way, things could end up differently.

    1 Comment 170 weeks

  • I just . . .

    I just love you because I do.
    I can't change it, its not my choice.
    I wish I didn't, but that's how love is.
    I can't say a word about you, i have to forget about you.
    I wish you didn't make it so difficult though.
    There are things I wish I could tell you.
    There are many things I need tell you, but I can't find the way.
    Your way of looking at life is different from mine, I can't change that.
    Its not my choice.
    I wish I didn't love you, but i do
    I can't forget about you.
    I just wish it could all work.

    0 Comments 174 weeks

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  • DropDead Dante
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    lmao!!! only seeing this comment now lol i shall add you on facebook thee night xxxxxxxx

    2/7/11
  • DropDead Dante
    luv DropDead Dante

    Heyy yesh I does you remember I know its been along time I don't go on this much either does you have facebook xxxx

    1/12/11 via Mobile
  • DropDead Dante
    DropDead Dante

    Heyy thsts okay about thee late replys hehe nope no job atm but i think im getting an application for thee cinema so that be awsome :D i know im obbessed with vampires too theyre so hot am nope ive acc havent heard off them lolz i kinda write my own short storeys about vampires hehe im like so jealous that you own your own car :P what sorta car did you get im just going be chilling in town with friends nd see what happens hehe xxx thanks for thee love im all out i gave you thee love when i get them back xx

    5/27/10
  • DropDead Dante
    luv DropDead Dante

    heyy thats pkay dont needa be soz im nope no job yet just sticking till tech lolzz im nope no werewolf pretty sure that im a vampire though :D wow arnt you lucky getting your own car i think im jealous :P up2 much this weelemd ? xxx

    5/21/10
  • DropDead Dante
    luv DropDead Dante

    dont worry i shall let you know :) yee but vampire are much hotter :) i know it would be thee bestest job :) i guess your saving up thee get your own car :D my essay went okay once i start writing i couldn stop hehe did you do much over thee weekend ? xxx

    5/12/10
  • Kayleigh-Lauren
    luv Kayleigh-Lauren

    I take it no convincing will work then lol Whats the interview for?? X

    5/12/10 via Mobile
  • Kayleigh-Lauren
    luv Kayleigh-Lauren

    Well if it's what you want to do it's what you want to do screw em haha ad you do tht as long as your happy :DD xxx

    5/6/10 via Mobile
  • Zowii Bowie
    luv Zowii Bowie

    Yeah i know love i hope you get to do what you really want to do how has your day been ? xo

    5/6/10
  • DropDead Dante
    DropDead Dante

    i hope i has thee look at thee next full moon nd see what happens i let yee know hehe :d im always use thee be typing loads hehe i know working in subways would be awsome free sub every lunch only thing puts meh of is thee interview i hope you get your job :) yee thats good thee know you have your provisional licenses does you have your own car ? im nmnm just at tech atm hadda write a 500 word essay it killed meh could only manage 300 word essay but i think i gotta away with it LOL wbu thanks for thee love im all out i gave you thee love when i get it back xxx

    5/6/10
  • DropDead Dante
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    i domt mind thee cold tbh because im, always warm maybe im a werewolf are some hope not lol i think you most be typing loads and thats why your fingers are numb :D im nope no job for meh :( what job does you be appying for ? i want thee work in subways hehe i had loads off fun when i was bbyseating :D my friends came up and we had loads off fun hehe xx

    5/6/10
  • Kayleigh-Lauren
    Kayleigh-Lauren

    Aww why do they refuse to help?? Do what im doing lol sell lots of stuff haha do you have a job?. Could you try and go halfs with them?? aww yay yeah doo let me know hehe i really hope you do it youll be great xxx

    5/5/10 via Mobile
  • Zowii Bowie
    Zowii Bowie

    Yeah i get what you mean bye that i hate Hair dressing tooooo i hate College i really do i dont want to go nomore its so shit grrr hhhehe xo

    5/5/10
  • Zowii Bowie
    Zowii Bowie

    Awww thats soooo good then love ummm i love cleaning i just do i know thats silly but i love it and i would like to help people clean or somthing its good money i think and yeah thats the reson i just love it lol xox

    5/5/10
  • Kayleigh-Lauren
    luv Kayleigh-Lauren

    Aww Hun that sounds really good for you I think you should do it xxx

    5/5/10 via Mobile
  • Kayleigh-Lauren
    Kayleigh-Lauren

    Hahah yeah a bit late Lol Coooools I will see when I can get my ass over there lol oooooo what internship?? Xx

    5/4/10 via Mobile
  • Zowii Bowie
    Zowii Bowie

    Dont worry love im sure you will find things you love doing i dont even know what i want to do with my life really i want a job being a cleaner i would love to do a job like that i really would i was ganna work as one but i have not got the time to sort things out and the job would be everyday so im not to sure i mean i like seeing my Boyfriend everyday and i dont want to be with out him i dont see him till thursday but he dont leave that far from me YAY hehhe im sooo happy at the mo and its alot of dvds saw and alot more lol i ahve like 20 DVDS he has let me have he is such a sweethart =] xo

    5/4/10
  • Zowii Bowie
    Zowii Bowie

    Ooo cool so what kind of job do you want to do? and im just in my room watching the DVDs my Boyfriend gave me i have a week of College xo

    5/4/10
  • Zowii Bowie
    Zowii Bowie

    Thats okay love im okay thank you and i do hair dressing and child care what have you been up to? xo

    5/4/10
  • DropDead Dante
    DropDead Dante

    i dont mind all thee seasons too i just dont like it when its too cold and your toes nd fingers go numb and when its too warm and you sweat alot LOL i just likeit perfect hehe i know fingers crossed that we both get a job wow a year long i wonder if i can go that long:D in bbyseating this weekend and bes going into town with friends this weekend hehe xxxxxx

    4/30/10
  • Zowii Bowie
    luv Zowii Bowie

    Thank you and your name is cool too ive just been hanging out with my boyfriend and college really how are you today? xo

    4/25/10