well life is ohok i tried to moved out but i didn't like though, Dale Has been tryin to get back with me, but when marie funral, he said to me i love u babygirl...(I though to myself if u loved me why did u leave me?) i was like thank u dale i kno u do but it ain't gonna work out with us u had u chance to make things right, but u went to the fat ass bitch jessica.... he just gave a me a look and laughed....i told him she wants to fight me she wants me to make the first punch but i'm smartin than that dale, and now i'm taken by glen i'm in more in love with him than i was with u, witch i was scard to love again but when glen showed me the door to happiness i was more happy than ever...I'm sorry dale I do love u but as friend i'm sorry and thats about it i have to say though

Hidden Horrors

Silence rings
in my ears
Silent blood
Silent tears
Hidden fears
Show on faces
Screams escape
from hidden places
In the hidden contents
of my mind
hidden horrors
is what I find

.:Something Inside Me:.

Something is eating away at me
Every night, as I toss and turn
Every day, as I lose and learn

I am hurting inside
My life laced with pain
and gloomy rain

I am breaking inside
Into a million peices
As the world pokes and teases

Something is killing me
Every night, as I toss and turn
Every day, as I lose and learn

I am dying inside
with no one to save me
that something has eaten me
goodbye

Never Have Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

Well I got rpid of dale finally lol yes yes i kno what was i thinkin when i was dating him.... But i have found someone new and better and better lookin lol for some odd reason i kno what happen to him even though i dont wanna kno i hardly see him thank god lol but yeah life has been better than ever.... I work at wendys now lol no discounts lol but yeah i like there and i like the people there and yeah thats all i can think of lol