Ever wonder if your being watched? I sure am right now, and the only consolation I really have is my milkshake and my music, which is not as much help as you would suspect (LOL). I hope its not the government, especially not communists, or some kind of anti-michael movement (damn michael jackson screwed us all over) lol. Oh well whatever, I guess if I get assasinated I will be glad so I dont have to answer..... difficult questions, and I dont have to take my f*!@ing spanish test, or my science test for that matter. Right now I think I wish I was assasinated, but I guess it is just the goth rock coming to my mind, either that or I really want to die... who knows? Or mabye I am just depressed and I am bottling up my emotions inside me, everything I used to think was right before seems wrong. I guess whats happening in my life is bringing out the worst in me, I wasn't always like this, I wasn't paranoid, slightly suicidal, depressed, etc. I guess there are some upsides though, I think the bad out weighs the good for me, but I guess its good to be paranoid, I dont think anyone will mug me successfully, so at least I wont be broke. But whatever, I'm not sure many people really pay attention to my blog anyways. So thats it with me for now.

--Michael

Another boring day gone without a trace. Back onto the endless goal of getting to the next weekend, and the ultimate goal of getting to summer vacation. I guess I'm stuck till next year to complete the goal I really want... Start a band woot! Its very funny though about my goal though, because my friend Edward asked me too join his band about a year ago, and out of all of the people he asked to be in his band I was the only person who knew how to play an instrument, let alone own one. So it would basically be me and my bass guitar which would suck. And another funny thing is he asked me the same thing on thursday.... So yeah after the first time he asked me if I would be in his band I decided I would start my own band in two years (now only one year), so I can have some people who can really play instruments in my band. Anyways thats all I am thinking about right now.

--Michael

Woot I finished !@*&#$! project lol. Stupid thing my hands hurt now lol. Oh well yeah I am happy, now I can go back to my regular routine... Listening to music and talking on msn woot! Anyways thats it with me.

Michael