hey boo! well u know i had to write a lil sumn sumn for u! Well, as it's known by almost everybody i guess, we have been thru it ALL..and yet to this day, we continue to love each other even more strongly den we did at first. we've both grown alot being in company with each other, and have taught each other alot. i found stuff in myself i dnt think i wuld have eva discovered this quick if it wasnt for u. yeah, i know dat u have ur moments where u can be bitchy, wild, etc...but that doesnt bother me b/c u're who u are, and thats what i love u for, and plus, everybody aint perfect! lol, but fa'real doe...u aint gotta thank me for holdin on to u despite ur wayz, thats wat im here for of course! and ima always been here for u no matter wat

we've progressed ALOT baby, we started to let go more and be ourselves alot more too..well, at least i see it in myself and u too! i wish i culd let the world know how i feel bout u...b/c u're just so...well....amazing! lol, but fa'real. u're a gr8 lover, a beautiful young lady, and a terrific best friend, i culdnt ask for anything better, i mean, God just basically took everything i wrote down on my wish list and put it in u! lol, but fa'real doe, baby, i love ya with all my heart. NOBODY got any part of my heart except u...in a way its almost like im addicted to you..always thinkin bout u, wantin to talk to u, wantin to be near u, wantin to....well.....LMAO! im just playin!!

regardless of whateva drama goes down, remember the promises we made to each other baby, and we'll neva seperate...and remember..lets always keep US ahead of EVERY person..no matter who it is...WE are more important..(except for family and close friends, they can be included, lol) but baby, i hope u dnt mind, but i wanted to do this for two reasons.....1 was to let everybody know that im glad im ur man and that im with somebody as gr8 as u are, and how happy i am that u've affected my life and put up with the shit that i put u thru several times...and 2nd was to just let u know that im here to stay, and my love for u is real. my emotion and passion for u will ALWAYS be shown WHEREVA IM AT! b/c i aint got no shame in showing my feelings, ya know?! but baby, thats all, hope that spot in yo heart feel warm and filled with somebody dat matters

yo baby,
C.B

ok ok..this ya boi CB, and im comin to y'all wit another long blog...but this time, it's about sum super real talk...

aight, now, i know alotta y'all like to get in relationships, right? yeah, who dont like the feelin of feelin loved...but ladies...u really gotta watch who u pick, b/c MEN WILL DO ANYTHING AND SAY ANYTHING 2 GET ONE THING OUTTA YOU..and when you do that then the relationship will have downfalls..b/c his mission is accomplished, he dont give a damn bout u no mo...and ladies...if the guy cheats on you once, best believe that he will do it again...b/c he will continue to do his dirt...the ONLY time he will stop doin it is when he gets TIRED of being CAUGHT UP....and the thing is that YOU will ACCEPT THAT PERSON BACK...if they come back BEGGING and SAYING THEY LOVE YOU...CRYING FOR YOU....SAYING THEY'LL CHANGE....and YOU will BREAK DOWN...AND TAKE THEM BACK...KNOWING THEY DID WRONG....and you cant say it doesnt happen...b/c i've seen this happen many times wit various couples... there are alotta signs that u can use to tell if ya man is cheatin on you

1.)when u ask why he aint called u in almost 2 days, and he say his phone been dead........WRONG...dont nobody phone be dead for that long...it dont take but at least 30 mins to charge a phone..
2.)if he wit his boi's and dont call you
3.)if he CLAIM he aint had nothin to do all day, and STILL dont call you..
4.)if u wanna spend time with him on the weekends and he busy
5.)when he doesnt show u the love that he shows to other girls that he flirts with, even though he claims they "Friends"
6.)if u go believe yo friends over him, and he has an attitude, saying "oh so u gone believe them over me?! how can u?" then MOST LIKELY, he got anotha female on the wing

and alot more...but those are the top 6 y'all should look out for...and fellas...it's really time that our orientation does better..sometimes u gotta put yo pride aside and do a lil sumn extra for the ladies..

1.)having sensitivity for the girl u love is NOT gay....so get that out yo head...a guy wit feelings is not faggot....but if u start actin like a girl, then u know what u is...
2.)being a playa and a pimp wont cut it....you can have as many girls as u want...but u'll neva get the true benefit of being able to have that one person that makes u happy
3.)not callin yo girl even if only to see how she feel aint gone work
4 HAVING SEX WITH A LADY DOES NOT SHOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THEM..., u can take them into intimacy and make them feel MORE LOVED just as well as u culd wit stickin yo "friend" inside their "doorway"

but dont get me wrong though, but just as there are MANY guys who gone screwed you over, there are a SELECT FEW who will treat u right and make yo life worth while..so if the one person u think is the one not what they amounted to be, then dont quit searchin...b/c most of u reading this are young...and since y'all are young...y'all aint ready for no marriage....y'all are barely ready for serious relationships...so u aint got nothin to lose...u just gotta explore more WHILE U STILL YOUNG AND PPL ARE STILL OPEN...

now for both....STOP GOIN WIT PPL FOR THERE LOOKS.....u can be thinkin "man dat boy sexi" or "damn shawty is fine", ...uhh....u aint gone get no'where on looks alone....u dont be seein EVERYBODY makin it in the world who look better than Chris Brown or Halle Berry, or whoeva! u gotta grow up and learn to like ppl by what makes them who they are...not hw they look...and thats why so many heartbreaks happen...b/c the person can be so prideful and stuck on they'self, that they dont care about u..yeah, their are sum that look good but wont do u bad...but some that look good KNOW they look good....so think about that...

if u're not ready for a relationship PLZ dont get in a relationship and then mention dat...b/c dats ridiculous and how hearts be brokin...all b/c u got in sumn u wasnt ready for.... DONT DO IT TO KEEP THIS PERSON THAT U LOVE.....b/c for 1.) the

yeah, this is just a list to break down alot more of how these ppl have influenced me or made a change in my life, or what i like about em....etc.....if yo name aint on here, it's obvious that i forgot

*Carla- well, well, well...got TONS to say bout u..but ima keep it short..the love of my life...keeper of my heart...and my current closest friend, i love ya to death! ur the bestest friend that i've eva had in a while! i can tell u anything and everything too! overall u're just a gr8 person, and the best love life experiece female that i've encountered, if it wasnt for u, idk where i'd be right now, b/c u've helped me realize about who i truely am more than i was able to do on my own, and u was always around when things got hard for me, or i had times where i'd break down and just say fuck the world, u kept me in line many times carla, and u've showed me how to have alot of fun in life regardless of who hates me or who is watchin me, plottin to try to take me out, u're the realest "girlfriend" that is currently in my life, and i wouldnt change the past for nothin, b/c everything was worth it, well, not the bad stuff doe!, but u know what i mean!... well, u still that loveable person!!yeah, u've been thru alot since day one of our love life and u're life itself, and if anybody deserves alot, it's u...so yeah, just always know im always here for u as a friend, and i always got yo back in any situation...as long as u pay me , i love ya baby! and i hope that things turn out the way that u and i want them to!

*Megan- cuzo! i love you!! u're such a gr8 friend, b/c u know exactly what to say at any given moment and u know how to have fun. and u just LOUD...SUPER LOUD. why are u loud? the world may neva know , but i still love ya doe..u've accepted me back countless times thru the many mistakes i've made, and did it with open arms to let me knw that i always have a place in ur heart and there's always room for forgiveness, and i thank u for being the sisterly figure than u are in my eyes and always being there for me...but u gotta stop believin carla b4 u whoop my azz

*Snookum- aye you dun became my boo! love ya like i neva have before, we have gotten to be REAL close friends over the summer time that we have been talkin, i feel like i know u a lil bit more, u've told me alot of what u been goin thru and these feelings u have, and im shocked, b/c i neva woulda thought it 2 be that way. i love you so much snookum, thats str8 from the heart, and u always have a place within it, b/c u've proved to me that friends CAN be real in this world, but u just gotta search hard enough. thanx for makin me ur best friend! and i hope when skool start dont nun change! we'll be even closer than we are now!!! love ya boo!!

*Josh-KINFOLK!! aye mayne, u aint just my cuz...u my brother...blood couldnt make us no closer than we already is. u've helped me thru alot, and we've wilded out at ALOT of partys and dance circles, and OTHER ppl convos , mayne, i love ya to death cuzo, u're my best friend and u keep it real 100%. and i always gotcha back b/c dont nobody mess wit family without goin thru all of us, ya dig? but keep doin ya thang, and we gone keep wreckin da comedy game, ya dig?!?!

*Corrigan- wsup bro..mayne, u're a gr8 advice giver and best friend and best brother that i know. ALWAYS helpin me thru my problems and u havent given up on me yet. but for some reason, u get more girls that i do?! , lol, but fa'real doe..thanx for always been that person i can go to and just be wildin out and laughin wit. i need a few friends like dat in my life, but u is one of the main ones doe..

*Nicole- you are truely the sister i neva had , but fa'real doe, u are like an actual sis to me, b/c i can talk to u about anything and everything, at times YOU, CONFUSED YOU, has given me advice and helped me thru alot of heartbreaking times. even though our conversations have 40 confused moments from u havin em, i still love ya to death and hope u al