Broken hearts are like the flu...only a billion times worse. But it's the bittersweetness of a flu. I mean, you want it so you can stay home from school and work, but what's the point of a day off when you feel like you wanna die? Everytime I think about it...it hurts so much. I get this empty feeling. Sometimes I want to cry so badly the tears won't come out. Maybe they aren't there. I'm not there. You know that feeling where you are so hungry that you are nauseous? And you want nothing more than food-but then again you want nothing less because you feel like you'll throw-up. Like after sex...ha, I can't describe it really. I try to make the pain go away I try to give it time-maybe I can get over it and move on. But I usually take it back within minutes. I'm trying not to call. Not to look if he called. But i want him to so badly. When I'm with him...I couldn't want anything more. But then I face reality and know that I have to quit. But I know I won't and it's weird because you get cheated on and you break up and yet you want nothing to do with any one else but that person still. He's the only person worth kissing.I want to stay with him. But it's a dumb idea. c'mon...Gotta have some dignity. Somehow I just think its better not to put yourself in the position to get hurt. But in a way, I want him to beg for me back. I want him to sweep me off my feet-prove me wrong and that he's trustworthy. I don't know what I'M trying to prove. It's funny how you heard of broken hearts but you don't take it literally, but the truth is... it really does feel like your heart is breaking.

Okay, so pick the second letter in your first name...


A-Beautiful
B-Ugly
C-Pretty
D-Jewish
E-Sexy
F-Hot
G-Boyish
H-Preppy
I-Girly
J-Gothic
K-Punky
L-Popular
M-Geeky
N-Nerdy
O-Retarded
P-Gay
Q-Lesbian
R-Gorgeous
S-Lesbian
T-Emo
U-Christian
V-Wonderful
W-Slutty
X-Bitchy
Y-Under-appreciated
Z-Over-appreciated


Now the first letter in your last name......

A-Smoker
B-Alcoholic
C-Bitch
D-Obsesser
E-Girl
F-Retard
G-Slut
H-Jew
I-Geek
J-Goth
K-Nerd
L-Motherfucker
M-Prep
N-Punk
O-Beauty Queen
P-Princess
Q-Queen
R-Boy
S-Crackwhore
T-Fucker
E-Asshole
V-Jackass
W-Babe
X-Scaredy-cat
Y-Coward
Z-Chocoholic

Now repost this with what you are in the subject line...

well maybe not to yall but I know that people are reading my blogs.... haha maybe I won't be putting as many blogs that I would normally put on. but hey if yall want to keep up wit me call me... L8R