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- God Iz A DJ, Lyf Iz A Dancefloor, Love Iz Da Rhythm And U R My Music :]
- Me, Myself, and I
- im KATRINA or TRINA. im da bestest white guh u'll eva meet (in my opinion) lolz but naw ima always do me regardless of wat u thank. wanna tlk mo? message me
- The Other Half Of Me
We jus fellz out of it i guess :[
- scary funny wateva catches da attention
- Happiest When
- im wit *him*
boy u anit got no idea how much love i got 4 u
i neva knew some1 kuld cum n2 ur lyf n change it in only a year
i met u @ da beginin of dis year n eva since den i anit been da same
we had a lil 'fling' @ da beginin of da year
but we became bestfriendz instead
ANYTIME i needed advice i wuld cum 2 u
ANYTIME i needed sum1 2 talk 2
ANYTIME i needed a shoulda 2 cry on i turned around n u were der
ANYTIME i needed a smilin face u were der 4 me
and WENEVA i needed a booty 2 touch or a boob 2 bite u waz der
i TRUELY do love u chris
ur an awesome person but ur an awesomer best friend
i pray 2 god dat sumthin willz happen n ull go 2 desoto next year
cuz ur a part of me
u've grown on me n i dont wanna part now
but wateva does happen i jus want u 2 kno ill ALWAYz b here 4 u
n u gone alwayz be n my heart
n ill NEVA 4get u
I LOVE U CHRIS KEEP N TOUCH
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Most of you know me as the crazy white gurl whos life is perfect. well thats far from the truth. thats my little act i put on so noone will know im dieing inside. this blog is my life read it and know its real. i have gone though all of this and made it to today through god. he is my strength.
the first few years of my life were normal childhood. but around 3 i noticed my daddy ,jim,wasnt acting like himself. he used to hold me and now hes ignoring me. he used to always be there for me but now he seemed never there. my 3 year old brain was rite. a few months later he moved out and they got a divorce.
then my mother met my 1st step dadwhen i was about 6. his name was michael. he was nice. or so i thought. he would get so engraded in anger that he would kick my mom so hard and hit me just for the fun of it. one nite it got out of hand. my mom and sister were gone at a pta meeting and he was on the fone and i guess someone jipped him off and he went crazy. he grabed a knife and threw it towards me. he missed me by a few inches. this is the first time i ran away. he also used to spank me for the fun of it. so this is one of the reasons i am abuseive now. they got a divorce and i havent seen him since.
then she met t-dawg. my 2nd and now step dad. hes a pushover he agrees with watever my mother has to say.
my mom yells at me for the past 4 years and even to this date. talkin bout i mess up her life, i always try to ruin her and her fun, im not good enough 4 her, and how im the worst child in the world. it runs in the family. puting on images that arent ourselves. most of u think my mom is nice and loving, she is sometimes. but mostly shes not.
a year later i got to come in contact with my biological father. we begain to grow our bond back. he even got to come with us at our christmas get together. there he and my mom got in a HUGE arguement and my mom forbid me to see him ever again. my father got back on drugs after that. one day he broke into our house and stole only from me. this made me think he didnt like me. the next week i hear he broke into an AA building and is in jail now.
i went to see him every once and a while until he finally got out. my mom gave him one last chance. a year passed. and now its 2007. its easter he talked to me about drugs asking me begging me not to do them or else id turn out like him. he PROMISED me he was done with them. but many promises have been broken that he said so i didnt believe him. bout a month passes, my dad is back on crack but now its worse than ever. he stole a car, beat up an elderly man, stole from his mother(my granny) and bounced checks here and there for about a week. now hes imprisoned in breckenridge jail. where ive seen him once in 6 months.
i got hit by a car on may 17. i have a scar on my lip. i feel uglyer now than ever. no one wants a girl with a scar on her lip.
uplift 2007. my sister went there. while i was home for a few days with my mother. on day i walked in on my mom and t-dawg smoking weed. it didnt know what to think. and i still dont. they act like it didnt happend but ever day ALL of these things roll back in my head and i cry. i cry anywhere. and that means ANYWHERE.
so to you im that crazy hyper white gurl but on the inside im katie who is abused, sexually molested, almost got killed by her father figure and a car, torn, broken, drug baby. im always there for whoever needs it but sometime i need to talk. so call me if u want to or need to talk. my number is 214-878-7885.
Katrina Marie Kendrick Schoenfeld Smith
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1. Name: Katrina Marie Schoenfeld
2. Nicknames:Trina, Katie
3. Birthday: March 7
4. Place of Birth: Dallas, texas
5. Zodiac Sign: pises
6. Male or Female: female
7. Occupation: Student
8. Residence: Desoto
9. E-Mail: firstname.lastname@example.org
12. Hair Color: Blonde
13. Hair Length: medium
14. Eye color: Hazel
15. Best Feature: most people say my booty but i like my eyes
16. Height: 5'2.5''
17. Braces: No
18. Glasses: yep
19. Piercing: so far i have 2
20. Tattoos: not yet
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty
22. First best friend: Danielle
23. First Award: Kindergarden graduation
24. First Hobbie/Sport You Joined: Tennis
25. First kiss: umm....
26. First Boy/Girl friend: Austin
27. First Concert: i dunno
28. First True Love: Jonathan
29. Movie: ATL
30. TV Show: South park, and anything on MTV
31. Colors: Gold and Pink
32. Music Artist: Tupac and T.I
33. Bad thing to do: lets keep that 2 myself...
34. Song: 2 amni 2 name
36. Candy: WARHEADS! or anything sour
37. Hobbies/Sports to Play: talkin flirtin and tennis
38. Restaurant: Benajians -SP?-
40. Store: forever 21 and claries
41. College: i dunno yet
42. School: EAST IS THE SHIT!
43. Book: Where the wild things are
44. Magazine: m and J-14
45. Shoes: jordans,forces,converse and flip flops
46. Feeling: Used
47. Single or Taken: in the middle?
48. Hairstyle: down
49. Eating: gum?
50. Drinking: no
51. Typing: duh
52. Online: Duh
53. Listening: My love ♥
54. Thinking About: BOYS!
55. Wanting: him
56. Watching: the computer screen
57. Wearing: booty shorts and a wifebeater
58. Want Kids? i wanna adopt
59. Want to be Married: heck yea
60. Careers in Mind: Photographer and fashion designer
61. Where do you want to live? California or texas or New York
__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair color: black/brown
64. Hair length: short or braids
65. Eye color: brownish hazel
66. Size: dont matter just not to fat or to skinny
67. Cute or sexy: both
68. Lips or Eyes: Both
69. Hugs or Kisses: both definitely
70. Short,Medium,or Tall: taller than me
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoin but knows when to get serious
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
73. Easy or Play-Hard-To-Get: SURPRISE ME!!!!
74. Sensitive or Loud: LOUD!!!!
75. Hook-up or Relationship: relationship
76. Freak or Gentlman: Both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: both
___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: i knew em for bout a week!
79. Had Alcohol: yea
80. Smoked: close to but no
81. Ran Away From Home:yea
82. Broken a bone: no
83. Got an X-ray: yea
84. Had sex: I wonder....
85. Broken Someone's Heart: yeh
86. Broke Up With Someone:yea
87. Cried When Someone Died:many x's
88. Cried At School: yea
___Do You Believe In___
89. God: HECK YA!!!!
90. Miracles: Yes
91. Love At First sight: yes
92. Ghosts: spirits yes
93. Aliens: yea
94. Soul Mates: yea
95. Heaven: Yes
96. Hell: i dont want it to be there but yes
97. Reincarnation: hellz 2 da nah
98. Kissing on The First Date: Yes
99. Horoscopes: no i just like readin em
100. YourSelf:most of the time no
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