here I write and yet no one reads as if no one cares. so why do I write.

I write because I have no one here to talk to. No one to listen to my thoughts, my frustrations, my desires, my plans.

I do have someone who listens to me cry in the middle of the night. Who has seen me at my worst and is still there for me. Who tells me everything will be ok. I am so grateful for that.

I am so lost and confused and I dont know what to do.

this is a chain letter that I received.. If you wish to copy it please feel free to pass it on... I thought it was very meaningful it personally made me cry.. but then all I have ever wanted in my life was for someone to care and want me.....


Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who
calls you back
when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to
watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants
to show you off to
the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your
hand in front of
his friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of
how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for
the one who turns to
his friends and says, "...that's her." If u open this
U have to repost
it, guy or girl, or you will have bad luck for the
rest of your
life!!!!!!!............ if i don't get this back I
guess your not my friend

if u have a lot of love for someone...
Copy and sendthis to your whole list...
in 5 mins your true love will call or message you.
You have just been DEATHWISHED.

Tonight at midnight your true loveWill realize they
like you. Something good will happen to you at
approx. 1:42pm tomorrow, it could be anywhere.
So get ready for the biggest shock of your life.

If you break this chain, you will be cursed with
relationship problems
for the most important time of your life. Send this to
15 people in 15
minutes to carry on the chain... and spare yourself
the emotional stress.

If you could change into anything, what would it be??? And why???