Well as i type this im and fealing deprest about my teen age sweety she and i spit in the summer of 2004 when i moved to edmonton agane. i tryed to get her to come a long but with no luck she sead she would not leave vic she would miss the sea i cant blame her. anyway been Emailing back and forth for 1.5 years. and the last one i just receved. she sead she fell in love with some guy named justin. and where duz he live? in edmonton. lol cant F ing balive it. so now she has plans to move out hear and live with him in feb. same city as me just my luck. so in her Email she sead she was starting a new chapter in her life. well i guess its time for me to do the same. was a bad ass when i left vic and now im a working guy. but i dont feal like im acomplishing a thing. at least when i was a bad ass i had some fun now im bord all the time. befor i never felt i needid to find love because she was there. and now im as lonly as i have ever been i work a grave yard shift so little chance to meet anyone. i think im gona die alown