when ya'll was supposed 2 be loving and caring, ya'll was bluffing without even sharing. The only gurl dat put a smile on my face through da ups and downs she made me feel like a blessing without stressing..... with her i never had 2 ask for nothing, with her it always seems like there was something, but when i got broke and doped out, she left… it was like a hit of coke , i choked loud! and spoke out! (it was like daydreaming), but she weren't listening, so much for the outspoken and unfulfilled word of love that twisted back and forth like a nightmare, 2 me it looked like lust but it was not, like “kanye west” i got stronger and i wondered, would this have happened if i had made my confessions like usher did during his temptation and frustration, ignoring da fact dat wot goes around comes back around which J.T saw coming for britney, had i known the same i wouldn't have fooled around with her best friend, at da end karma was determinal, maybe it was just a negative effect or a misplaced hate for affection and emotion bound 2gether like a transformer faced with a hummer. like a lil kid learns dat when he/she plays games with fire, its gonna hurt sooner or later, so i learnt my lesson. eventho she deserves 2 be with someone better, without me a'int no other, like fabolous she makes me better, coz she's the other half of me and we complete eachother , 2gether we're like bonnie and clyde apart we're like romeo and juliet and lost we find eachother like jack and rose in titanic.