you know people may think i am nothing but an asshole then so be it but you know what i hate what you are going threw and i know you can over come it you say you want to be on the same path god gave you then liv eyou life as a indain should you know right from wrong you will never be anything else but brown i love you with all my heart and soul and i always will no matter what happens you know this deep down in your heart and no matter how much you will hate me in the months to come but i am not gonna be a victum no more yes i did what i did and i have told on my self but for him and is then girl to blame the whole thing on me was not fair so i talk to the RCMP and they told me to tell my lawyer what truly happened and i am gonna and trust me i will do what ever time they give me but i will also not take the rap for him no more you may think he is a good guy but you have no clue mang i mean it i will not go down with out a fight sorry cuz i do luv you thow

no matter how hard you try to erase your past you can't and thats what took me along time to learn you have to face it head on and if you crash then we(our family)will be here to help you up thats what family support is you might think we were never there for you but we were and we always will be i love you michelle and i always will you were my big sister i had that bond with you and when you told me to forget the past it was like you were saying the friendship we didn't have didn't mean nothing to you thats what hert the most i hope you forgive me one day for blowing up on your husband but you have to also remember i have a past with him and what happened will soon catch up to him in like the next few months i'm sorry cousin but i will no longer take the blame for your lying cheating sinning husband i love you to much and if you hate me for ever then so be it but i will no longer give up my life for him your are always in my prayers and remember you are borwn brown not white bye bye