As she lets the knife slip one more time
into her wrist she wonders if anyone cares
then she reminds herself of all the people that have stabbed her in the back, all the jokes,
all those times they all laughed.
When she comes to she is on the floor
her blood seeping into the dark oak wood floor
her arm is still heavily bleeding
She wonders if this pain is for eneteraty

She hoped somone would come to save her this time
But as usaul they didnt
she goes to the counter
and picks up the bottle
she spills the little round and white tickets into the sink she takes a handful
and walks over to the desk
the paper and pen already for her last breathes
with each sentece she takes a pill
these things take time she says to herself
by the time shes finished her own blood lay all over the paper
as she falls to the floor she takes one last look around
her dark and pitful surrondings
dark, depressed, sad, and lonely
she finally gets to where the tickets said she would.


No one cared
she was never loved
and no one ever noticed
just another sad pathic girl to add to
the sucided count.

ok racism or however u spell it
i agree with only because
most of the time they act like idoits
in my book there are BIG difference between niggers and blacks
niggers are the "ghetto"stupid people that wear there pants past there knees and
black people dont try to stabb u in the back or
befriend you so they can steal ur shit
or nething like that u can just have a decent converation with them

it just pisses me off that everything comes down to racism today
EVERYTHING
i watching this show
and this white guy was talkin bout how we have poor people living on well fair
and some ignorant nigger goes u mean blacks
and the guy contiunes
saying and the people who work pay for them to sit on there ass
and the nigger said white people
and then all his brothers and sisters and cousins
and sister-brothers uncle and
there friends

stared yellin at this white when he didnt say nething
bout racism he was just stating a piont
and for all those niggers out there
that are problay gonna make that mistake
by saying something like
there are actually more white people
on well fair
then anything
and i dont think that is counting all the wiggers as well

they can have B.E.T or Black history month ...
but the min we have W.E.T or white history month were racist?
i say get away with all this black history shit all the blacks specail treatment
i dont understand bout the "importance" of someone getting up in fornt of millions to
tell us bout his fucking dream
no one cares
u know if a white person did
wed be racist
that just shows how stupid niggers are
everything comes down to racsim in this fucked up country
u know i dont own slaves
my parents didnt own slaves
my granparents didnt own slaves
my great granparents didnt own slaves
and as far as i know my great great granparents didnt own slaves

so whats the big deal?
slaves and all that shit was a LONG time ago
GET OVER IT
and all that about ooo i cant get over it cuz my anisterst died.. boo hoo
well guess what im polish ...my ansisters were killed by hitler ... u dont see me mad at the germans do you?
no im not
i say suck it u big faggots and throw out
Martin Lurther King day
and black history month (wich may i point out is the shortest month..lmao)
and b.e.t and shit like that
either throw it out or give us white people racism rights as well

becuase thats what we give the niggers
BET
Black History Month
all these blak holidays

all us white people have is president day
and columbus day
and shit like that
shit even santas gone black.. i thought he was white
i mean u dont see ne black santas in the malls do you?
no only white ones

Jesus is also going black and all u religous foke are gonna be like ooo boo hoo dont take religion into this
well guesss what i am!
jesus i know (it says in the bible look it up) that
Jesus was neither black bor white,.. but sort of a drak tanish
he wasnt pretty nor ugly
that way people
wouldnt be attacted to him buy his apperance
nor his skin color
it was all in belief
but today
people turn him black
and white
so yeah us white people still have a lil digenty left
but it is slowly fading

i mean at least we know what protected sex means.. lmao

u gus can call me racist or nething like that
but let me tell you
im not racist bout color
or nehting like that
just how blacks get speacial rights
and we dont
and it may sound like im crying but whatever
no one cares bout u and ur gonna dye tomorrwo
and yeah
so

... if u read it good for you
if not
o well i dont give a damn
and to all those lil people who will get "offended" by this
then fuck off an die (as foamy would say)
u need to here this shit
im tired of your bicthn and complainin

its not titled yet :

The little girl who skipped in the flowers free
is now sitting on the floor in a corner bleeding
The little one who giggled
now doesnt rember how
The little girl who loved the sun
is dark and pale now
Its funny how something so bright and free
is now so dark and consealed
she lay there bleeding, hands on the floor, dying
she cant breathe she relaizes
he wont be coming back to help her out of this one
her blood slowly sinks into the now brown and red wooden floor
She wishes her savior was here to help

Hes gone
left her to slowly die and rot
he moves on with his so called lie
the girl realizes she wont be walking away from this one
as her life slowly slipps away with each dark crimson drop.
she lets go of her life and closes her eyes waiting for darkness to take her to the other side
with her last breathe she hopes hes happy
after all hes doomed to the same place she is now

cold and hot
she is walking
and doesnt know how
she comes to a black box
it turns on with a flash
and there she lays her body mangled and mashed
she cries as she sees there is her loved one
starring at her on his knees
he is laughing
he held a blood red rose as she looks closely
the rose was not orginally red
it was white
and now her own blood lay on it
and he is there now laughing
insanely and louder now and there the murder weapon
placed in his left hand
on the tip lay her own blood..

as she glances up at his face she notices that it is a mask
as she wacths him take the mask off it reveles her own bashed in face
letting her know she let this happen
her mouth opens as she watches herself throw the knife one more time into her back
gets up and calmy walk away ..
as her eyes become teary she relazies that the rose is there in her back where the knife was just at.

as she looks around the bright yet dark room
she realizes her doom
she curls up into her final ball
and sits there and cries
but nothing comes out
before the salty liquid can reach her cheeck
its all gone
shes alone and cold
the room she is in fades and thats the end of her life and everything that was in it
a sad story that of no one caring
everyone dieing
and the sad thing is
they are all crying