My friend ben is funny. he always makes me laugh!

I wish I could just crash on a comfy pillow, and sleep, sleep,sleep! I really don't know what keeps me awake at nights. I think its because i hate to feel alone, and be in the darkness. Maybe tonight I can.

I kinda like this blog because hardly anyone can read this and the person who does I trust so its all good. I didnt like my last one because I knew it was so public and i felt so naked expressing myself.

I really need to get a laptop soon after I move into the apartment. That way i feel that I am connected to the world in someway. Plus, I am just addicted to the internet,pathetically.

Part of me is excited to go to school the major half is just anti. I dont even know what I want to be so i feel wasteful with money and time. But education IS always important.