IS THIS REALLY PICTURE PERFECT.?? WHAT IS THE REAL MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP.?? WELL TO ME A FRIEND IS NOT BASED ON HOW LONG YOU HAVE KNOWN SOEMONE. IT DEPENDS ON THE TYPE OF BOND YOU HAVE WITH SOMEONE. I MEAN YOU CAN KNOW SOMEONE A WHOLE LIFETIME, BUT IF YALL NEVER SHARE A BOND WITH EACH OTHER, DOES THAT MEAN YALL ARE FRIENDS.??

WELL TO GET TO THE POINT OF THIS NOTE. PEOPLE MAY LOOK AT US AND SAY THAT IS A GROUP OF CLOSE FRIENDS. THEY ALL HAVE EACH OTHER BACK AND WILL DO ANYTHING FOR ONE ANOTHER. WELL AT ONE POINT WE WERE ALL CLOSE ABOUT FOUR YEARS AGO. BUT I GUESS WE HAVE ALL GROWN UP AND CHANGED. YES I MOVED AND MADE OTHER DECISIONS BUT I WASN’T THE ONLY ONE THAT MADE MISTAKES. WE ARE JUST LIKE ANY OTHER GROUP OF FRIENDS. WE HAVE OUR ARGUMENTS, OUR FIGHTS, AND ALL THE OTHER. THE OUTSIDE WORLD ONLY CAN GO OFF APPEARANCES. WE ARE ALL ON THE INSIDE SO WE KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE. WE HAVE ALL DIVIDED UP INTO OUR OWN LITTLE GROUPS. BUT NO ONE ON THE OUTSIDE WILL EVER KNOW. IT SEEMS LIKE WE PUT ON A SHOW FOR OTHERS. BUT I GUESS IT ALL LIES IN THE FRIENDSHIP. AT ONE POINT WHEN ONE CRIES, WE ALL CRY. WHEN ONE IS READY TO FIGHT, WE WERE ALL THERE. BUT THEN CAME THE TIMES WHERE WE WERE TALKING ABOUT ONE ANOTHER BEHIND EACH OTHER BACKS. SHE GETS ON MY NERVES. I CANT STAND HER. SHE THINKS THIS AND THAT.

NOW I REALIZE IT WAS ALL CHILDISH. WE ARE IN HIGH SCHOOL. WE MADE IT THROUGH A WHOLE THREE YEARS OF MIDDLE SCHOOL TOGETHER. SO WHY CANT IT CONTINUE TO BE LIKE THAT IN HIGH SCHOOL.?? I KNOW THERE ARE BONDS WE FORMED WITHIN OUR GROUP. BUT IT WAS THINGS HAPPENING THAT MADE IT THAT WAY. I DON’T WANT TO POINT BLAME BECAUSE WE ALL WERE RESPONSIBLE. WE LET THE OUTSIDE WORLD GET TO US. AND WE WEREN’T THINKING ABOUT EACH OTHER. ONLY OURSELVES.
WELL HERE GOES I APOLOGIZE TO MY FRIENDS. I NEVER THOUGHT THINGS WOULD BE THIS WAY. WE HAVE GONE THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER. SOME MORE THAN OTHERS. MAYBE ALL OUR PERSONALITIES DON’T MATCH. BUT HEY AT LEAST WE GAVE IT A SHOT. WE ALL KNOW THAT WE WILL BE FINE ON OUR OWN BUT SOMETIMES YOU NEED THAT EXTRA SUPPORT. WE HAVE TALKED AND WE ALL KNOW OUR PROBLEMS WITH ONE ANOTHER. BUT THIS IS A NEW YEAR AND ITS TIME FOR SOME CHANGES.

OKAY DON’T TAKE NO OFFENSE BECAUSE IM ONLY STATING THE TRUTH. CAN A QUIET SECRETIVE GIRL, A STUBBORN GIRL WITH A ATTITUDE SOMETIMES, A JOYFUL GIRL WITH SOMETIMES A MEAN SIDE, A OUTGOING GIRL WHO EXPRESSES HER FEELING OPENLY WHEN SHE GETS MAD (NO MATTER WHO IT AFFECTS), AND A FUNNY GIRL BE FRIENDS.?? THIS IS TO HELP OUTSIDER LOOK IN FROM OUR POINT OF VIEW. WE HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE ANYMORE. WE ARE MATURING AS WE GET OLDER AND WE ARE LEARNING MORE ABOUT OURSELVES AND WORKING ON THINGS.

WELL I HAVE COME TO THE CONCLUSION. LIFE IS TOO SHORT TO WASTE IT ON NONSENSE. YOU CANT BE FORCED TO DO ANYTHING YOU DON’T WANT TO. SO INSTEAD OF JUST GOING WITH THE FLOW, SPEAK YOU MIND. PEOPLE HAVE TWO CHOICES: EITHER THEY CAN IGNORE YOU, OR THEY CAN LISTEN TO WHAT YOU SAY AND PUT IT IN CONSIDERATION. I HAVE ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND. I HAVE MADE MY DECISIONS. I AM GOING THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL WITH OR WITHOUT YOU. LIFE DOESN’T WAIT. SO LEARN BEFORE IT’S TOO LATE.

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Life iz 2 beautiful 2 waste it on nothing. Follow ur dreams n live life 2 da fullest. Can't nothing n dis world stop you unless u let it. Listen 2 wat ppl say- don't. Worry bout wat ppl think of u- forget it. If it was meant 4 u 2 live up 2 other's expectations, God would have let them create u. Since he didn't, it don't matter want they say or think. Live ur own life make no regretz. U only live once so make sure you make da best of it. 4 all those ppl who b all up n other's ppl life need 2 get a life of their own. If they would we wouldn't have all dis mess or all these haterz. BOTTOM LINE! 4 all those who agree with this repost this blog as "IT'Z MY LYFE, NOT URS!" I'm not gonna lie like dem other blogs sayin something good is going 2 happen 2 u if u repost or something bad iz going 2 happen 2 u if u don't. Only u can decide if something good or bad happen 2 u. If u repost u will b lettin others kno, can't nobody else live ur life 4 u, only u. It'z da truth but sum can't handle da truth. But don't worry dey will ahve 2 b told 1 day. WHY NOT LET IT B 2DAY?