i love him so much...i dont know what i would do without him...he makes me feel so special and he actually treats me like i am a somebody instead of someone who doesnt mean anything....i want to do everything i can to make him happy and never dissapoint him although i know i dont do a very good job,but what he doesnt understand is that it is hard for me to show affection to someone as much as i have been hurt in the past...i do know one thing though...he will never do me the way the other guys i have dated has done me! some times i set and wonder how in the hell did he end up wiht someone like me... he deserves so much better than me...he could probably do alot better too...i cant wait until i get to become Mrs.Jeffrey Gates...i hope i can make him the happiest man alive...I LOVE YOU BABY