Goodbye…


I waited forever for someone like you,

What is it that you do?

One wave,

I cave.

But not this time

It's me you'll never find.

I was born to cry, hide, and loose,

But I was raised to think, love myself and choose.

You loved the drug, never me,

I trusted you, so just leave!

Everyone warned me,

But I couldn't see.

Your hands covered my eyes,

And now they're dry from all the cries.

So I'll move on and just let go,

No more wondering, now I know.

Don't care if you're ok,

Your calls are just too late.

So it's you I loved,

But it's me I put above.

Are relationship has died,

And it's me who has cried,

So I can finally say…goodbye.

heartbroken


Heartbroken
beautiful pieces of the past
shattered
torn
broken on the floor
try to move on
but the heavy chains hold strong
chains that were once your warm embrace
they imprison me now
to soak in my misery and loneliness
in the dark dungeon of the lost
cold
damp
lonely
it swallows me whole
swirling in my memories
of you and me
those soft lips
endearing eyes
sweet smile
all turning slowly
to sobs
glares
and frowns
What was so alive
what had such warmth
is now but a cold dead corpse
rotting slowly in my mind
The love and joy i used to know
the laughs we shared
the love we made
all vaporized
within one pathetic moment
and the love that took so long to build
all destroyed
burned
crushed
in a lightning flash
Adam, i will always love you
even if you don't love me.
I am heartbroken

lost


I'm afraid to be alone
will this bad day never end
i cant go on forever again
i was your lover and your friend

I'm lost without you
i cannot feel
because is this life
now even real

i cant move on, now that you're gone
i have lost and you have won
your a painful heart attack
you are never coming back

i can hear your footsteps
falling further apart
and hear the solemn whispers
that slowly break my heart