at the moment my life sucks! My dream is over all i want is the perfect relationship and family but my husband is pretty much fucked he's a liar and at the moment i cant trust him so i'm taking the kids for a holiday without him and who know i night hook up with my ex god i dream about him enough he's always in my thoughts i'm an idiot for letting him go so i make out i'm happy. My daughter has a happier love life than i do and she's only ten god even my one year old probably does. But i cant end the dream cause i want another baby so for now i'll hold out til that happens then i'll get a divorce