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Lauren.

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  • Member since: August 2006
  • Last active: Apr 13
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Me, Myself, and I
 
 
 
 

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    Dead
    Why did I put this on myself, the lies the hurt the stress?
    I knew that I’d fuck it up, now it’s all one stupid mess.
    I try my hardest I really do, I hate being like I am
    But it’s hard to keep your life afloat when you know its one big sham.
    I always try to tell myself that everything is fine
    That one day you will love me, and then the sun will shine.
    Lies, lies is the single word that revolves around my head,
    On the outer layer I wear a mask; on the inside I am dead.

    What we see
    Stereotypes are all I see, all I see around me, but there’s a thing that some don’t see they don’t see people’s identity. Ugliness and beauty, they have no difference in the eyes I see, personality is what matters to me.

    Why
    Why do I feel the way I do?
    Why do I feel that I need you?
    Why can’t I believe in myself?
    Why the vows in sickness and in health?
    Why does love hurt you inside?
    Why is there the need to hide?
    Why can’t anyone ever see?
    That why is the question inside of me.


    Dreams
    I look above to dreams I’ve heard,
    Dreams to fly just like a bird
    But my dreams are different they carry no flight
    More like darkness and death by night
    My mind is weary and full of rage
    My life is a book, just turn the page
    On this page you will but see
    The anger built up inside of me.


    Pain
    The pain I feel will inflict on you
    You will then no it’s what you do
    That what you do kills me inside
    In you I will no longer confide
    For you are the one that’s made me like this
    The one that took away my bliss
    I am no longer the one you knew
    I’m so confused, don’t know what to do.



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