108 days since my last bebo blog... i'm getting better!
anyway... much has passed since my last blog.... many parties i must say!! and not alot of studying unfortunately! ah well, it's only my future!
i haven't quite figured out why i'm writing this blog, but my heart is hurting, and i can't really type and cry very well...(i end up making lots of mistakes coz i can't see the screen, and i do hate mistakes!!)... but it's definitely a technique i must perfect pretty quickly judging on my current circumstances, as i can't see myself being happy for quite a long while..... well, not happy, i'm never happy but you all know what i mean.

golly i wish he knew i loved him!!


(that'll confuse most of you!!)

loves!
x

well, i must appologise to blog fans, as i hadn't realised it'd been 147 days since my last bebo posting! (apologies for typos, as i hate normal keyboards and my laptop STILL ISN'T FIXED!)
anyway .. the life of tod.
well, pretty dull actually. haven't done much other than sleep or work, and occasionally spend waaaay too much money whilst shopping, whilst promising myself " i'll take the pieces i don't really like after a couple of days" and inevitable keeping everything, even the overpriced (although gorgeous) fat face clothes.
i have discovered a dangerous new addiction ... twilight tv! i now spend very few nights in my own bed, as i lounge in the living room watching tv at 4 in the morning, and then go to bed at 5, getting up again just in time to go to work.
oh well, just gotta hope i can adjust back to school times in time!
i still haven't booked any driving lessons, but i fear i can't put it off much longer. i swear i am a genetically modified teenager! i don't want to learn to drive, i don't really like partying, i don't ... behave like the average teen! anyway, mnore musing later.
one thing i have been doing over the summer is reading. i have just finished the maximum ride series by james patterson, and i can conclude that they were a darn amazing set of books. i am yet to finish one of the books i bought for studying with, but i did start doing notes on my history topic, so i don't feel so bad. when it comes to books with avian-enhanced humans, henry VIII, mary antoinette and the crusades can wait!
the prequel to the tales of the otori is out soon, so i have only a short gap between that and another books to really crack on with studying.... hmmm ...
i realise that very few people are still reading as i have managed to bore you away, or you've skipped over the book parts. i don't blame you.
anyway, just saying a big loves to all!
loves!
x

uuuuuuuuurgh!
soooo tired!
yesterday, decided to go out with the smiths after a night of no sleep.
unfortunately, i am useless against their pulling powers, and was roped along to stay the night and go drinking! big mistake!
5 bacardi's (i know, i'm a light-weight!) and i was staggering about and giggling my way to the chinese in taverham! (haha! sibley spilt his all down his jeans!). eventually got back and to sleep by 1! woke up at 5.20. am now home!
wibble!

night! xxxx