I sit here hoping 2006 will be a much better year for Jake and I. We haven't had the greatest couple of years. We have lost two beautiful girls, Ryann Anne on Nov 10, 2004 and Peyten Marie on Sept 19,2005. They both were born premature. I still wonder why us? We did everything right. I'am still very mad at the world, I take it one day at a time. Jake and my family has been great and my friend Gina has been there also helping me deal with what happen to us. It makes me very anger when I see on the news that a mother or father has killed their baby. I feel like they should die too. It also pisses me off when mothers that drink, smoke and do drugs during their pregnancy. Especially when you have people like Jake and I that did everything asked of us by the doctors and things still don't work out right. What I wouldn't give to have one more second with my babies. Thanks for just listining to me. I hope everyone has a great New Year.