Shawn's been gone. Dad's always been working. Ever since Michael moved out the house is beyond quiet. No one is here but me. It's kind of scary, but I got over it. I'm used to having the place quiet and to myself now. I can handle it just being me and Dad on the weekend, but then Shawn visits bringing the future sister-in-law, and then Denver shows up just to show up, and then Michael seems to always be at elbow to top things off. It got WAY too noisy today. Alex says I just need to get out more. He's right. I haven't been out much since Kris left. Alex also asked if I wanted to go out with him some time to get of the house. I gotta tell you it's weird having Alex hit on me so much lately. I kind of like it because not only is Alex hot, but you totally tell it boils Michael's blood to see one of his best friends hitting on his kid sister. But hey, who's the one who started kissing AK in the hallways when she was MY best friend. He doesn't have any room to complain. Maybe I might take Alex up on his offer. It will get me out of this freaking empty house. I mean what's the worse that can happen, short of Michael taking a swing at Alex that is. lol It could be fun.

I REALLY don't want to be in this stupid wedding. I love Shawn, but I'm going to go crazy. I'm surprised he hasn't already. Michael told him it was stupid to let Jenna have whatever she wanted. Now she just keeps ranting and ranting about a wedding that isn't even happening until March. I know, it's closer than it seems, but do I have to wear a dress? I love Jenn, I love Shawn, but really I just feel like running far far away whenever the subject of the wedding gets brought up. Lucky Michael has his own place now and doesn't have to deal with the frequent visits Dad and I have to. Lucky Dad works so much he isn't around for half those visits. I really can't wait until this is over.